Odan\u0131n i\u00e7ine g\u00fcn \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 hen\u00fcz dolmu\u015f, sar\u0131 perdelerden s\u00fcz\u00fclen \u0131\u015f\u0131k oday\u0131 sonbahardaki a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n rengini an\u0131msatan sar\u0131mtrak bir renge b\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. A\u00e7\u0131k pencereden i\u00e7eri dolan r\u00fczgar t\u00fcl\u00fc oynat\u0131yor, sephan\u0131n, kitapl\u0131\u011f\u0131n, hal\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerinde geziniyordu.<\/p>\n
Bu yaz sabah\u0131n\u0131n di\u011fer sabahlardan hi\u00e7bir fark\u0131 yoktu. Ama benim i\u00e7in ayn\u0131 \u015feyi s\u00f6ylemek pek m\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011fildi y\u0131ll\u0131k iznime \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Babam arazi i\u015fleri i\u00e7in memlekete gitmi\u015fti. Bunu f\u0131rsat bilen annem, akrabalar\u0131n yan\u0131ndan gelip ge\u00e7ici bir s\u00fcre tekrar bizim evde kalmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Babamla ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015flar, ayr\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131yorlard\u0131.<\/p>\n
Bu da benim i\u00e7in birbirinin ayn\u0131 ge\u00e7en g\u00fcnlere bir farkl\u0131l\u0131k katm\u0131\u015f, monoton hayat\u0131m\u0131 biraz olsun hareketli k\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u0130\u015fte b\u00f6yle hisler i\u00e7inde g\u00fczel bir yaz g\u00fcn\u00fc dinlenmi\u015f bir zihinle uyanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6zlerimi ovu\u015fturdum, \u015f\u00f6yle bir gerindim. Odadan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p salona ge\u00e7tim. Yine t\u00fcm gece s\u0131caktan terlemi\u015f, s\u0131r\u0131ls\u0131klam olmu\u015ftum. \u015eortumu elleyince s\u0131k\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir ifade ile y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc buru\u015fturdum annem hen\u00fcz kalkmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 yeni bir \u015fort almak i\u00e7in kald\u0131\u011f\u0131 yatak odas\u0131na girdim.<\/p>\n
Annem uyuyordu. Hava s\u0131cak oldu\u011fundan \u00fczerindeki ince pikeyi atm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u015eortu al\u0131p d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde yata\u011fa do\u011fru \u015f\u00f6yle bir bakt\u0131m. Annemin geceli\u011fi sa\u011f baca\u011f\u0131ndan neredeyse kal\u00e7as\u0131na kadar s\u0131yr\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
Hafif yan vaziyette y\u00fcz\u00fc koyun yat\u0131yordu. Sa\u011f baca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hafif karn\u0131na do\u011fru \u00e7ekmi\u015fti. S\u0131yr\u0131lan gecelikten dolgun, beyaz bald\u0131r\u0131 meydana \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Etli ve bi\u00e7imliydi, hi\u00e7bir p\u00fcr\u00fcz yoktu.<\/p>\n
Do\u011fal olarak bakmaktan rahats\u0131z olmu\u015ftum. \u0130\u00e7imi bir s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131 kaplad\u0131. Ama nedense kendimi alamad\u0131m ve g\u00f6z ucuyla tekrar bakt\u0131m. Sanki ba\u015fka biri annemi b\u00f6yle a\u00e7\u0131k sa\u00e7\u0131k bir pozisyonda g\u00f6rebilecekmi\u015f gibi bu geceli\u011fi d\u00fczeltme ihtiyac\u0131 hissettim. San\u0131r\u0131m birazda kendimden utanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Elimle geceli\u011fin kenar\u0131ndan tuttum, a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 do\u011fru \u00e7ekerken eteklik kal\u00e7as\u0131na o kadar yak\u0131nd\u0131 ki hafif\u00e7e havaland\u0131. O anda annemin k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck yuvarlak ve s\u0131k\u0131 kal\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n
Yuvarlak bir karpuzu and\u0131ran g\u00f6t\u00fc kavisli ve bi\u00e7imliydi, i\u00e7ine k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 dantelli string bir k\u00fclot giymi\u015fti. Bu y\u00fczden t\u00fcm hatlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm.<\/p>\n
\u0130ki yuvarla\u011f\u0131n aras\u0131nda kaybolan k\u00fclodun, bacak aras\u0131na do\u011fru belirginle\u015fen k\u0131sm\u0131ndaki ortas\u0131 yar\u0131k kabar\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131n annemin kad\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n kabar\u0131k dudaklar\u0131 oldu\u011fu rahatl\u0131kla anla\u015f\u0131l\u0131yordu. Kenarlar\u0131ndan uzun s\u00fcredir kesmedi\u011fi anla\u015f\u0131lan k\u0131llar ta\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
T\u00fcm bu anlatt\u0131klar\u0131m birka\u00e7 saniye i\u00e7inde oldu. \u00d6yle b\u00fcy\u00fck bir rahats\u0131zl\u0131k hissettim ki geceli\u011fin etekli\u011fini h\u0131zla \u00e7ektim. Annem o anda. S\u0131rt \u00fcst\u00fc d\u00f6nd\u00fc. G\u00f6zlerini bile a\u00e7madan,<\/p>\n
\u2013 O\u011flum\u2026?<\/p>\n
\u2013 \u00dczerin a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f da anne, onu \u00f6rtt\u00fcm.<\/p>\n
\u2013 H\u0131mmm sa\u011fol can\u0131m\u0131n i\u00e7i\u2026 Ben de kalkaca\u011f\u0131m az sonra\u2026<\/p>\n
Odadan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda o ana kadar hi\u00e7bir hareketlenme olmamas\u0131na ra\u011fmen hemen ereksiyon oldum. Moralim bozulmu\u015f, yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m hi\u00e7 ho\u015fuma gitmemi\u015fti.<\/p>\n
Salona ge\u00e7ip gazeteyi okumaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Aradan ne kadar s\u00fcre ge\u00e7ti bilmiyorum. Annemin mutfaktaki g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcs\u00fcyle irkildim. \u00c7ay\u0131 oca\u011fa koymu\u015ftu. Kafas\u0131n\u0131 uzat\u0131p,<\/p>\n
\u2013 G\u00fcnayd\u0131n o\u011flum\u2026 dedi, banyoya ge\u00e7ti.<\/p>\n
Bir s\u00fcre sonra mutfaktan seslenerek kahvalt\u0131n\u0131n haz\u0131r oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yledi. Banyoya girip ellerimi y\u0131kamaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Elimi y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc kurulad\u0131ktan sonra ye\u015fil \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131r sepetinin i\u00e7inde annemin k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 k\u00fclodu g\u00f6z\u00fcme ili\u015fti. Demek \u00e7\u0131karm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ellerimi y\u0131kay\u0131p \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Kahvalt\u0131 boyu aileden, gidece\u011fi yerlerden, i\u015fyerinden konu\u015ftuk. Oysa ki benim akl\u0131m tuvalete tak\u0131l\u0131 kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcne bir annemin kal\u00e7alar\u0131, bir de alt\u0131ndaki o k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 k\u00fclodun \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131r sepetinin i\u00e7ine f\u0131rlat\u0131lm\u0131\u015f hali geliyordu.<\/p>\n
Aniden bir \u015fim\u015fek gibi g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcne gidip gelen bu g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcler i\u015ftah\u0131m\u0131 kapam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bir yandan gazete okuyup sordum,<\/p>\n
\u2013 Du\u015f yapacak m\u0131s\u0131n anne?<\/p>\n
\u2013 Hay\u0131r d\u00fcn yapt\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 O zaman ben gireyim. Her g\u00fcn y\u0131kanmazsam bu s\u0131cakta yap\u0131\u015f yap\u0131\u015f oluyorum\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Beni iki g\u00fcnde bir idare ediyor. Ama g\u00fcnl\u00fck \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131r de\u011fi\u015ftiriyorum ben de, rahat etmek i\u00e7in\u2026<\/p>\n
\u00d6\u011flene do\u011fru annem \u00fct\u00fcye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bilgisayar oynarken, bakkala gidip geldi\u011fimde, dergileri okurken \u00fczerimde s\u00fcrekli bir rahats\u0131zl\u0131k hali vard\u0131 ve akl\u0131m hep banyodaki \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131r sepetindeydi.<\/p>\n
Y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc buru\u015fturup, elimi \u015f\u00f6yle bir sallad\u0131ktan sonra tuvalete girdim. Acele etmeden y\u00fcz\u00fcme bakt\u0131m, g\u0131d\u0131ma bak\u0131p sakallar\u0131 kontrol ettim. Elimi y\u0131kad\u0131m. Sonra robot gibi arkam\u0131 d\u00f6n\u00fcp \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131r sepetinde duran k\u00fclodu ald\u0131m, \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131r makinesinin \u00fczerine yap\u0131lm\u0131\u015f komidine koydum.<\/p>\n
\u0130pten olan k\u0131s\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131 iki yandan tutup \u00e7ektim. K\u0131vr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f olan k\u00fclot yine k\u0131vr\u0131la k\u0131vr\u0131la a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. Kenarlar\u0131 sateni and\u0131ran ipti. Kenardaki iplerden daha kal\u0131n ve d\u00fcz bir k\u0131sm\u0131 kal\u00e7alar\u0131n aras\u0131na giren k\u0131sm\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u00d6n\u00fcn\u00fc kapatan k\u0131sm\u0131n \u00fcst k\u0131sm\u0131nda bir kurdele vard\u0131. Dantel i\u015flemeleri s\u0131k\u0131 bir \u015fekilde \u00f6r\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Elimi y\u00fczeyinde gezdirdim. Tam am\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerine gelen k\u0131s\u0131ma bir ka\u00e7 tane k\u0131l tak\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bunlar annemin am\u0131n\u0131n k\u0131llar\u0131yd\u0131. Fakat ben o an i\u00e7in bunun ba\u015fka bir kad\u0131n\u0131n k\u00fclodu oldu\u011funu hayal ediyordum.<\/p>\n
Elim p\u00fct\u00fcrl\u00fc y\u00fczeyde gezindik\u00e7e yara\u011f\u0131m kal\u0131nla\u015fm\u0131\u015f, kalkm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. K\u00fclodu avucuma ald\u0131m. Di\u011fer elimle pijamam\u0131 s\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131m. Bir elimle sikimi s\u0131vazlarken, di\u011fer elimle k\u00fclodu burnuma do\u011fru g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Dantelleri y\u00fcz\u00fcme de\u011fiyordu.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcne elimdeki k\u00fclodun annemin alt\u0131ndaki hali geldi gitti. S\u0131vazlama hareketim h\u0131zlanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Koklad\u0131\u011f\u0131mda parf\u00fcm gibi kokuyordu. \u0130nsan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6nd\u00fcren bir kokusu vard\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u0130\u00e7 k\u0131sm\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7evirdim. Dudaklar\u0131ma de\u011fdirirken birden dilimi i\u00e7 k\u0131sm\u0131na s\u00fcrtt\u00fcm. Tatl\u0131yla ek\u015fi aras\u0131 ho\u015f bir tat a\u011fz\u0131ma dolarken \u015fiddetle kas\u0131larak bo\u015falmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
O be\u015f on saniye i\u00e7inde hayat\u0131m\u0131n en m\u00fcthi\u015f orgazm\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Bo\u015fal\u0131rken neredeyse t\u00fcm dilimi hafif nemli y\u00fczeye bast\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Annemin am\u0131n\u0131n tad\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131ma yay\u0131l\u0131rken g\u00f6zkapaklar\u0131m kapan\u0131p a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131yor kendimden ge\u00e7iyordum. Ne yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n fark\u0131na ancak bir iki dakika sonra kendime geldi\u011fimde vard\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Asl\u0131nda bu bir i\u00e7 hesapla\u015fmayd\u0131. Bir yandan kendime k\u0131z\u0131yor, di\u011fer bir yandan akl\u0131ma geldik\u00e7e heyecanlan\u0131yordum. Hemen karara ba\u011flanacak bir konu de\u011fildi bu\u2026 \u00dczerinde uzun s\u00fcre d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcp i\u00e7imi rahatlatmam gerekiyordu. Ama yapam\u0131yordum. Akl\u0131m kar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f, iyice bunalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n
D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde beni as\u0131l rahats\u0131z edenin annemin bacaklar\u0131na ve kal\u00e7alar\u0131na bakm\u0131\u015f olmamd\u0131. Yoksa neticede o k\u00fclot ba\u015fka bir kad\u0131n\u0131n k\u00fclodu da olabilirdi. Annemle bir ilgisi yoktu.<\/p>\n
Eskiden beri i\u00e7 \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131rlar\u0131n\u0131 severdim. Bu a\u00e7\u0131dan bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda kendimle bar\u0131\u015f\u0131yor ama bir s\u00fcre sonra zihnimde annemin k\u00fclodundan ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m tad, dilimden \u00e7ekip \u00e7\u0131kartt\u0131\u011f\u0131m iki \u00fc\u00e7 tane k\u0131l da\u011f\u0131l\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
\u00c7ok tecr\u00fcbeli de\u011fildim ama kad\u0131nlar\u0131n cinsel organlar\u0131n\u0131n farkl\u0131 farkl\u0131 koktu\u011funu ve tad\u0131n\u0131n de\u011fi\u015fik oldu\u011funu duymu\u015ftum. Bu sefer de yine k\u0131z\u0131yor, bir daha yapmayaca\u011f\u0131ma kendi kendime s\u00f6z veriyordum.<\/p>\n
Annem 40 ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131, minyon, k\u0131sa boylu zay\u0131f, siyah sa\u00e7lar\u0131, kahve rengi g\u00f6zleriyle kumral denilebilecek bir kad\u0131nd\u0131. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck tavuk her zaman pili\u00e7 misali diriydi. Ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ok g\u00f6stermezdi. Babamla bir s\u00fcre \u00f6nce ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ve bir daha g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmemi\u015flerdi. \u0130kisiyle farkl\u0131 zamanlarda bir araya geliyordum.<\/p>\n
\u0130ki g\u00fcn ge\u00e7mi\u015fti aradan\u2026 Bu iki g\u00fcn boyunca \u00f6nemsiz g\u00fcnl\u00fck i\u015fler, ak\u015fam y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015fleri yapt\u0131k. Ak\u015fam vakti annem \u00e7ar\u015f\u0131ya \u00e7\u0131kaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledi. Evde tek ba\u015f\u0131ma kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Bir s\u00fcre televizyon izledim. Sonra s\u0131k\u0131l\u0131nca odama ge\u00e7ip bilgisayara bir porno takt\u0131m, filmde iri yar\u0131 bir zenci en fazla yirmi iki ya\u015f\u0131ndaki bir k\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6tten sikiyordu.<\/p>\n
Masturbasyon yapmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. \u0130zledi\u011fim a\u00e7\u0131k sahneler y\u00fcz\u00fcnden \u00e7ok heyecanlanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Birka\u00e7 g\u00fcnd\u00fcr i\u00e7imi \u00fcrperten arzular tekrar meydana \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Arzular ve zevk insan\u0131 ele ge\u00e7irdi\u011finde u\u011franan o bilin\u00e7 kayb\u0131 beni sarm\u0131\u015f, o ana kadar utand\u0131\u011f\u0131m duygular\u0131m bana mant\u0131kl\u0131 ve a\u00e7\u0131klanabilir gelmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
Akl\u0131ma annemin \u00e7antas\u0131 geldi di\u011fer i\u00e7 \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131rlar\u0131 onun i\u00e7inde olmal\u0131yd\u0131, onlar\u0131 g\u00f6rmeliydim.<\/p>\n
Her yan\u0131m\u0131 ate\u015f bast\u0131. \u0130\u00e7imden kopup gelen bir heyecan f\u0131rt\u0131nas\u0131, kalp at\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 h\u0131zland\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Sikim irile\u015fmi\u015f, ta\u015faklar\u0131m \u015fi\u015fmi\u015fti. Biraz istemeyerek de olsa annemin kald\u0131\u011f\u0131 odaya girdim.<\/p>\n
\u00d6nce k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck spor \u00e7antay\u0131 kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131m. \u0130\u00e7inde ti\u015f\u00f6rtler ve \u00e7oraplar vard\u0131, bir de makyaj malzemeleri\u2026 B\u00fcy\u00fck bavula y\u00f6neldim. A\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131mda i\u00e7inde annemin g\u00fcnl\u00fck k\u0131yafetleri, \u015fortlar\u0131, pijamas\u0131 ve geceli\u011fi vard\u0131. Kenardaki fermuarl\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fc a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131mda g\u00f6z\u00fcme kahverengi kuma\u015f bir torba ili\u015fti, ba\u011fc\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6zd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n
\u0130lk g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm beyaz dantelli bir k\u00fclottu. O anda kalbim duracak gibiydi. Bu nas\u0131l bir heyecan nas\u0131l bir zevkti\u2026 B\u00f6yle bir \u015feyi hi\u00e7 ya\u015famam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Elimi g\u00f6ze sokup ne var ne yoksa \u00e7\u0131karmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u00d6nce \u00f6n k\u0131sm\u0131 dantelli ve i\u015flemeli tam am\u0131n \u00fczerine gelen k\u0131s\u0131m\u0131ndan geri kalan k\u0131sm\u0131 da kuma\u015f olan beyaz bir k\u00fclot \u00e7\u0131kartt\u0131m, onu yata\u011f\u0131n \u00fczerine b\u0131rakt\u0131m. Yan\u0131na k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 tanga dantelli ve i\u015flemeli, kenarlar\u0131 ipten k\u00fclodu koydum.<\/p>\n
\u015eimdi de elime siyah kadife bir tanga gelmi\u015fti. Parmaklar\u0131m\u0131 s\u00fcrtt\u00fcrd\u00fcm. \u0130nsan\u0131n i\u00e7ini g\u0131c\u0131kl\u0131yordu. Simsiyah ve d\u00fczd\u00fc sadece tam orta k\u0131sm\u0131na bir siyah fiyonk ili\u015ftirilmi\u015fti. Ard\u0131ndan ten rengi \u015fortu and\u0131ran bir k\u00fclot \u00e7\u0131kartt\u0131m, bir iki tane de d\u00fcz pamuklu.<\/p>\n
Ter bo\u015fanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 her yan\u0131mdan\u2026 Anl\u0131mdan s\u00fcz\u00fclen terler \u00e7eneme ak\u0131yordu. T\u00fclden, leopar desenli, giyildi\u011finde am, g\u00f6t ne varsa g\u00f6sterecek transparan bir k\u00fclot vard\u0131. Kenarlar\u0131na yan yana iki lastik ip at\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
En altta s\u00fctyenler vard\u0131. Her birinin tek tek s\u00fctyenlerini \u00e7\u0131kartt\u0131m. Sikimi \u00e7\u0131karm\u0131\u015f s\u0131vazl\u0131yordum. K\u00fclotlar\u0131n \u00fczerinde gezinmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. \u00c7ok dayanamayarak \u015fiddetle f\u0131\u015fk\u0131rtmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. \u0130\u00e7 \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131rlar\u0131na gelmesin diye hal\u0131ya d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm.<\/p>\n
\u00c7ok m\u00fcthi\u015f bir bo\u015falma ya\u015fad\u0131m. Sars\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m resmen\u2026 Y\u0131\u011f\u0131l\u0131p kald\u0131\u011f\u0131mda midem a\u011fz\u0131ma geldi. Ya annem anlarsa\u2026 S\u0131ras\u0131 neydi k\u00fclotlar\u0131n acaba?<\/p>\n
Panik olmu\u015ftum. Ne kadar katlarsam katlayay\u0131m, ayn\u0131 eski halini bulam\u0131yordum. U\u011fra\u015fa u\u011fra\u015fa, yar\u0131m yamalak da olsa torbay\u0131 doldurdum. Be\u015f dakika ge\u00e7mi\u015fti ki kap\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131nd\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Gelen annemdi, y\u00fcz\u00fcm k\u0131zarm\u0131\u015f bir halde kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131m. Elinde al\u0131\u015fveri\u015f torbalar\u0131 vard\u0131. Nas\u0131l oldu\u011fumu sordu. Ge\u00e7i\u015ftirdim. Ak\u015fam olmak \u00fczereydi. G\u00fcne\u015f uzaktaki apartmanlar\u0131n arkas\u0131nda kaybolurken. Anneleri d\u0131\u015far\u0131da oynayan \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 yeme\u011fe \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Aradan bir iki saat hen\u00fcz ge\u00e7mi\u015fti. Telefon \u00e7ald\u0131\u2026 Annem arayan\u0131n abim oldu\u011funu ve bizi \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledi.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ba\u015f\u0131m \u00e7ok k\u00f6t\u00fc a\u011fr\u0131yor dedim. Sen git.<\/p>\n
\u2014 O\u011flum ben bu vakitte nas\u0131l gidece\u011fim? dedi.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Atlars\u0131n bir taksiye gidersin\u2026 dedim.<\/p>\n
Annem odaya ge\u00e7ip haz\u0131rlanmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Onbe\u015f dakika sonra haz\u0131rd\u0131. Yola kadar ge\u00e7irdim.<\/p>\n
Evde yaln\u0131z kald\u0131\u011f\u0131mda \u00fczerimde sarho\u015fluk benzeri bir hal vard\u0131. Olaylar \u00e7ok h\u0131zl\u0131 geli\u015fmi\u015fti. Tuhaf fikirler tekrar akl\u0131ma gelmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. \u0130\u00e7imi bir \u00fcrpeti kaplad\u0131. Evet tekrar istiyordum.<\/p>\n
Bir an ne oldu\u011funu anlamadan kendimi yine o ba\u011fc\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6zerken buldum. Fakat a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131mda siyah kadife tangas\u0131 yerinde yoktu. Anla\u015f\u0131lan annem az \u00f6nce haz\u0131rlan\u0131rken onu giymi\u015fti. Annemin alt\u0131nda hangi k\u00fclodun oldu\u011funu bilmek beni tan\u0131ms\u0131z duygulara s\u00fcr\u00fcklemi\u015fti.<\/p>\n
Di\u011fer \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131rlarla biraz oyaland\u0131ktan sonra, hepsini yerine koydum. Yata\u011fa ge\u00e7tim. Bir yandan masturbasyon yap\u0131yor di\u011fer taraftan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordum. Annem \u015fu an benim birka\u00e7 saat \u00f6nce her yerini yalad\u0131\u011f\u0131m, sikimi s\u00fcrtt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm k\u00fclodu giyiyordu. Benim dilimin de\u011fdi\u011fi yerlere annemin amc\u0131\u011f\u0131, g\u00f6t deli\u011fi de\u011fiyordu.<\/p>\n
\u0130rkildim\u2026 Derin bir vicdan azab\u0131yla birlikte iyice sertle\u015fmi\u015ftim. Akl\u0131mdan ge\u00e7irdi\u011fim s\u00f6z bende g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc bir arzu uyand\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Annemin g\u00f6t deli\u011fi\u2026 Amc\u0131\u011f\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Evet o benim annemdi. Ama ayn\u0131 zamanda bir kad\u0131nd\u0131. Birden \u015fimdiye kadar anneme hi\u00e7 kad\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcyle bakmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m akl\u0131ma geldi. \u015eimdiye kadar akrabalar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n k\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131, arkada\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n k\u0131z karde\u015flerini, okuldaki hocalar\u0131m\u0131, en akla gelmeyecek ki\u015fileri bile d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcp otuzbir \u00e7ekmi\u015ftim.<\/p>\n
Ama annem\u2026 Annemin amc\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnerek, hayal ederek zevk almak\u2026 Belki de bu yasakl\u0131 v\u00fccudu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmek bu y\u00fczden bana \u00e7ok b\u00fcy\u00fck zevk vermi\u015fti.<\/p>\n
Fakat birden bire hi\u00e7 kimse kendi \u00f6z be \u00f6z annesine ilgi duymazd\u0131. Mutlaka sebepleri olmal\u0131yd\u0131. Ge\u00e7mi\u015fi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde bu yap boz\u2019un par\u00e7alar\u0131 yerli yerine oturuyordu.<\/p>\n
Annem \u00e7ok k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckken bizi kad\u0131nlar hamam\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc, t\u00fcm kad\u0131nlar \u00e7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak olurdu. Bana do\u011fal gelirdi kad\u0131nlar\u0131n o sak\u0131ncas\u0131z \u00e7\u0131plakl\u0131\u011f\u0131, memeler, bacaklar, bazen kad\u0131nl\u0131k organlar\u0131\u2026 Tabi annemden o zamana ait hi\u00e7bir \u015fey hat\u0131rlam\u0131yordum ama mutlaka bir \u015feyler bilin\u00e7 alt\u0131ma yer etmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n
Annemin \u00e7\u0131plakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, bedenini ne zaman g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. \u015eu ya\u015f\u0131ma kadar annemin bir \u00e7ok kez v\u00fccudunu g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm. Neden \u015fimdiye kadar dikkatimi \u00e7ekmemi\u015fti?<\/p>\n
Hep kafam\u0131 \u00e7evirmi\u015ftim. Ama o anl\u0131k g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fclerde kahve rengi dut gibi bir meme ucu, kavun gibi diri bir kal\u00e7a, bald\u0131rlar\u2026 Annemin v\u00fccudunun kesitleri g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcne gidip geliyordu.<\/p>\n
Tabi ya annemle babam\u0131n birlikte oldu\u011fu zamanlardaki doyumsuz seks hayatlar\u0131. Babam benim yan\u0131mda annemin g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerini s\u0131kar, g\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fc ok\u015fard\u0131.<\/p>\n
Mesela kahvalt\u0131da oldu\u011fumuz baz\u0131 zamanlarda elini annemin bluzunun i\u00e7ine sokar annemin memelerini s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Annemin g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcsleri s\u00fctyeninden f\u0131rlar. Eliyle bluzunun \u00fcst\u00fcnden d\u00fczeltirdi. Hatta bir kere tam d\u00fczeltirken bluzu g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne yap\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f, dik ve dutu and\u0131ran g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcs ucu tamamen ortaya \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
Yemekler yap\u0131l\u0131rken babam annemin arkas\u0131na ge\u00e7er s\u00fcrt\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fck\u00e7e akl\u0131ma geliyordu. Gece odada siki\u015firlerken yata\u011f\u0131n \u00e7\u0131kartt\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u00fczenli g\u0131c\u0131rt\u0131, annemin derinden gelen inlemeleri, ara s\u0131ra duydu\u011fum k\u00fcf\u00fcrler\u2026<\/p>\n
Bir kere yanl\u0131\u015fl\u0131kla odalar\u0131na dalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Babam\u0131n aleti annemin tam avucundayd\u0131\u2026 Evet tam avucunda\u2026 Babamla oturur saatlerce porno film izlerlerdi. Sonra da seks yaparlard\u0131. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm diye ald\u0131r\u0131\u015f etmezlerdi pek bana\u2026 Ama k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck beynim fark\u0131nda olmadan s\u00fcrekli kay\u0131t yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 asl\u0131nda\u2026<\/p>\n
Ya annemin mor renk t\u00fcl sabahl\u0131\u011f\u0131\u2026 Normalde v\u00fccuduna oturan, bi\u00e7imli g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerinin kavislerini meydana \u00e7\u0131karan bu sabahl\u0131k\u2026 I\u015f\u0131k alt\u0131nda ya da g\u00fcn \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda i\u00e7ini oldu\u011fu gibi g\u00f6sterirdi.<\/p>\n
Annem bir g\u00fcn \u00fct\u00fc yap\u0131yordu. Odan\u0131n \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Diri ve dik memeleri kahve rengi halesi ve dut gibi dikilmi\u015f meme ucu mor renk t\u00fcl\u00fcn alt\u0131nda oldu\u011fu gibi ortadayd\u0131. Bana d\u00f6n\u00fcp,<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u015eu \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 kapasana o\u011flum, her taraf\u0131m meydanda\u2026 demi\u015fti.<\/p>\n
Evet anne her yerin meydandayd\u0131. Asl\u0131nda annem de iyi sikilir diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. Babamla ayr\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131yordu hep\u2026 Dedikodu \u00e7\u0131kacak korkusuyla ba\u015fka bir erkek olmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bildi\u011fim kadar\u0131yla\u2026 Cinselli\u011fi ya\u015famadan aylar, y\u0131llar yaln\u0131z ge\u00e7iyordu. Zavall\u0131 annem\u2026 Erkek yoklu\u011funda yan\u0131yor olmal\u0131yd\u0131 mutlaka\u2026<\/p>\n
D\u0131\u015far\u0131dan, yabanc\u0131 bir erkek olsayd\u0131m\u2026 O seksi annemi sikmek i\u00e7in deli olurdum herhalde\u2026 Amc\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yalard\u0131m saatler boyu\u2026 Sonra da memelerini\u2026 \u0130ri memelerini m\u0131nc\u0131klay\u0131p yalarken, bir yandan da amc\u0131\u011f\u0131na yara\u011f\u0131m\u0131 dayar, dibine kadar sokard\u0131m. K\u00f6k\u00fcne kadar\u2026 Domalt\u0131r \u00f6z annemi g\u00f6tten sikerdim. Ohhhhh sikimi yalat\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Yala anne\u2026 Hadi yalaa\u2026 Ta\u015faklar\u0131m\u0131 da yala\u2026 Ohhh anneci\u011fim ne bi\u00e7im bir orospuymu\u015fsun sen\u2026 O seksi k\u00fclotlar ne \u00f6yle annem? Biz de seni namuslu bilirdik anne\u2026 Fahi\u015fe gibi i\u00e7 \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131rlar\u0131n var\u2026 Aahhh\u2026 Annem\u2026 Siki\u015f benimle\u2026<\/p>\n
D\u00f6lerim yata\u011f\u0131n \u00fczerine s\u00fcz\u00fclmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u00c7ok uzun bir s\u00fcre fantezilerimi s\u00fcsleyecek olan annemi ilk defa bu \u015fekilde d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcp masturbasyon yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Sakinle\u015fti\u011fimde,<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ne yap\u0131yorsun yaa? O senin annen\u2026 diyerek kendi kendime k\u0131zd\u0131m. Oysa ki az \u00f6nce kurdu\u011fum argo c\u00fcmleler, ka\u00e7 g\u00fcnd\u00fcr kafam\u0131n i\u00e7inde yer alan sorular\u0131n cevab\u0131n\u0131 da veriyordu.<\/p>\n
Annemi o sabah g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm tahrik edici durum\u2026 \u0130\u00e7 \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131rlar\u0131yla ha\u015f\u0131r ne\u015fir olmak\u2026 Onun v\u00fccudunu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnerek annemin kad\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n kabullenmem\u2026<\/p>\n
B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar, i\u00e7imde yatan lavlar\u0131n ta\u015fmas\u0131na, y\u0131llard\u0131r i\u00e7imde biriktirdi\u011fim, kendimden bile saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131m arzular\u0131n ve tutkular\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131\u011fa \u00e7\u0131kmas\u0131na yol a\u00e7m\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Belki de y\u0131llard\u0131r annem gibi minyon k\u0131zlar\u0131n ve kad\u0131nlar\u0131n beni tahrik etmesi bundand\u0131.<\/p>\n
Aradan ge\u00e7en birka\u00e7 g\u00fcnde su\u00e7luluk duygusuyla ne annemle do\u011fru d\u00fczg\u00fcn konu\u015ftum, ne de onu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnerek kendime zevk verdim. Anneme eskiden oldu\u011fu gibi davran\u0131yor, birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn \u00f6nce akl\u0131ma gelenleri yok say\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n
Bir \u00f6\u011flene do\u011fru annem temizli\u011fe giri\u015fmi\u015fti. Alt\u0131nda mavi bol \u015fortu vard\u0131, yerleri siliyordu. Kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne geldi\u011fimde annemi domalm\u0131\u015f bir vaziyette g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Bi\u00e7imli kal\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131n harika yuvarlaklar\u0131 meydana \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f, k\u00fclodunun izi belli oluyordu.<\/p>\n
Bacaklar\u0131 iki yana a\u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Bald\u0131rlar\u0131 terden \u0131slanm\u0131\u015f ve gerilmi\u015fti. S\u00fct gibi beyaz ve p\u00fcr\u00fczs\u00fcz\u2026 Annem yerleri sildik\u00e7e kal\u00e7alar\u0131 ileri geri hareket ediyordu. Benim kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde durdu\u011fumu fark etmemi\u015fti.<\/p>\n
\u0130\u015fte belki de bir ka\u00e7 g\u00fcn \u00f6nce olsa annemin bu durumunu hi\u00e7 umursamayacak, bu g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcden tahrik olmayacakt\u0131m. Hafif\u00e7e geriye \u00e7ekilip e\u015fofman\u0131m\u0131n i\u00e7ine elimi soktum ve sikimi ok\u015famaya ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u0130nanam\u0131yordum kendime\u2026 Yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015fey asl\u0131nda sap\u0131kl\u0131ktan ba\u015fka bir \u015fey de\u011fildi. Annemin g\u00fczel kal\u00e7alar\u0131na baka baka otuzbir \u00e7ekiyordum. Annem ileri yat\u0131yor, sonra geriliyordu. Kal\u00e7alar\u0131 oynarken iki yuvarla\u011f\u0131n aras\u0131na do\u011fru girmi\u015f k\u00fclodunun k\u0131vr\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlayabiliyordum.<\/p>\n
Kalbim h\u0131zla atmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Annemin bana d\u00f6nece\u011fini hissedince parmak u\u00e7lar\u0131ma bas\u0131p odama girdim. \u015eimdi odamda annemin o halini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordum.<\/p>\n
Hayalimde\u2026 Anneme arkadan yakla\u015ft\u0131m, \u015fortunu ve ard\u0131ndan k\u00fclodunu indirdim. Diz \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcp yara\u011f\u0131m\u0131 am\u0131na yerle\u015ftirdim. Ellerimle de memelerini avu\u00e7lad\u0131m. Fantezime g\u00f6re annem bu s\u0131rada yerleri silmeye devam ediyordu. \u0130leri geri hareket ettik\u00e7e sikim am\u0131na girip \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Annem i\u00e7eride temizlik yaparken ben onu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcp as\u0131l\u0131yordum. Bir kez daha sars\u0131larak bo\u015fald\u0131m. Hi\u00e7 bir \u015feyi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmek beni b\u00f6yle orgazm etmiyordu.<\/p>\n
Annem seslendi, t\u00fcl tak\u0131lmas\u0131 gerekiyormu\u015f. \u0130\u00e7eri gitti\u011fimde<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ne o, terlemi\u015fsin? diye sordu.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u015e\u0131nav \u00e7ekiyordum\u2026 dedim.<\/p>\n
Koltu\u011fun \u00fczerine bas\u0131p y\u00fckseldim. Yukar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p yukar\u0131dan anneme bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda ince ask\u0131l\u0131 beyaz ti\u015f\u00f6rt\u00fcnden portakal\u0131 and\u0131ran memelerini u\u00e7lar\u0131 haricinde oldu\u011fu gibi g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Terlemi\u015f, \u0131slanm\u0131\u015flard\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u0130nerken dengemi kaybetmi\u015f gibi yalpalad\u0131m ve annemin g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne tutundum. Ohhh memesi yumu\u015fac\u0131k ve dolgundu. Meme ucu bir mermi gibi elime batm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Annem de refleksle belime dolanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Annemin g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcsleri benim \u00e7\u0131plak g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcme dayanm\u0131\u015f bir anda sarma\u015f dola\u015f olmu\u015ftuk. \u0130kimiz de g\u00fcld\u00fck. Ben h\u0131zl\u0131ca odama geri d\u00f6nd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n
\u00c7ok tehlikeliydi. Annem babamla renkli bir seks hayat\u0131 olmas\u0131na ra\u011fmen bana ve abime kar\u015f\u0131 her zaman tutucu olmu\u015f, d\u0131\u015f \u00e7evrede de han\u0131m bir insan olarak bilinmi\u015fti. Ve san\u0131r\u0131m bana seks a\u00e7\u0131s\u0131ndan bir istek beslemesi imkans\u0131zd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Kendisine bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 ya da yapt\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131 hissederse ba\u015f\u0131m belaya girebilirdi. Nas\u0131l a\u00e7\u0131klard\u0131m ki durumu ona? Bana \u00e7ok fazla k\u0131zard\u0131 mutlaka, yerin dibine ge\u00e7erdim.<\/p>\n
Zaten ger\u00e7ek hayatta annemle ili\u015fkiye girmek akl\u0131m\u0131n ucundan bile ge\u00e7emezdi. Bu ensest d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce benim i\u00e7in fantezi olarak kalacakt\u0131. Bundan sonra annemi yine d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnecektim belki, ama onu ne g\u00f6zetleyecek ne de ona dokunacakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n
On g\u00fcn b\u00f6yle ge\u00e7ti. Annem akrabalara d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f, babam da ak\u015fam geliyordu. Babam d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde hayat\u0131m eski haline d\u00f6nd\u00fc. Yine gelir gelmez ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 a\u011fr\u0131tmaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n
-Annen hi\u00e7 eve geldi mi? Benim hakk\u0131mda konu\u015ftunuz mu? Geri d\u00f6necek mi?<\/p>\n
\u0130zinim bitmi\u015f, i\u015fe gidip gelmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Annemle ya abimlerde, ya i\u015fyerinde, ya da akrabalarda g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyorduk. Aradan bir hayli zaman ge\u00e7mi\u015fti. Bu s\u00fcre i\u00e7inde zaten annemle k\u0131s\u0131tl\u0131 s\u00fcrelerde haftada, on g\u00fcnde bir g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr olduk.<\/p>\n
Gizli d\u00fcnyamda anneme ilgim \u00fcst noktalara ula\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ensest cd\u2019ler al\u0131yor, internette ensest resimler indirip sitelere giriyor, ba\u015fka ensestlerle chat yap\u0131yordum. Mast\u00fcrbasyon yaparken art\u0131k yaln\u0131zca annemi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordum. Onu sikmedi\u011fim pozisyon hayal etmedi\u011fim hal kalmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
Babam aradan ge\u00e7en onca zamana kar\u015f\u0131 hala annem hakk\u0131nda kafam\u0131 \u00fct\u00fcl\u00fcyordu. S\u00fcrekli ard\u0131 arkas\u0131 gelmeyen sorular, surat asmalar\u2026 Bazen tart\u0131\u015fmalar iyice can\u0131m\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131yor, bunal\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n
Art\u0131k babam ne zaman bana ne zaman annemden bahsetse ve beni k\u0131zd\u0131rsa, odama \u00e7ekiliyor annemi sikti\u011fimi ben sikerken de babam\u0131n izledi\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordum. Bu bir \u00e7e\u015fit intikamd\u0131. B\u00f6ylece b\u00fct\u00fcn sinirim ge\u00e7iyordu.<\/p>\n
B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar olurken ger\u00e7ek hayatla bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerimi tamamen ay\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Onlar farkl\u0131 d\u00fcnyalard\u0131, asla bir olamazd\u0131. Ensest ili\u015fki ya\u015famak \u00f6yle hikayelerde oldu\u011fu gibi birden bire, kolayca olabilecek bir \u015fey de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n
\u00c7o\u011funlukla okudu\u011fum hikayelere g\u00fcl\u00fcyordum. Ne kadar basit anlat\u0131ml\u0131yd\u0131lar ve her \u015fey ne kadar kolay ger\u00e7ekle\u015fiyordu. Oysa ger\u00e7ek hayatta bir reddedilme ya da fark edilme \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu s\u00fcrecek bir rezilli\u011fin kap\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 sonuna kadar a\u00e7abilirdi. \u0130\u015fte bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerle aylar ge\u00e7iyordu.<\/p>\n
Bu arada, hayat\u0131n garip bir oyunu, son zamanlarda annemde baz\u0131 g\u00f6zle g\u00f6r\u00fcl\u00fcr de\u011fi\u015fiklikler ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Onu her g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde \u00fcst\u00fcne ba\u015f\u0131na yeni bir \u015feyler alm\u0131\u015f oluyordu. Ald\u0131klar\u0131 genelde ask\u0131l\u0131 bluzlar, dar kotlard\u0131.<\/p>\n
G\u00fcn gittik\u00e7e di\u015fili\u011fini \u00f6n plana \u00e7\u0131kart\u0131yordu. Art\u0131k hayata bak\u0131\u015f\u0131 de\u011fi\u015fmi\u015fti. O karamsar, yorgun kad\u0131n gitmi\u015f, yerine hayat dolu, gezen, dola\u015fan, \u00f6zg\u00fcr bir kad\u0131n gelmi\u015fti. Y\u0131llarca babam\u0131n bask\u0131s\u0131 alt\u0131nda ya\u015fayan annem san\u0131r\u0131m \u00f6zg\u00fcr ge\u00e7en aylardan sonra kendini bulmu\u015f, rahatlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
Annemle ili\u015fkimiz ise nas\u0131l oldu\u011funu anlayamadan yeni bir boyuta girmi\u015fti. Bana iltifatlar ediyor, ne kadar yak\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 oldu\u011fumu s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu. Birlikte bir yerlere gitmekten bahsediyordu. Beni \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f\u00fc bile de\u011fi\u015fmi\u015fti sanki daha \u0131slak ve sanki daha bir sar\u0131larak, muhabbetle \u00f6p\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n
Birlikte kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z zamanlarda ayn\u0131 yatakta yatmak istiyor ve genelde de yat\u0131yordu. Bu da beni \u00e7ok zor durumda b\u0131rak\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Neden b\u00f6yle olmu\u015ftu bu kad\u0131n? Belki kafam\u0131 bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceye fazlaca takt\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan her hareketini ba\u015fka \u015feylere yorumluyordum. Ya da annem kendine laf etmeyeyim diye bana daha yak\u0131n ve ilgili davranmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Samimi olmas\u0131 gibi bir ihtimal de vard\u0131 tabi..<\/p>\n
Annem i\u015fyerime gidip geldik\u00e7e istem d\u0131\u015f\u0131 mahrem yerlerine bak\u0131yordum. Bir g\u00fcn pembe ask\u0131l\u0131 bir ti\u015f\u00f6rt giymi\u015fti. G\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerinin kenarlar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. Annem telefon a\u00e7mak i\u00e7in e\u011filmi\u015fti. Aram\u0131zda masa vard\u0131. Fazla olmasa da g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerinin bir k\u0131sm\u0131 daha ortaya \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Aletim hareketlenmi\u015fti. Annem aniden ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131nca beni g\u00f6r\u00fcr gibi oldu ama tam emin de\u011fildim.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmelerimiz seyrekti, bazen bir iki haftay\u0131 buldu\u011fu oluyordu. Bir sonraki geli\u015finde \u00fczerinde siyah bir g\u00f6mlek, alt\u0131nda mavi dar bir kot vard\u0131. G\u00f6mle\u011finin \u00fc\u00e7 d\u00fc\u011fmesi a\u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Memelerinin \u00fcstten ta\u015fan k\u0131s\u0131mlar\u0131 ve siyah s\u00fctyeni g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n
Yine telefon etmek istedi, e\u011fildi., Ben s\u00fctyenini ve portakal\u0131 and\u0131ran beyaz memelerinin s\u00fctyeninden ta\u015fan k\u0131s\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131 oldu\u011fu gibi g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm. Akl\u0131ma bir an ge\u00e7en hafta benim ona bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve bu hafta daha a\u00e7\u0131k giyip bana bakt\u0131rmak niyetinde olabilece\u011fi geldi. \u00dcrperdim.<\/p>\n
S\u00fcrekli konu\u015fuyor, neyi neden yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlat\u0131yordu. Bir ara kafam\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p y\u00fcz\u00fcne bakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Annem, bana a\u00e7\u0131klama yapmana gerek yok.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Olsun o\u011flum, yine de daha iyi anlaman i\u00e7in anlat\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Anlam\u0131yorsun anne yaa\u2026 \u0130lgilenmiyorum. \u0130stedi\u011fini istedi\u011fin gibi yap. Yani rahats\u0131n i\u015fte, kendini kasma\u2026 \u0130stedi\u011fini yapabilirsin. Yani\u2026 Ne bileyim, hayat\u0131nda ba\u015fka bir erkek de olabilir, bu beni ilgilendirmiyor.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Yok can\u0131m\u2026 Daha neler\u2026 Yok o\u011flum \u00f6yle bir \u015fey\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Dedim ya anne\u2026 Olsa da fark etmez. Ya\u015fl\u0131 kad\u0131n de\u011filsin ki\u2026 Neticede 40 ya\u015f\u0131nda, dul, yaln\u0131z bir kad\u0131ns\u0131n. \u0130htiya\u00e7lar\u0131n olabilir, biyoloji bu, kar\u015f\u0131lamak zorundas\u0131n. Ben nas\u0131l kad\u0131n k\u0131z pe\u015finde ko\u015fuyorsam, sen de erkek arkada\u015f edinebilirsin anne\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 \u2026<\/p>\n
Herhangi bir cevap vermedi, ba\u015fka bir konuya ge\u00e7tik. Bu benim ona cinsel konularda ilk yakla\u015fma \u00e7abamd\u0131, olumsuz bir tepki almam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Fakat olumlu da de\u011fildi. Yine de \u00fcst\u00fc kapal\u0131 da olsa annemin seks hayat\u0131ndan bahsetmek beni heyecanland\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u0130\u00e7imdeki ensest arzular bazen k\u00f6reliyor, bazen hi\u00e7 kalm\u0131yor, kimi zaman da doru\u011fa \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yordu. Ama tercihim her zaman \u00fcst d\u00fczeyde olmas\u0131 y\u00f6n\u00fcndeydi \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc annemi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmekten \u00e7ok ayr\u0131 bir keyif ve zevk al\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n
\u00c7o\u011fu zaman bir yada iki hafta mast\u00fcrbasyon yapm\u0131yordum. B\u00f6ylece iyice azg\u0131nla\u015f\u0131yor, annemle ilgili farkl\u0131 fanteziler kuruyordum. \u00d6zellikle b\u00f6yle zamanlarda annemle g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrsek onu g\u00f6rmek bile benim ereksiyon olmama yetiyordu. Memelerini g\u00f6rsem, ya da yanl\u0131\u015fl\u0131kla! hafif\u00e7e bir yerine dokunursam bo\u015falacak hale geliyordum.<\/p>\n
Yine bir haftad\u0131r hi\u00e7bir \u015fey yapmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Annem ak\u015fam abimlerde kalacakt\u0131. Beni de \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131lar. Abimlerde yemek yendi, televizyon izlendi ve yatma vakti geldi.<\/p>\n
Annemle yine birlikte yataca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z i\u00e7in bir plan yapt\u0131m. Gece yar\u0131s\u0131 o uyurken sanki uyku sersemi atm\u0131\u015f\u0131m gibi elimi kal\u00e7as\u0131na atacak ve elleyecektim.<\/p>\n
Yata\u011fa girdim. Annemin alt\u0131nda krem rengi ayak bile\u011fine kadar bir dar tayt vard\u0131. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck g\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fcn yuvarlaklar\u0131 yine meydana \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Giydi\u011fi klasik k\u00fclodun \u00e7izgileri kal\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131n kenarlar\u0131nda belirginle\u015fmi\u015fti. I\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrd\u00fc ve o da yata\u011fa girdi. Vaktin iyice ge\u00e7mesini bekliyordum. Bu s\u0131rada annemi kar\u0131m gibi hayal ediyor fantezi kuruyordum.<\/p>\n
Gece yar\u0131s\u0131 oldu\u011funda uygulamaya ge\u00e7tim ve soldan sa\u011fa d\u00f6nerken elimi tam kal\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerine koydum. Oh, yumu\u015fac\u0131kt\u0131. S\u0131kmamaya \u00f6zen g\u00f6sterdim. Erkekli\u011fim gemici dire\u011fi gibi olmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n
Uzun zamand\u0131r bakmakla yetindi\u011fim kal\u00e7as\u0131 \u015fimdi elimin alt\u0131ndayd\u0131. Hi\u00e7 k\u0131p\u0131rdatmad\u0131m. Biraz ucuz bir tabir ama sevgili annemde de tam sikilecek g\u00f6t vard\u0131. Bir s\u00fcre sonra korkarak elimi \u00e7ektim ama tam yan\u0131na yere koydum. Be\u015f on dakika ge\u00e7meden annem d\u00f6nd\u00fc ve tam elimin \u00fczerine kal\u00e7as\u0131 geldi.<\/p>\n
Ohh, \u00f6l\u00fcyorum sand\u0131m\u2026 Bir an kalp at\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 duyacak diye korktum. Annemin g\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fcn a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131 elimin \u00fczerindeydi. Dayanamad\u0131m sol elimle sikimi \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p mast\u00fcrbasyon yapmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Annem yan\u0131mda yat\u0131yordu. Ta\u015f gibi kal\u00e7as\u0131 elimin \u00fczerindeydi. Ve ben yara\u011f\u0131m\u0131 ok\u015fuyordum. O an \u00fczerine att\u0131rmak istedim. Bo\u015falmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Kenara do\u011fru \u00e7ekilip k\u00fcloduma att\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Geli\u015fmeler ard\u0131 ard\u0131na geliyor ben ba\u015ftan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yordum. Basit bir cinsel a\u00e7l\u0131k ve ilgiden ba\u015flayan olaylar ne boyutlara ula\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Kendimi tan\u0131yam\u0131yordum art\u0131k\u2026<\/p>\n
Ertesi g\u00fcn annem \u00e7ok normal, hatta daha da yak\u0131n davrand\u0131. Annemin rahat tav\u0131rlar\u0131 sayesinde benim ona olan ilgim daha bir pervas\u0131z olmu\u015ftu. Fakat yine de bir aile facias\u0131na yol a\u00e7mak \u00e7ok kolayd\u0131. Dikkatli ve temkinli olmak durumundayd\u0131m. Annemin ilgisini ortaya \u00e7\u0131karacak ya da bana kar\u015f\u0131 ilgisini artt\u0131racak bir tak\u0131m planlar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Bir hafta sonu yine abimlerde kalacakt\u0131k. Sabahtan ba\u015flayarak s\u00fcrekli s\u0131rt\u0131m\u0131n a\u011fr\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordum. Ak\u015fam\u00fcst\u00fc tahmin etti\u011fim gibi abimler gelenek oldu\u011fu \u00fczere haftal\u0131k al\u0131\u015fveri\u015fe \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131lar. Evde annem ve ben kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Daha \u00f6nceden haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m kremi al\u0131p annemin yan\u0131na gittim.<\/p>\n
S\u0131rt\u0131m\u0131n a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 hala ge\u00e7medi. Biraz s\u0131rt\u0131m\u0131 ovabilir misin anne? diye sordum.<\/p>\n
Do\u011fal olarak kabul etti. Ti\u015f\u00f6rt\u00fcm\u00fc \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m, sadece k\u0131sa \u015fortumla kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Annem kremli elini s\u0131rt\u0131mda gezdirmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Bense sap\u0131k gibi onunla sevi\u015fti\u011fimizi hayal etmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Elleri v\u00fccuduma de\u011fdik\u00e7e sertle\u015fmi\u015ftim. Bir yandan onu tahrik etmek i\u00e7in hafif hafif, sanki a\u011fr\u0131 \u00e7ekiyormu\u015f gibi inliyordum. Oflamaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m,<\/p>\n
\u2013 Offf offf\u2026 Evet anne\u2026 \u00c7ok iyi oras\u0131\u2026 Biraz yukar\u0131\u2026 M\u0131mm.. \u00c7ok iyi.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Nas\u0131l? \u015eimdi daha iyi mi?<\/p>\n
\u2013 Evet anneci\u011fim. Bast\u0131r biraz\u2026 Aahh\u2026 \u0130\u015fte bu iyi geldi\u2026 Oohhhhh\u2026 Harikas\u0131n\u2026 diye inleyince, annem birden,<\/p>\n
\u2013 Hadi bakal\u0131m, bu kadar yeter\u2026 diyerek \u00e7ekildi. Do\u011frulup oturdum. \u015eakayla kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k,<\/p>\n
\u2013 \u00c7ok iyi geldi valla\u2026 \u0130stersen ben de sana s\u00fcreyim, \u00f6de\u015fmi\u015f oluruz\u2026 dedim. Ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m cevap k\u0131sa ve netti.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Hay\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Fakat bunu s\u00f6ylerken g\u00f6z\u00fc \u015fortumdan rahatl\u0131kla belli olan iyice kal\u0131nla\u015fm\u0131\u015f ve irile\u015fmi\u015f erkekli\u011fime tak\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, ard\u0131ndan hemen bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fka y\u00f6ne y\u00f6neltmi\u015f, benden ka\u00e7\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
Ne zamand\u0131r kollad\u0131\u011f\u0131m f\u0131rsat birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn sonra geldi. Babam tekrar memlekete gidecekti. Anneme telefon a\u00e7\u0131p \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcnl\u00fck iznini o g\u00fcnlere almas\u0131 i\u00e7in s\u00f6zle\u015ftik. Annemin sorun \u00e7\u0131karmamas\u0131 ho\u015fuma gitmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n
Birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn sonra evde yine yaln\u0131z kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Ak\u015fam\u00fcst\u00fc annem geldi. Elinde al\u0131\u015fveri\u015f torbalar\u0131 vard\u0131. Ak\u015fam g\u00fczel bir sofra haz\u0131rlad\u0131k. Annem kendine votka, bana bira alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
Annemin \u00fczerinde k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 bir bluz alt\u0131nda beyaz bir \u015fort vard\u0131. K\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 bluzundan i\u00e7ine giydi\u011fi siyah s\u00fctyen belli oluyordu. S\u00fctyenin omuzlar\u0131ndaki lastikleri bluzun omuzu geni\u015fledik\u00e7e ortaya \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor, g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fc i\u00e7imi g\u0131c\u0131kl\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Beyaz \u015fortunun kuma\u015f\u0131ndan hi\u00e7bir k\u00fclot izi belli olmamas\u0131, i\u00e7ine yine tanga t\u00fcr\u00fc bir \u015fey giydi\u011fini belli ediyordu. Hafta sonu denize gitti\u011finden hafif\u00e7e esmerle\u015fen bald\u0131rlar\u0131 etli ve p\u00fcr\u00fczs\u00fczd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
\u0130\u00e7tik\u00e7e daha \u00e7ok konu\u015fuyor \u015fakala\u015f\u0131yorduk. \u0130yice sarho\u015f olunca onunla sevi\u015febilir miyim acaba diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. Konuyu yava\u015f yava\u015f erotizme getiriyordum. Televizyondaki mankenlerden konu a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Ne kadar uzun bacaklar\u0131 var.<\/p>\n
\u2013 B\u0131rak anne yaa\u2026 Hepsi p\u00f6rs\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Olur mu can\u0131m, \u015funa baksana\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Bu ya\u015fta v\u00fccutlar\u0131na bak. Televizyondan g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc gibi de\u011fil, hepsi hayat kad\u0131n\u0131 gibi\u2026 Tabi mesle\u011fini namusuyla yapanlar \u00e7o\u011funluktad\u0131r belki\u2026 Ama parayla \u00e7al\u0131\u015fanlar\u0131 da varm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n
Annem g\u00fclerek,<\/p>\n
\u2013 Sen hayat kad\u0131nlar\u0131yla \u00e7ok ha\u015f\u0131r ne\u015fir oluyorsun galiba aman dikkat et hastal\u0131k kapma\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Aman a\u00e7t\u0131rma a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131\u2026 Sanki paras\u0131z veren var da yapm\u0131yoruz.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Neyi veren?<\/p>\n
\u2013 Neyi olacak anne? \u00d6n\u00fcndekini\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Terbiyesiz \u00e7ocuk\u2026 Kime \u00e7ektin ki sen b\u00f6yle\u2026 Neyse\u2026 Valla o\u011flum ya\u015f\u0131n gen\u00e7\u2026 \u00d6nlemini ald\u0131ktan sonra hayat\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fayacaks\u0131n. Bunu bilir bunu s\u00f6ylerim.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Ayn\u0131 \u015fey senin i\u00e7in de ge\u00e7erli anne\u2026 Bu hayat zevk almak i\u00e7in, rahat etmek i\u00e7in var.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Nerde o\u011flum\u2026 Baksana bizim dere \u00e7a\u011fl\u0131yor, sular\u0131 bo\u015fa ak\u0131yor, zavall\u0131 dere kuruyacak bu gidi\u015fle…<\/p>\n
\u2013 Ne deresi anne yaaa?<\/p>\n
\u2013 Hiii\u00e7\u2026 Bizim k\u00f6ydeki dere diyorum.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Haa\u2026 Anlad\u0131m\u2026 Benim de a\u011fa\u00e7taki dal\u0131n kabu\u011fu soyuldu art\u0131k as\u0131lmaktan.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Hangi a\u011fac\u0131n?<\/p>\n
\u2013 Bizim k\u00f6ydeki a\u011fac\u0131n\u2026 Hani onun kal\u0131n uzun bir dal\u0131 vard\u0131 ya\u2026 As\u0131l\u0131p dururdum ona\u2026 Onu diyorum.<\/p>\n
\u2013 \u00d6yle miii?<\/p>\n
Bir kahkaha patlatt\u0131 annem\u2026 \u00d6yle \u015fuh bir g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc vard\u0131 ki, i\u00e7imin ya\u011flar\u0131 eridi o g\u00fclerken\u2026 Sonra televizyona d\u00f6nd\u00fc yine\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Offf k\u0131zdaki v\u00fccuda bak.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Benden merakl\u0131s\u0131n anne yaa… Ka\u00e7\u0131rm\u0131yorsun hi\u00e7birini.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Bende b\u00f6yle v\u00fccut olacak\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Aman ne g\u00fczel bak, hi\u00e7 ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6stermiyorsun. Pili\u00e7 gibisin i\u015fte. V\u00fccudunda diri.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Yok be o\u011flum ya\u015fland\u0131k art\u0131k.<\/p>\n
\u2013 B\u0131rak \u015fimdi ta\u015f gibisin be anne.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Be\u011feniyor musun beni ? Ciddi ciddi bir kad\u0131n olarak yani\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Tabi can\u0131m hastay\u0131m sana\u2026 Hani, annem olmasan\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Annen olmasam neremi be\u011fenirdin en \u00e7ok?<\/p>\n
Durup onu ba\u015ftan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya, dikkatli bak\u0131\u015flarla, anneme g\u00f6stere g\u00f6stere s\u00fczd\u00fcm. Sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n telinden, aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n t\u0131rna\u011f\u0131na kadar dola\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131m bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131,<\/p>\n
\u2013 H\u0131mm bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcneyim\u2026 En \u00e7ok\u2026 Memelerini san\u0131r\u0131m\u2026 Bir de kal\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Yok be k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck onlar\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Ben k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck severim. Zaten oldum olas\u0131 g\u00fczel kad\u0131ns\u0131n sen\u2026 Be\u011fenilmeyecek yan\u0131n yok ki\u2026 Pili\u00e7 gibisin\u2026 Bug\u00fcn bile ben yan\u0131mdayken bile erkekler yiyecek gibi bak\u0131yorlar sana\u2026<\/p>\n
Bu konu\u015fmalar\u0131 iyice sarho\u015f olmu\u015f bir halde yap\u0131yorduk. Neredeyse sarho\u015fluktan kendimizden ge\u00e7mi\u015ftik. Ars\u0131zla\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k iyice, hatta azm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k.<\/p>\n
Annemin meme u\u00e7lar\u0131 belirginle\u015fmi\u015f, bacaklar\u0131n\u0131 birbirine kenetlemi\u015fti. Kim bilir, belki de zevk sular\u0131n\u0131n bacaklar\u0131ndan s\u00fcz\u00fclmesini engellemeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. Benimse kas\u0131klar\u0131m a\u011fr\u0131maya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f. Dokunsam bo\u015falacak bir hale gelmi\u015ftim.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Yok can\u0131m\u2026 G\u00f6rsen o kadar be\u011fenmezsin.<\/p>\n
\u2013 G\u00f6ster o zaman\u2026 Be\u011fenip be\u011fenmeyece\u011fime ben karar vereyim.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Sen benim o\u011flumsun ay\u0131p\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Peki, sen benim hakk\u0131mda ne d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorsun? Bir kad\u0131n bak\u0131\u015f\u0131yla?<\/p>\n
\u2013 H\u0131mm\u2026 Bence sen \u00e7ok seksi bir erkeksin. K\u0131zlar sana deli oluyorlard\u0131r, eminim bundan\u2026 Bizim i\u015fyerinde beraber \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m k\u0131z resmini g\u00f6rd\u00fc, \u00e7ok be\u011fendi seni\u2026 Bir g\u00f6rsen, darac\u0131k giyiniyor. \u0130\u00e7ine \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131r bile giymiyor bazen, ama bebek gibi k\u0131z.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Aman anne beni deli mi etmek istiyorsun? Zaten zor durumday\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u2013 O\u011flum zor durumdaysan gidip g\u00f6receksin i\u015fini. \u015eiii\u015f\u015ft yaln\u0131z bak, ka\u00e7 defa sana s\u00f6yledim\u2026 Hastal\u0131k kapars\u0131n, yaparken k\u0131l\u0131f\u0131n\u0131 tak\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Amann o da en sevmedi\u011fim \u015fey\u2026 B\u00fct\u00fcn zevkini yok ediyor i\u015fin\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Niye o\u011flum \u00e7ok incesi, hassas\u0131 var, binbir \u00e7e\u015fidi var\u2026 Renklisi meyvelisi bile var, neler yapt\u0131lar yahu\u2026 Ne i\u015fe yarar ki renklisi?<\/p>\n
\u2013 Fantezi herhalde\u2026 Tatl\u0131 olanlar\u0131 da varm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Iyyy hayatta a\u011fz\u0131ma almam plasti\u011fi, ne i\u011fren\u00e7\u2026<\/p>\n
Hah ha ha\u2026 Bence de\u2026 K\u0131za k\u0131l\u0131fla yalatt\u0131r\u0131rsam ne zevk al\u0131r\u0131m ki? Dilinin \u0131slakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sikimde hissetmem laz\u0131m\u2026
\nOh, muhabbet tam istedi\u011fim y\u00f6ne do\u011fru gidiyordu. Rahat rahat konu\u015fmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Annem bacak bacak \u00fcst\u00fcne at\u0131p \u015fortunun iyice kas\u0131klar\u0131na do\u011fru s\u0131vad\u0131. Bald\u0131rlar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst k\u0131sm\u0131 tamamen meydana \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bir pe\u00e7ete al\u0131p<\/p>\n
-Oooff\u2026 Amma s\u0131cak oldu\u2026 diyerek boynunu memelerinin kenarlar\u0131n\u0131 silmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Elini kenarlara do\u011fru soktuk\u00e7a ortaya \u00e7\u0131kan memeleri titriyor, i\u00e7e do\u011fru g\u00f6m\u00fcl\u00fcyordu. \u0130\u00e7kisinden bir yudum ald\u0131 derin bir i\u00e7 \u00e7ekti.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Ooo\u2026 Konu nerelerden nerelere geldi. Ne diyece\u011fim sana, yar\u0131n tavernaya gidelim mi ?<\/p>\n
\u2013 Aman anne ne yapaca\u011f\u0131z orda\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Ne yapaca\u011f\u0131z var m\u0131 can\u0131m, e\u011fleniriz.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Tamam bakar\u0131z\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Ben bir i\u015feyeyim\u2026<\/p>\n
Annem tuvalete ge\u00e7ti. Ben de parmaklar\u0131m\u0131n ucuna basarak banyo kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n anahtar deli\u011fine g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc dayad\u0131m. Annem o s\u0131rada klozete oturmu\u015ftu. Su sesi geldi. Ohh, i\u015fiyordu. Kal\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131n kenarlar\u0131n\u0131 ve bacaklar\u0131n\u0131n tamam\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcyordum. O an sertle\u015fmi\u015f sikime dokunsam bo\u015falabilirdim.<\/p>\n
Ama yapmad\u0131m \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc bu ak\u015fam annemi sikecektim. O da istiyordu biliyordum. Alkol\u00fcn verdi\u011fi bir cesaret vard\u0131. Annem kalkt\u0131. O an ilk defa amc\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6recektim. Fakat annemin am\u0131 orman gibi k\u0131ll\u0131yd\u0131. Bir tuvalet ka\u011f\u0131d\u0131 kopar\u0131p k\u0131llar\u0131n \u00fczerinden amc\u0131\u011f\u0131na do\u011fru bast\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Annemin alt k\u0131sm\u0131n\u0131 ilk defa \u00e7\u0131plak g\u00f6r\u00fcyordum. Kas\u0131klar\u0131na kadar da\u011f\u0131lan k\u0131llar her yan\u0131 kaplam\u0131\u015ft\u0131, bald\u0131rlar\u0131 hafif k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131yd\u0131. Mayo izi olan yer bembeyazd\u0131. Alt\u0131na kadife tangas\u0131n\u0131 giymi\u015fti, \u00f6nce onu \u00e7ekti, arkas\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
\u015eortunu \u00e7ekmek i\u00e7in hafif\u00e7e e\u011filince dolgun g\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fcn aras\u0131ndan yar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir sulu \u015feftaliye benzeyen amc\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Tangan\u0131n ipi tamamen i\u00e7ine girmi\u015fti. Am\u0131n\u0131n dudaklar\u0131 iki yana a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f yapra\u011f\u0131 and\u0131r\u0131yordu. H\u0131zla \u015fortunu \u00e7ekti.<\/p>\n
O gece i\u015fi neden bitirmedik bilmiyorum. \u0130kimiz de sarho\u015ftuk, azg\u0131nd\u0131k. Annem tuvaletten \u00e7\u0131kar \u00e7\u0131kmaz odas\u0131na gitti, \u00fczerini bile de\u011fi\u015fmeden yat\u0131p uyudu. Belki de \u00e7ok sarho\u015f oldu\u011fundan s\u0131z\u0131p kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ya da annelik i\u00e7g\u00fcd\u00fcleri a\u011f\u0131r basm\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Toplumun en b\u00fcy\u00fck tabusunu, dini sorumluluklar\u0131, ahlaki de\u011ferleri bir kalemde silip atmak kolay m\u0131yd\u0131? Peki ya o\u011flunun koynuna giren kad\u0131n olmak\u2026 Ucuzlamak, basitle\u015fmek ne kadar kolayd\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u0130lk ad\u0131m\u0131 benim atmam gerekiyordu ama bende bu cesaret yoktu. Yaln\u0131z art\u0131k annemden emindim ve onu ba\u015ftan \u00e7\u0131karmak i\u00e7in bir ka\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncem daha vard\u0131.<\/p>\n
Sabah oldu\u011funda ak\u015famki cesaretimden eser kalmam\u0131\u015f bir vaziyette uyand\u0131m. Vakit daha erkendi. Alt\u0131mda baks\u0131r\u0131m vard\u0131. D\u00fcn geceki konu\u015fmalar ve annemin tuvaletteki hali akl\u0131ma gelince yara\u011f\u0131m kal\u0131nla\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
Annem sabahlar\u0131 genelde perdeleri a\u00e7madan odam havalans\u0131n diye camlar\u0131 a\u00e7ard\u0131. Yine gelece\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnerek sikimi baks\u0131r\u0131n d\u00fc\u011fmeli yerinden \u00e7\u0131kartt\u0131m. Amac\u0131m annem odama girdi\u011finde r\u00fcyamda ereksiyon olmu\u015fum ve sikim baks\u0131r\u0131mdan f\u0131rlam\u0131\u015f sanmas\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u00c7ok beklemeden yakla\u015f\u0131k bir on dakika sonra yara\u011f\u0131m dimdikken annem i\u00e7eri girdi. Tek baca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 yana do\u011fru atm\u0131\u015f iyice meydana \u00e7\u0131kartm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc iyice k\u0131sm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, ama ortam\u0131 g\u00f6rebiliyordum.<\/p>\n
Annem daha odaya girer girmez benim aleti fark etti. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 iki yana sallay\u0131p camlar\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131. Sonra gereksiz yere masan\u0131n \u00fczerini toplamaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Odada oyalan\u0131yor, d\u00f6n\u00fcp d\u00f6n\u00fcp sikime bak\u0131yordu. Yan\u0131ma kadar geldi.<\/p>\n
Annem g\u00f6zlerini yara\u011f\u0131ma dikmi\u015fti. Yan\u0131mdaki pikeyi al\u0131p \u00fczerimi \u00f6rtt\u00fc. Pikeyi \u00f6rterken elini sikimin o kadar yak\u0131n\u0131ndan ge\u00e7irmi\u015fti ki, kalbim duracak sand\u0131m.
\nAnnem \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131ktan on dakika sonra ben de alt\u0131mdan baks\u0131r\u0131m\u0131 s\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Du\u015fa girecektim ve evin i\u00e7inde \u00e7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak geziyordum. Tam tahmin etti\u011fim gibi annemle koridorda kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131k. Annemin g\u00f6zleri a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. Elimle yara\u011f\u0131m\u0131 kapad\u0131m ama ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bilerek a\u00e7\u0131kta b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u2013 O\u011flum bu ne hal?<\/p>\n
\u2013 Sen uyand\u0131n m\u0131 yaa anne? Ben de du\u015fa girecektim, bakmasana\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Bir bornoz giysene yavrum \u00fcst\u00fcne\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Ne bileyim yaln\u0131z ya\u015famaya al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m b\u00f6yle, ne olur kusuruma bakma.<\/p>\n
Elimi sikimden \u00e7ekip arkam\u0131 d\u00f6nd\u00fcm. Annem arkam\u0131 da g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Banyoya girdi\u011fimde zevkten d\u00f6rt k\u00f6\u015feydim. Anneme her yerimi g\u00f6stermi\u015ftim. Bundan daha b\u00fcy\u00fck bir keyif olabilir miydi?<\/p>\n
Ak\u015fam oldu\u011funda tavernaya gitmek i\u00e7in haz\u0131rlan\u0131yorduk. Annem k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 bir g\u00f6mlek giymi\u015fti. Alt\u0131nda ise bald\u0131rlar\u0131n\u0131 ve kal\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 saran beyaz kuma\u015f bir pantolon vard\u0131.<\/p>\n
Mavi, k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 neon \u0131\u015f\u0131klar, bas\u0131k bir tavan\u2026 Beyaz \u00fczerine sar\u0131 masa \u00f6rt\u00fcleri, tak\u0131m elbise giymi\u015f papyonlu g\u00fcl satan bir k\u0131z, s\u0131ra s\u0131ra duran garsonlar, bol aynal\u0131 geni\u015f pist, kabartma i\u015flemeli bir sahne, eski T\u00fcrk Filmlerinden f\u0131rlam\u0131\u015f gibi duran k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 bir hal\u0131 bu k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck tavernay\u0131 tipik hale getiriyordu.<\/p>\n
Fiks men\u00fc al\u0131p oturduk. Yemekler gelirken annem votka, ben rak\u0131 i\u00e7iyordum. Bir s\u00fcre sonra \u015fark\u0131c\u0131 sahneye \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Hi\u00e7 sevmedi\u011fim, ama oynak par\u00e7alar \u00e7al\u0131yordu. Aradan ge\u00e7en saatlerde yine annemle yine \u00e7ak\u0131r keyif olmu\u015ftuk.<\/p>\n
Bir ara annem kalk\u0131p oynamaya ba\u015flad\u0131. G\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fc kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda deh\u015fete d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm. Pistin ortas\u0131nda onlarca insan dans ediyordu. Annem k\u0131v\u0131rtt\u0131k\u00e7a sahnede dola\u015fan parlak \u0131\u015f\u0131k v\u00fccudunda geziniyordu.<\/p>\n
Ama o \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n etkisiyle annemin ince ve darac\u0131k beyaz kuma\u015f pantolonundan g\u00f6t\u00fc ve k\u0131\u00e7\u0131na ge\u00e7irdi\u011fi k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 tanga k\u00fclotu oldu\u011fu gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. Slow bir m\u00fczik ba\u015flay\u0131nca tekrar yan\u0131ma gelip oturdu. Y\u00fcz\u00fcmde muzip bir g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemeyle,<\/p>\n
\u2013 Anneci\u011fim\u2026 Hani d\u00fcn senle konu\u015fmu\u015ftuk. Ben sana bana \u015fakayla poponu g\u00f6sterir misin demi\u015ftim ya\u2026 Sen de hay\u0131r demi\u015ftin\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 \u00d6yle mi demi\u015ftim?<\/p>\n
\u2013 H\u0131\u0131\u2026 Ama gerek kalmad\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Neden gerek kalmam\u0131\u015f?<\/p>\n
\u2013 \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc sen dans ederken sahnede \u0131\u015f\u0131k vurduk\u00e7a her taraf\u0131n oldu\u011fu gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc zaten\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 \u0130nanm\u0131yorum\u2026 Ciddi misin lan? \u015eaka yapma bak\u2026 Pantolon var alt\u0131mda, nas\u0131l g\u00f6r\u00fcns\u00fcn?<\/p>\n
\u2013 Cidden\u2026 K\u00fclodun k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 de\u011fil mi, tanga tipi?<\/p>\n
\u2013 Evet\u2026 Ayy\u2026 Desene rezil oldum\u2026 Kalkmam ben yerimden art\u0131k\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 B\u0131rak can\u0131m, kimse fark etmez. Hem etse ne olur, millet neler giyiyor. Kimse bakmaz k\u0131\u00e7\u0131na\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Be\u011fenmedin yani k\u0131\u00e7\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6yle mi?<\/p>\n
\u2013 Yok can\u0131m dikkat etmez dedim. Ta\u015f gibi yoksa ta\u015f\u015f\u2026 Ma\u015f\u015fallah.<\/p>\n
G\u00fcl\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Dans edelim mi anne?<\/p>\n
A\u011f\u0131r bir m\u00fczi\u011fin e\u015fli\u011finde dans etmeye ba\u015flad\u0131k.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Her taraf\u0131m g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyor yaa\u2026 Sen de bu halimle dansa kald\u0131rd\u0131n.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Aman\u2026 Baksana, millet donsuz geziyor.<\/p>\n
Kafas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7evirdi\u011finde orta ya\u015fl\u0131, kal\u00e7alar\u0131nda biten minicik etek giymi\u015f sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n kad\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Kad\u0131n derin dekolteli bir bluz giymi\u015fti. Bacaklar\u0131 oldu\u011fu gibi meydandayd\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Off \u00e7ok seksiymi\u015f be\u2026 Yan\u0131na gidip konu\u015f istersen\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Hadi ya, sonra da yan\u0131ndakiler oysun beni de\u011fil mi? Hem bakmaz o bana\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Neden bakmas\u0131n? Aslan gibi \u00e7ocuksun. Senden iyisini mi bulacak? Off off olamad\u0131k \u015f\u00f6yle tay gibi bir hatun\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Niye \u00f6yle diyorsun anneci\u011fim baz\u0131lar\u0131 k\u0131srak sever!!!<\/p>\n
Annemin v\u00fccudu elimin alt\u0131ndayd\u0131. \u00c7ok fena olmu\u015ftum. \u0130stem d\u0131\u015f\u0131 kas\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, gerilmi\u015ftim. Erkekli\u011fim iyice sertle\u015fmi\u015f, ta\u015f gibiydi, rahats\u0131zl\u0131k vermeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 art\u0131k\u2026 Annem de fark\u0131na vard\u0131 durumun,<\/p>\n
\u2013 Ama sen de \u00e7ok k\u00f6t\u00fc bak\u0131yorsun bu kad\u0131na\u2026 Baksana kas\u0131ld\u0131n, g\u00f6zlerin falan kay\u0131yor\u2026 Dur bakim\u2026 Kald\u0131rd\u0131n m\u0131 yoksa sen?<\/p>\n
Daha annemin ne dedi\u011fini anlamadan annem dibime kadar sokulup g\u00f6be\u011finin alt k\u0131sm\u0131na do\u011fru sikime bast\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u2013 H\u0131mmmm\u2026 Tam tahmin etti\u011fim gibi\u2026 Ay\u0131p be\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Oh anne\u2026 Ne yapay\u0131m\u2026 Kalkt\u0131 evettt\u2026<\/p>\n
M\u00fczi\u011fin ritmiyle sa\u011fa sola hareket ediyorduk. Bu hareket s\u0131ras\u0131nda annem g\u00f6be\u011fini bana do\u011fru bast\u0131r\u0131p kas\u0131\u011f\u0131na do\u011fru s\u00fcrtt\u00fcr\u00fcyordu. Sonrada kas\u0131\u011f\u0131nda tekrar g\u00f6be\u011fine\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Uhhh anne i\u015fte b\u00f6yle\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Ne oldu ki o\u011flum dans ediyoruz i\u015fte\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Pufhhh evett anne dans ediyoruz.<\/p>\n
Terlemi\u015ftim ve neredeyse kendimden ge\u00e7iyordum. Pist \u00e7ok kalabal\u0131k oldu\u011fundan bir de s\u00fcrt\u00fcnmemiz sanki dans\u0131n kendi ritmindenmi\u015f gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnden, kimse ne yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 anlayamazd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Art\u0131k ok yaydan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. D\u00fcped\u00fcz sertle\u015fmi\u015ftim ve bunu fark etti\u011fi halde hi\u00e7 umurunda de\u011filmi\u015f gibi kendini \u00e7ekmiyor, tam tersine s\u00fcrt\u00fcn\u00fcp duruyordu. Bu nedenle dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 annemin dudaklar\u0131na do\u011fru g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Fakat annem kendini geriye do\u011fru \u00e7ekti.<\/p>\n
\u2013 \u015ei\u015ft\u2026 Ne yap\u0131yorsun? Ben senin annenim. Hadi yeter bu kadar dans, otural\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Az \u00f6nceki sadece dans m\u0131yd\u0131 sence anne?<\/p>\n
\u2013 Evet o\u011flum danst\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Dans diyorsun yani\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Evet, ne olabilir ki ba\u015fka?<\/p>\n
Annemin ne dersem diyeyim anlamazl\u0131ktan gelece\u011fini anlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Sesimi \u00e7\u0131karmad\u0131m. Yar\u0131m saat kadar sonra program bitti eve d\u00f6nd\u00fck.<\/p>\n
Annemin ne dersem diyeyim anlamamazl\u0131ktan gelece\u011fini anlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Sesimi \u00e7\u0131karmad\u0131m. Yar\u0131m saat kadar sonra program bitti eve d\u00f6nd\u00fck.<\/p>\n
Evde annem \u00fczerini de\u011fi\u015fmek i\u00e7in odaya girdi. Su almak i\u00e7in odas\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnden ge\u00e7erken kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ard\u0131na kadar a\u00e7\u0131k b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. S\u0131rt\u0131 d\u00f6n\u00fckt\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Alt\u0131nda pantolonu vard\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc ise \u00e7\u0131kartm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Siyah s\u00fctyeninin s\u0131rt lasti\u011fini ve p\u00fcr\u00fczs\u00fcz s\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde hareketsiz kald\u0131m. Annem y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc hi\u00e7 bu tarafa d\u00f6nm\u00fcyordu. S\u0131rt\u0131 kap\u0131ya d\u00f6n\u00fck soyunuyordu.<\/p>\n
Ve eminim ki bunu bilerek yap\u0131yordu. Pantolonunu yava\u015f hareketlerle indirdi. Bir kez daha iri kavunu and\u0131ran kal\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 ve o iki topac\u0131n aras\u0131nda kaybolup giden k\u00fclodunu g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n
Annem i\u00e7 \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131rlar\u0131yla hemen \u00f6n\u00fcmdeydi. Dantelli siyah s\u00fctyen yine dantelli k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 k\u00fcloduyla kar\u015f\u0131mda duruyordu. O y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc bana d\u00f6nmeden kendimi odama zor att\u0131m. Duvara yaslan\u0131p say\u0131klad\u0131m,<\/p>\n
\u201cOfff sik i\u015fte orospuyu\u2026 Fahi\u015fe, fahi\u015fe, fahi\u015fe!!!! \u0130stiyor i\u015fte orospu\u2026 Yan\u0131na git sik!!! Domalt gir g\u00f6t\u00fcne oooff!!!<\/p>\n
Biraz sakinle\u015fince i\u00e7eri ge\u00e7tim. Dolaptan sabah ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z buz gibi beyaz \u015farab\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kartt\u0131m. Yan\u0131na armut, elma, muz, ve \u00fcz\u00fcmden olu\u015fan bir meyve taba\u011f\u0131 haz\u0131rlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Romantik bir m\u00fczik a\u00e7t\u0131m. I\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcp mum ve t\u00fcts\u00fc yakt\u0131m. Odan\u0131n i\u00e7i iyice lo\u015fla\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131, mum alevinden \u00e7\u0131kan \u0131\u015f\u0131k esen hafif r\u00fczgarla dalgalan\u0131rken, t\u00fcts\u00fcn\u00fcn egzotik kokusu odaya yay\u0131l\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Annem odaya girdi. Elini y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc y\u0131kam\u0131\u015f, \u00fcst\u00fcne beyaz uzun geceli\u011fini giymi\u015fti. \u0130\u00e7inde s\u00fctyen olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 yuvarlak memelerinin serbestli\u011finden ve hafif\u00e7e \u00e7\u0131k\u0131k olan g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcs u\u00e7lar\u0131ndan anla\u015f\u0131l\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Kanepeye oturdu. Bacak bacak \u00fcst\u00fcne at\u0131nca y\u0131rtmac\u0131 s\u0131yr\u0131l\u0131p bald\u0131rlar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst taraf\u0131 meydana \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. V\u00fccudunu geriye do\u011fru atm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bir kadeh ona, bir kadeh de kendime doldurdum.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Ortam g\u00fczel olmu\u015f ama, bu kadar i\u00e7ki fazla de\u011fil mi? derken bir yandan da elimden kadehi kaparcas\u0131na al\u0131yordu. Bir s\u00fcre sessizce oturup i\u00e7kilerimizi yudumlad\u0131k. Odaya yay\u0131lan romantik a\u015fk na\u011fmelerini dinledik. Sonra ortam\u0131n, m\u00fczik ve alkol\u00fcn etkisiyle aya\u011fa kalk\u0131p anneme elimi uzatt\u0131m,<\/p>\n
\u2013 Benimle dans eder misiniz han\u0131mefendi? diye sordum.<\/p>\n
G\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek uzatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m elimi tutup kalkt\u0131. Beline sar\u0131l\u0131p d\u00f6nmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m yava\u015f\u00e7a\u2026 \u00d6nce biraz tedirgin, \u00fcrkek hareketlerle dans etmeye ba\u015flad\u0131k. Sonra biraz daha yakla\u015ft\u0131k. Biraz daha\u2026<\/p>\n
O ellerini boynuma dolam\u0131\u015ft\u0131, benim bir elim s\u0131rt\u0131nda di\u011fer elim ise belindeydi. Bir s\u00fcre sonra v\u00fccutlar\u0131m\u0131z birbirine kenetlendi. Annem ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcme yaslad\u0131. Ellerimi v\u00fccudunda gezdirmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u2013 O\u011flum\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Efendim?<\/p>\n
\u2013 Aletin yine kalkt\u0131. Sertli\u011fini hissediyorum, bat\u0131yor.<\/p>\n
Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p g\u00f6zlerimin i\u00e7ine bakt\u0131. P\u0131r\u0131l p\u0131r\u0131l parl\u0131yordu g\u00f6zleri\u2026 Heyecandan \u00f6lecek gibiydim o anda\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Bana da m\u0131 ?<\/p>\n
\u2013 Evet anne\u2026 \u00d6zellikle sana\u2026<\/p>\n
Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 iki yana sallay\u0131p parmak u\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 dudaklar\u0131ma g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Olmaz\u2026 Hay\u0131r\u2026 Olamaz\u2026<\/p>\n
Biraz daha yakla\u015fmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Ama beni itti. Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6ne e\u011fdim, surat\u0131m\u0131 ast\u0131m. Elimi aln\u0131ma g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcp, sa\u00e7\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fczelttim. Amac\u0131m kendime ac\u0131nd\u0131rmakt\u0131. Odama ge\u00e7tim. Emindim ki annemin y\u00fcre\u011fi par\u00e7alanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
Bilgisayar\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131p daha \u00f6nce haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m. Taboo3 filmini ba\u015flatt\u0131m. Filmi izlerken annem i\u00e7eri girdi. Bana bakt\u0131,<\/p>\n
\u2013 \u0130\u00e7eri gelmeyecek misin?<\/p>\n
\u2013 Burada otural\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Ekrana do\u011fru bakt\u0131,<\/p>\n
\u2013 Bunlar\u0131 m\u0131 izliyorsun ?<\/p>\n
\u2013 \u2026.<\/p>\n
Arkas\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6n\u00fcp gidiyordu.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Anne\u2026!<\/p>\n
\u2013 ???<\/p>\n
\u2013 Otursana, birlikte izleyelim.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Dul bir kad\u0131n oldu\u011fumu unutuyorsun. Porno izleyemem ben\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Otur bak\u2026 Bu film porno say\u0131lmaz, konulu\u2026 Ayn\u0131 senin durumundaki bir kad\u0131n\u0131 anlat\u0131yor. Onun derdine buldu\u011fu \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc i\u015fliyor\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 O\u011flum, benim durumumun tek bir \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc var. Neyse, konu\u015fturma beni \u015fimdi\u2026 Bunlar\u0131 izletip g\u00fcnaha sokacaks\u0131n beni de\u2026<\/p>\n
Yine de k\u0131rmad\u0131 beni, gelip yan\u0131ma ili\u015fti. Filmi ba\u015ftan ba\u015flatt\u0131m. Taboo 3 de annem ya\u015flar\u0131ndaki dul bir kad\u0131n\u0131n hikayesi vard\u0131. Kad\u0131n cinsel a\u00e7l\u0131k \u00e7ekiyordu. Bir o\u011flu vard\u0131. O\u011flunun en yak\u0131n arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131n annesi bu kad\u0131n\u0131n da yak\u0131n bir arkada\u015f\u0131yd\u0131 ve kad\u0131n kendi o\u011fluyla ensest ili\u015fkiye giriyordu.<\/p>\n
Filmin kahraman\u0131 dul kad\u0131n bir g\u00fcn bu yak\u0131n arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kendi o\u011fluyla sevi\u015firken, ensest ili\u015fkiye girerken yakalad\u0131. \u00d6nce ensest ili\u015fki nedeniyle arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131 su\u00e7lad\u0131. Fakat daha sonra o da arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131n o\u011fluyla sevi\u015fmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Ard\u0131ndan, geli\u015fen olaylar\u0131n sonunda kendi o\u011fluyla da ili\u015fkiye girdi. \u0130ki arkada\u015f, erkek \u00e7ocuklar\u0131yla sevi\u015fiyorlard\u0131.<\/p>\n
Annemin lise d\u00fczeyinde ingilizcesi vard\u0131. Kad\u0131n\u0131n kendi o\u011fluyla ili\u015fkiye girmesinin bitiminde elini boynuna g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcp terini sildi. Biraz h\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131l\u0131 bir sesle,<\/p>\n
\u2013 O\u011flum sap\u0131k bunlar\u2026 G\u00fcnahk\u00e2r\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Neden anne? Ba\u015fka adamlarla ili\u015fkiye girmek de \u00f6yle de\u011fil mi? Anne ve o\u011ful her \u015feyi payla\u015f\u0131rken bunu neden payla\u015fmas\u0131n? Birbirlerinin ihtiya\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131yorlar.<\/p>\n
Yutkundu. G\u00f6zlerini ekrandan, o\u011fluyla sevi\u015fen kad\u0131ndan ay\u0131rm\u0131yordu. Orta ya\u015f\u0131n \u015farap gibi olgunla\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fczel kad\u0131nla yak\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 o\u011flan \u00f6yle g\u00fczel sevi\u015fiyorlard\u0131 ki\u2026 Onlara imrenmemek, o sevi\u015fme sahnesinden delice tahrik olmamak imkans\u0131zd\u0131 adeta\u2026 Diliyle heyecandan kuruyan dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 yalad\u0131 annem\u2026 Sonra da f\u0131s\u0131ldayarak,<\/p>\n
\u2013 Sen de mi b\u00f6yle \u015feyler hissediyorsun? diye sordu.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Anne dayanam\u0131yorum, seni istiyorum ben. Hem de \u00e7ok uzun zamandan beri\u2026 Biliyorum, sen de beni istiyorsun.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Hay\u0131r. Nas\u0131l b\u00f6yle bir \u015fey d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u00fcn? Sen \u00e7ekicisin, seksi bir erkeksin, yak\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 bir erkeksin. \u0130stedi\u011fin kad\u0131n\u0131 elde edebilirsin. Senin bana bakman, bir kad\u0131n olarak seni tahrik etmek ho\u015fuma gidiyor. Ama sen benim o\u011flumsun. Beni d\u00fczmene izin veremem.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Bak anne, o\u011flun olarak sana kar\u015f\u0131 vazifelerim var. \u0130htiya\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131lamal\u0131y\u0131m. Anne olarak da senin bana kar\u015f\u0131 vazifelerin var. Sen her zaman \u00e7ok iyi bir anne oldun. \u0130htiya\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 her zaman kar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131n. Sana minnettar\u0131m. Ama benim i\u00e7in yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n onca \u015feyden sonra, ancak bana kendini verirsen harika bir anne olacaks\u0131n. Ancak o zaman m\u00fckemmel anne olabilirsin.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Allah a\u015fk\u0131na, sen bu s\u00f6yledi\u011fine inan\u0131yor musun?<\/p>\n
\u2013 Anne anlam\u0131yor musun, ihtiyac\u0131m var. Seninle bir kere bile olsa sevi\u015fmezsem, kafay\u0131 \u00fc\u015f\u00fctece\u011fim. Bunu mu istiyorsun? Elinden tutup kald\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n
-Hadi gel, dans edelim anneci\u011fim.<\/p>\n
M\u00fczik a\u00e7t\u0131m. Bedenlerimiz yine kenetlenmi\u015fti. Ellerimi v\u00fccudunda gezdirneye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Annemin y\u00fcz\u00fc a\u011flamakl\u0131 bir hal alm\u0131\u015f. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kimi zaman iki yana sall\u0131yor, kimi zamansa geriye at\u0131yordu. Meme ba\u015flar\u0131 iyice irile\u015fmi\u015fti. Sol elimle memesini s\u0131k\u0131p ucunu iyice kabarmas\u0131n\u0131 sa\u011flad\u0131m. Engel olmuyordu bana\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 L\u00fctfen \u015fu meme u\u00e7lar\u0131na bir bak, neredeyse geceli\u011fini par\u00e7alayacak\u2026<\/p>\n
Bu s\u0131rada sa\u011f elimi geceli\u011finin ete\u011finin i\u00e7ine sokup kad\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 avu\u00e7lay\u0131verdim. Annemin am\u0131 k\u00f6p\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc adeta\u2026 Klasik d\u00fcz beyaz k\u00fclodu s\u0131r\u0131ls\u0131klam olmu\u015ftu. Annem \u0131hhh la ohh oras\u0131 bir ses \u00e7\u0131kartt\u0131. O anda gergin v\u00fccudu gev\u015fedi ve kendini bana b\u0131rakt\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Ohhh\u2026 Baksana \u015fu haline, sular seller g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcyor, bir bak\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Ahhh\u2026 O\u011flumm\u2026 G\u00fcnaha girece\u011fiz.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Ohh annem\u2026 B\u0131rak kendini\u2026 B\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcnah\u0131 bana\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Bak bir kere\u2026 Sadece bir kere\u2026 Bundan ba\u015fka hi\u00e7 bir zaman istemeyeceksin. Sonra asla olmayacak, t\u00f6vbe edece\u011fiz!!!<\/p>\n
\u2013 Anneci\u011fim bir kere\u2026 Tamam, bir kere\u2026<\/p>\n
Annemle dudaklar\u0131m\u0131z birle\u015fti. Dilini emiyordum, o da dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 \u0131s\u0131r\u0131yordu. \u00c7enesini, boynunu \u00f6pt\u00fcm. Geceli\u011fini bir \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131da \u00e7\u0131kartt\u0131m. O da alt\u0131mdan \u015fortumu s\u0131y\u0131r\u0131p sikimi avu\u00e7lad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Yata\u011fa yat\u0131rd\u0131m, k\u00fclodunu \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m. T\u00fcm v\u00fccudunu emmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Bald\u0131rlar\u0131n\u0131, g\u00f6be\u011fini, memelerini, meme u\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131, boynunu\u2026 Dilim t\u00fcm v\u00fccudunda geziniyordu.<\/p>\n
-Cehennemde yanaca\u011f\u0131z\u2026 diye inledi.<\/p>\n
-Cehennem alev gibi yak\u0131c\u0131 ve s\u0131cakt\u0131r. T\u0131pk\u0131 senin am\u0131n gibi cay\u0131r cay\u0131r yan\u0131yordur anneci\u011fim\u2026 diye cevap verdim ve yara\u011f\u0131m\u0131 k\u0131ll\u0131 am\u0131na tek hamlede soktum.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Ohhh\u2026 O\u011flummm\u2026<\/p>\n
Anneme sayd\u0131rmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Yara\u011f\u0131m amc\u0131\u011f\u0131na girip \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yordu. Annem kollar\u0131n\u0131 iki yana a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f, yata\u011f\u0131 \u00e7eki\u015ftiriyordu. Yara\u011f\u0131m girip \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k\u00e7a el \u015faklatmas\u0131 gibi bir ses odan\u0131n i\u00e7ine yay\u0131l\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Annem bacaklar\u0131n\u0131 belime dolay\u0131p, hafif\u00e7e havaland\u0131. Bu ufak tefek kad\u0131n ben ge\u00e7irdik\u00e7e yataktaki maharetini ortaya koymaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u015eimdi o da kal\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 ileri geri sallamaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Memeleri sa\u011fa sola pervas\u0131zca sallan\u0131yor, birbirine \u00e7arp\u0131yordu. Annemin t\u0131rnaklar\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131rt\u0131mda hissettim<\/p>\n
\u2013 Aarrggghh\u2026 Geliyorumm..!!!!!!\u201d<\/p>\n
Kafas\u0131n\u0131 iki \u00fc\u00e7 kere yast\u0131\u011fa gerisin geri vurdu ve y\u0131\u011f\u0131ld\u0131 kald\u0131. Gelmek \u00fczereydim ki eliyle sikimi tutup iki kere s\u0131vazlad\u0131. \u015eiddetle g\u00f6be\u011finden memelerine kadar f\u0131\u015fk\u0131rtt\u0131m. \u00dczerine y\u0131\u011f\u0131l\u0131p kald\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Uyuyup kalm\u0131\u015f\u0131z. Ne oldu\u011funu anlamadan vakit \u00f6\u011flen olmu\u015ftu. G\u00f6z kapaklar\u0131m\u0131 aralad\u0131m. Annemle ayn\u0131 yatakta \u00e7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak yat\u0131yorduk. Sarho\u015flu\u011fun verdi\u011fi derin ba\u015f d\u00f6nmesi ve kendinden ge\u00e7me kalmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
Ben istedi\u011fimi alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Ama bu kadar\u0131yla yetinebilece\u011fimi hi\u00e7 sanm\u0131yordum. Acaba annem ne tepki verecekti? Bir ara kalk\u0131p giyinmeyi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. O s\u0131rada annem de g\u00f6z kapaklar\u0131n\u0131 aralad\u0131. \u00dczerimizde bir pike s\u0131rt \u00fcst\u00fc yan yana yat\u0131yorduk.<\/p>\n
-G\u00fcnayd\u0131n\u2026 dedim g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek\u2026<\/p>\n
-G\u00fcnayd\u0131n\u2026 dedi.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Nas\u0131ls\u0131n anne?<\/p>\n
\u2013 Nas\u0131l olay\u0131m\u2026 Yak\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 ve azg\u0131n o\u011flu taraf\u0131ndan sikilmi\u015f gibi\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Yani?<\/p>\n
\u2013 Yani zevkten gebermi\u015f ama kirli, ahlaks\u0131z… Babana sap\u0131k derken ba\u015f\u0131ma gelene bak…<\/p>\n
\u2013 Nas\u0131l yani ?<\/p>\n
Kolunu \u00fczerime aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fczerine att\u0131. Sessiz ve sakin bir tonda konu\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131,<\/p>\n
\u2013 Baban onunla yaparken bana hep seni hi\u00e7 abilerin sikti mi, yok \u015fu abin sikti mi, bu abin arkadan girdi mi diye konu\u015fur, zevk al\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Nas\u0131l yani day\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131n seni d\u00fczd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc m\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc?<\/p>\n
\u2013 Evet. Hat\u0131rlar m\u0131s\u0131n eskiden baban\u0131n \u00e7ok samimi oldu\u011fu, kankas\u0131 bir adam vard\u0131, bize gidip gelirdi.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Evet, hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Bir kere de beni sarho\u015f edip onun koynuna soktu.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Sikti mi adam seni?<\/p>\n
\u2013 Hem de nas\u0131l\u2026 Her yan\u0131m\u0131 elledi. Am\u0131m\u0131 yalad\u0131. Saatlerce sikti hem de\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Ya babam?<\/p>\n
\u2013 Senin baban da yan\u0131m\u0131zda sandalyede oturup adam i\u015fini g\u00f6r\u00fcnceye kadar bizi izledi. Sen git bu sebeplerden adamdan bo\u015fan, sonra da o\u011flunun koynuna gir\u2026 Yap\u0131l\u0131r i\u015f mi?<\/p>\n
\u2013 Ama anne\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Bo\u015fver\u2026 Hadi bakal\u0131m bin bana\u2026 D\u00fcn gece bir bok anlamad\u0131m. Bir de g\u00fcnd\u00fcz g\u00f6z\u00fcyle, ay\u0131k kafayla g\u00f6relim senin aleti\u2026 Ben ka\u015f\u0131n\u0131yordum. Sen de ka\u015f\u0131d\u0131n i\u015fte. Art\u0131k kocam da o\u011flum da sensin.<\/p>\n
Zaten kalkm\u0131\u015f olan yara\u011f\u0131m\u0131 annemin am\u0131na s\u00fcrtmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Annem<\/p>\n
-Ooff… Hadi memelerimi em\u2026 dedi.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerini yalamaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Bir s\u00fcre sonra annemin konu\u015furken sohbet ederken nemlenen am\u0131 iyice suland\u0131. Meme u\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 emerken yava\u015f\u00e7a i\u00e7ine kayd\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n
-Evlad\u0131m!!!\u201d diye inledi annem.<\/p>\n
Geceki kadar ate\u015fli de\u011fildik ama iyi siki\u015fiyorduk. Yakla\u015f\u0131k yirmi dakika bu pozisyonda girip \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m. Kimi zaman yava\u015fl\u0131yor, kimi zaman h\u0131zlan\u0131yordum. Annemin g\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fc avu\u00e7lad\u0131m. S\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131 iyice yere bast\u0131r\u0131p ittirdim.<\/p>\n
-Ahh anne\u2026 Geliyorumm\u2026 Bo\u015fal\u0131yorum\u2026<\/p>\n
-Dur o\u011flum\u2026 Sak\u0131n\u2026 \u0130\u00e7ime de\u011fil\u2026 Ohhh\u2026 Ayy\u2026 Bo\u015f ver\u2026 Patlat i\u00e7ime\u2026 Dayanam\u0131yorum, ben de geliyorum\u2026 Ohhhh\u2026<\/p>\n
Annem bana zaten g\u00fcvenli g\u00fcnlerinde oldu\u011funu hamile kalmas\u0131n\u0131n zor oldu\u011funu anlatt\u0131. Zaten hi\u00e7 gelmeye niyeti yokken amc\u0131\u011f\u0131na f\u0131\u015fk\u0131rtmam \u00f6yle bir zevke getirmi\u015f ki onu\u2026 O anda an\u0131nda onun da beli gelmi\u015f.<\/p>\n
Bir insan annesiyle yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, bundan sonraki seks ya\u015fam\u0131n\u0131n tek d\u00fcze ge\u00e7ece\u011fini, her seferinde annesinin \u00fczerine \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p on be\u015f dakikada i\u015fi bitirece\u011fini, sonra da d\u00f6n\u00fcp uyuyaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 san\u0131yor.<\/p>\n
Ben de \u00f6yle sanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Ama y\u0131llard\u0131r erkeksiz ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f, cinselli\u011fe a\u00e7 kalm\u0131\u015f annemin buna hi\u00e7 de niyeti olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 k\u0131sa zamanda \u00f6\u011frenecektim. Bana d\u00f6nd\u00fc,<\/p>\n
\u2013 Am\u0131m \u00e7ok k\u0131ll\u0131 de\u011fil mi?<\/p>\n
\u2013 Ah, annecim\u2026 Ne kadar terbiyesizsin, biliyor musun? Ama evet anne, orman gibi olmu\u015f amc\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u2026 Ka\u00e7 ayd\u0131r dokunmuyorsun?<\/p>\n
\u2013 \u00c7ok \u00fc\u015feniyorum. Zaten bakacak kimsem de olmad\u0131 ki\u2026 Giren \u00e7\u0131kan, be\u011fendirecek erkek yok diye hi\u00e7 ilgilenmedim. Peki bana yard\u0131m eder misin?<\/p>\n
\u2013 Kesmeye mi? Tabi neden olmas\u0131n\u2026<\/p>\n
Annem klozete oturup bacaklar\u0131n\u0131 iki yana do\u011fru geni\u015f\u00e7e a\u00e7t\u0131. Tra\u015f k\u00f6p\u00fc\u011f\u00fcyle k\u0131llar\u0131n\u0131 iyice k\u00f6p\u00fcrtt\u00fcm. T\u00fcm k\u0131llar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fc bembeyaz k\u00f6p\u00fck olmu\u015ftu. Annem tra\u015f b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yakla\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m s\u0131rada g\u00fclerek,<\/p>\n
\u2013 Am\u0131m\u0131 kesme sak\u0131n\u2026 dedi.<\/p>\n
Yukar\u0131dan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 do\u011fru tek hamlede indirdim. Yukar\u0131dan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 bir jilet boyu kadar alan tertemiz olmu\u015ftu. K\u0131llar \u00e7ok uzun oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 s\u0131k s\u0131k y\u0131k\u0131yordum. Ben kestik\u00e7e annemin am\u0131 g\u00fcn gibi ortaya \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Annemin am\u0131 nas\u0131l? Annemin am\u0131 bir kere geni\u015fti, dudaklar\u0131 hafif sarkm\u0131\u015f, yaprak gibi k\u0131vr\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Klitorisi iri ve bi\u00e7imliydi.<\/p>\n
Annemin kas\u0131klar\u0131na kadar ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 sokmu\u015f, \u00e7ok \u00f6nemli bir i\u015f yapman\u0131n sorumlulu\u011fu ve itinayla ince detaylar\u0131 da tra\u015fl\u0131yordum. Annemin am\u0131 ho\u015f bir ter kokusuyla birlikte sabun kokuyordu.<\/p>\n
Bir s\u00fcre sonra i\u015fim bitmi\u015fti. Il\u0131k su d\u00f6k\u00fcp durulad\u0131m, y\u0131kad\u0131m. Ama o kadar s\u00fcre onun amc\u0131\u011f\u0131yla u\u011fra\u015ft\u0131ktan sonra benim sikim de dikilmi\u015fti. Annem burnuna dayanm\u0131\u015f ta\u015f gibi aletimi g\u00f6r\u00fcnce eline al\u0131p biraz ok\u015fad\u0131. Ayaktayd\u0131m. Parmaklar\u0131n\u0131n temas\u0131 yetmiyormu\u015f gibi birden sikimi a\u011fz\u0131na soktu.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Oohh annee\u2026 diyebildim.<\/p>\n
K\u00f6k\u00fcne kadar yal\u0131yordu. Annemi a\u011fz\u0131ndan sikece\u011fimi hi\u00e7 ummam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, beklemiyordum bunu\u2026 Annemse a\u015fa\u011f\u0131lara inmi\u015f, ta\u015faklar\u0131m\u0131 s\u0131vazlamakla me\u015fguld\u00fc. Sonra ta\u015faklar\u0131m\u0131 da yalamaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Dizlerim zevkten titriyordu.<\/p>\n
Daha sonra a\u015fa\u011f\u0131dan yukar\u0131ya diliyle ok\u015faya ok\u015faya \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131, sikimin kafas\u0131n\u0131 hafif\u00e7e \u0131s\u0131r\u0131p, vakumlamaya ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00c7ok dayanamay\u0131p a\u011fz\u0131na bo\u015falmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Belimde ne varsa bo\u015falt\u0131yordum inleye inleye\u2026<\/p>\n
Bo\u015fald\u0131ktan sonra hafif yumu\u015fayan, yine de kal\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 muhafaza eden sikimi a\u011fz\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kartt\u0131. T\u0131pk\u0131 porno filmlerde oldu\u011fu gibi dilini \u00e7\u0131kart\u0131p bana g\u00f6sterdi. Dilinin \u00fczeri a\u011fz\u0131 d\u00f6l doluydu. Surat\u0131n\u0131 ek\u015fitip hepsini yuttu.<\/p>\n
Aradan neredeyse bir ay ge\u00e7mi\u015fti. O bir ay boyunca annemle yaln\u0131zca telefonda g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck. O g\u00fcnden ve sabah\u0131nda ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131zdan hi\u00e7 konu\u015fmam\u0131\u015f, bu konuyu hi\u00e7 a\u00e7mam\u0131\u015ft\u0131k.<\/p>\n
Annem sabah telefon etti ve \u00f6\u011flen i\u015fyerimde olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledi. \u00d6\u011fle yemek saati geldi\u011finde annem de odam\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc. \u0130kimiz beraber yemek yedik. Daha sonra kahvelerimizi al\u0131p odama ge\u00e7tik.<\/p>\n
Annemin alt\u0131nda klasik kesim keten kahve rengi bir etek, \u00fczerinde yine keten, biraz daha a\u00e7\u0131k kahve bir g\u00f6mlek vard\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Neler yap\u0131yorsun bakal\u0131m?\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Ne olsun anne\u2026 Bildi\u011fin gibi i\u015fte\u2026 \u0130\u015fler g\u00fc\u00e7ler\u2026 Sana hasretim bir tek\u201d diye cevap verdim.<\/p>\n
\u2013 \u00d6zledin mi beni ?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u2013 Evet, \u00e7ok \u00f6zledim anneci\u011fim.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Tabii, benim gibi annesi olsa herkes \u00f6zler. Anas\u0131n\u0131 satay\u0131m \u00f6nceden haftada bir arard\u0131n \u015fimdi iki g\u00fcnde bir ar\u0131yorsun\u2026 Annem kahvesinden bir yudum daha ald\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Nas\u0131l idare ediyorsun? Mast\u00fcrbasyon mu yap\u0131yorsun?<\/p>\n
\u2013 Valla anne iki ayd\u0131r elimi bile s\u00fcrmedim. En son seninle i\u015fte\u2026 Ya sen ne yap\u0131yorsun?<\/p>\n
\u2013 Ben de \u00f6yle, ayn\u0131 senin gibiyim. Geceleri yaln\u0131z\u0131m hep, kendimi ok\u015fay\u0131p duruyorum.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Azg\u0131ns\u0131n o zaman\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Evet, t\u0131pk\u0131 senin gibi dedim ya\u2026 Duvarlara t\u0131rman\u0131yorum. Vibrat\u00f6r\u00fcme pil dayanm\u0131yor.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Oh benim azg\u0131n annem\u2026 Vibrat\u00f6r de sokarm\u0131\u015f amc\u0131\u011f\u0131na\u2026 Benim sikim dururken\u2026 Ya anne ne yapaca\u011f\u0131z, otele falan m\u0131 gitsek, ne yapsak?<\/p>\n
\u2013 Bilmiyorum ki\u2026 Olmazsa gideriz. Ama bu gece abinlerdeyim. Sen de gel g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015felim. O i\u015fi haftaya yapar\u0131z<\/p>\n
\u2013 Ooffff anne\u2026 O kadar dayanamam ben\u2026<\/p>\n
\u0130ki azg\u0131n, k\u0131z\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f mart kedisi gibi birbirimize bakt\u0131k. \u00d6yle \u00e7ok sevi\u015fmek istiyordum ki onunla\u2026 O da benden farks\u0131zd\u0131. O da istiyordu. O anda akl\u0131ma i\u015fi odamda bile bitirebilece\u011fimiz akl\u0131ma geldi. \u0130\u015fyeri \u00f6\u011fle paydosu oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in tenhayd\u0131. Ama her an biri gelebilirdi. Bu \u00e7ok riskli oldurdu. Sordum,<\/p>\n
\u2013 Ne giydin i\u00e7ine annem?<\/p>\n
\u2013 Beyaz dantellilerimi, tanga olan\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Ohhh\u2026 diye inledim. Gelsene \u015f\u00f6yle biraz anne\u2026 diyerek elinden tutup kald\u0131rd\u0131m, odan\u0131n kenar\u0131na, kap\u0131 arkas\u0131na \u00e7ektim.<\/p>\n
\u0130kimiz de ayaktayd\u0131k. Ete\u011fini havaland\u0131r\u0131p ellerimi kal\u00e7alar\u0131na att\u0131m, ok\u015famaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. S\u0131k\u0131yordum. P\u00fcr\u00fczs\u00fcz, yumu\u015fak, etli kal\u00e7alar\u0131 avu\u00e7lar\u0131mdayd\u0131. K\u00fclodunun dantellerini hissediyordum. Boyunlar\u0131n\u0131, dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6p\u00fcc\u00fcklere bo\u011fuyordum bir yandan da\u2026 Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131p engel olmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131,<\/p>\n
\u2013 Yava\u015f\u2026 Morartma sak\u0131n, insan i\u00e7ine \u00e7\u0131kamam sonra\u2026 dedi. Kal\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 m\u0131nc\u0131klayan ellerime itiraz\u0131 yoktu ama\u2026 Sadece insanlar\u0131n morluklar\u0131 g\u00f6rmesinden \u00e7ekiniyordu. Ellenip parmaklanmay\u0131 \u00f6zlemi\u015f gibiydi, g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcsleri inip kalk\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Oh yavrum benim\u2026 Hastay\u0131m senin \u015fu kal\u00e7alar\u0131na\u2026 dedim. G\u00fcld\u00fc,<\/p>\n
\u2013 G\u00f6t\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fcn yani\u2026 dedi.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Ohh\u2026 Ahlaks\u0131z\u2026 Evet g\u00f6t\u00e7\u00fcy\u00fcm. Bu g\u00f6t\u00fc avu\u00e7lay\u0131p da g\u00f6t\u00e7\u00fc olmamak imkans\u0131z zaten\u2026<\/p>\n
Biraz da elimi \u00f6n\u00fcne att\u0131m, am\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015fad\u0131m. Hemen sulanm\u0131\u015f \u0131slanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Parmaklar\u0131m\u0131 yandan k\u00fclodun i\u00e7ine kayd\u0131r\u0131p \u0131slakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sevdim, kabarm\u0131\u015f klitorisini s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131m. G\u00f6zleri kayd\u0131,<\/p>\n
\u2013 Yapma\u2026 Burada olmaz. Olmayacaksa ileri gitmeyelim. Dayanam\u0131yorum\u2026 diyerek inledi.<\/p>\n
Kimse gelmeden yerimize oturduk. \u00c7antas\u0131ndan rujunu all\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p makyaj\u0131n\u0131 tazeledi, sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fczeltti. G\u00f6zleri \u00e7akmak \u00e7akmak yan\u0131yordu bana bakarken\u2026 Annem makyaj\u0131n\u0131 yaparken ben de masan\u0131n alt\u0131nda ta\u015f kesilmi\u015f sikimi pantolona zor yerle\u015ftirdim.<\/p>\n
Ak\u015fam abimlerde topland\u0131k. Her zamanki gibi yemek yenildi, biraz sohbet edildi ve televizyon izlendi. Tam sevdi\u011fimiz bir dizi ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ki, kap\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131nd\u0131. Abim camdan bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda bize d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Babam gelmi\u015f.<\/p>\n
Annem panik oldu, tela\u015fland\u0131,<\/p>\n
\u2013 Aman\u2026 O pis herifi hayatta g\u00f6rmek istemiyorum.<\/p>\n
Babamla benim de aram o aralar limoniydi, epeydir g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcyorduk. Belki de annemin etkisinde kal\u0131yor, s\u0131k s\u0131k tart\u0131\u015f\u0131yordum babamla\u2026 O ak\u015fam benim de g\u00f6resim, konu\u015fas\u0131m yoktu.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Madem \u00f6yle, kalk\u0131n yatak odas\u0131na ge\u00e7in bari\u2026 Biraz oturup gider zaten\u2026 dedi abim, kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7maya giderken\u2026<\/p>\n
Annemle ikimiz aceleyle abimlerin yatak odas\u0131na ge\u00e7tik. Buzlu caml\u0131 kap\u0131y\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131ya kapat\u0131p, anahtar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7evirdim. Ard\u0131ndan otomat\u0131n, bir s\u00fcre sonra da babam\u0131n sesi duyuldu. Oturma odas\u0131na ge\u00e7tiler. Sohbet sesleri az da olsa duyuluyordu. Annem,<\/p>\n
\u2013 Off\u2026 \u0130ki saatte gitmez \u015fimdi bu \u00e7enesi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fck\u2026 dedi.<\/p>\n
Karanl\u0131ktayd\u0131k. Babamlar\u0131n evden \u00e7\u0131kmak i\u00e7in bu kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnden ge\u00e7meleri gerekiyordu. Benim y\u00fcz\u00fcm kap\u0131ya d\u00f6n\u00fckt\u00fc. Karalt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rebilirdim. Bir yandan kap\u0131y\u0131 g\u00f6zetlerken elimi annemin am\u0131na att\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Ne yap\u0131yorsun? diyecek oldu. Ama sesini \u00e7\u0131kartamad\u0131. Yata\u011f\u0131n kenar\u0131ndayd\u0131k.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Yat \u015furaya\u2026 diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
S\u0131rt \u00fcst\u00fc uzand\u0131 yava\u015f\u00e7a\u2026 Ayaklar\u0131 yere de\u011fiyordu. Bacaklar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131na ge\u00e7ip, dizlerimin \u00fcst\u00fcne \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fcm. Kal\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 hafif\u00e7e havaland\u0131r\u0131p buzlu camdan gelen lo\u015f \u0131\u015f\u0131kta parlayan beyaz k\u00fclodunu \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131m k\u00fclodu merakla yapacaklar\u0131m\u0131 bekleyen annemin eline tutu\u015fturdum. Ete\u011fini santim santim yukar\u0131 do\u011fru s\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131m. Amc\u0131\u011f\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131mdayd\u0131. Bacaklar\u0131n\u0131 hevesle ay\u0131rd\u0131 biraz\u2026 \u0130\u015ftahla amc\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yalamaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Ho\u015f bir tad\u0131 vard\u0131. Mis gibi g\u00fczel kokuyordu. Derin bir nefesle o kokuyu i\u00e7ime \u00e7ektim,<\/p>\n
\u2013 Ohh\u2026 Mis gibi kokuyor amc\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u2026 Parf\u00fcm m\u00fc s\u0131kt\u0131n buna azg\u0131n kaltak? diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131m yalamaya ara vermeden.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6zleri zevkten yar\u0131 kapal\u0131, dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 \u0131s\u0131r\u0131yor, g\u00f6zlerini benden, amc\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 k\u00f6pek yavrusu gibi yalayan dilimden ay\u0131rm\u0131yordu. Evet anlam\u0131nda ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131. Bir s\u00fcre sonra kas\u0131klar\u0131 v\u0131c\u0131k v\u0131c\u0131k oldu. Dilimi bir organ gibi kullan\u0131yordum. \u0130\u00e7ine sokup \u00e7\u0131kart\u0131yor, klitorisini emiyor, \u0131s\u0131r\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Yava\u015f pi\u00e7\u2026 Iss\u0131rmasana\u2026 diye f\u0131s\u0131ldayan annem bir eliyle kafam\u0131 kas\u0131klar\u0131na bast\u0131r\u0131yordu. Di\u011fer eliyle de \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k atmamak i\u00e7in kendi k\u00fclodunu a\u011fz\u0131na soktu. Di\u015flerinin aras\u0131nda kuma\u015f\u0131 \u0131s\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Ellerimi iki yan\u0131na koyup y\u00fckseldim. Pantolonumun fermuar\u0131n\u0131 indirdim. Ta\u015f kesilmi\u015f sikimi zorlukla d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m. Merakla nereye kadar ileri gidece\u011fimi bekleyen annemin kan dolmu\u015f, kabarm\u0131\u015f amc\u0131\u011f\u0131na soktum, girip \u00e7\u0131kmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Annem alt\u0131mda k\u0131vran\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Ohhh\u2026 \u00c7\u0131lg\u0131ns\u0131n sen \u00e7ocuk\u2026 Neler yap\u0131yorsun bana? Ahhh\u2026<\/p>\n
Salonda babam, abim ve yengem oturup sohbet ederken, ben abimlerin yatak odas\u0131nda annemi d\u00fcz\u00fcyordum. Belki de annemi \u00e7eki\u015ftiriyordu salak herif\u2026 Bir ara sesler salona gidecek diye yava\u015flad\u0131m. Neyse ki yatak kaliteliydi ki tek ses \u00e7\u0131km\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
H\u0131zlanmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. O azm\u0131\u015f, \u0131slak, tatl\u0131 amc\u0131\u011f\u0131na girip \u00e7\u0131karken, bir yandan da \u00fcst\u00fcne e\u011filip annemin memelerini emiyor, \u00f6te yandan g\u00f6t deli\u011fini ok\u015fuyordum. Annem her deli\u011finden ku\u015fat\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, zevkle k\u0131vran\u0131yordu alt\u0131mda, \u015fehvetten \u00e7ar\u015faflar\u0131 \u00e7eki\u015ftiriyordu.<\/p>\n
Bir s\u00fcre sonra salondan sesler gelmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Babam kalk\u0131yordu. Annemin i\u00e7inden \u00e7\u0131kmak i\u00e7in hamle yapt\u0131m. Annem ise bacaklar\u0131n\u0131 bacaklar\u0131ma dolad\u0131 ve amc\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sikime do\u011fru ittirdi. Ard\u0131ndan elleriyle kal\u00e7alar\u0131m\u0131 kendine bast\u0131rd\u0131. Derin bir kas\u0131lma ve titremeyle boynuma doland\u0131.<\/p>\n
Annem orgazm oluyordu. Ses \u00e7\u0131kamamak i\u00e7in di\u015flerinin aras\u0131ndaki k\u00fclodu \u0131s\u0131r\u0131yor, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sa\u011fa sola sall\u0131yor, kal\u00e7alar\u0131 vibrat\u00f6r gibi kas\u0131l\u0131p kas\u0131l\u0131p gev\u015fiyordu. M\u00fcthi\u015f bir bo\u015falmayd\u0131 anneminki\u2026<\/p>\n
Abimler ve babam tam kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcndeydi. Karalt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcyor, seslerini duyuyordum. Annemin bast\u0131rmas\u0131na dayanamay\u0131p ben de i\u00e7ine bo\u015falmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Annem s\u0131rt \u00fcst\u00fc y\u0131\u011f\u0131l\u0131p kald\u0131, kollar\u0131 iki yana d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc, i\u015fi bitmi\u015fti. Bir ka\u00e7 saniye sonra ben de bitirdim.<\/p>\n
Annemin bast\u0131rmas\u0131na dayanamay\u0131p ben de i\u00e7ine bo\u015falmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Annem s\u0131rt \u00fcst\u00fc y\u0131\u011f\u0131l\u0131p kald\u0131, kollar\u0131 iki yana d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc, i\u015fi bitmi\u015fti. Bir ka\u00e7 saniye sonra ben de bitirdim.<\/p>\n
Bir an \u00f6nce toparlanmam\u0131z laz\u0131md\u0131. Yoksa i\u015fin sonu \u00e7ok k\u00f6t\u00fcyd\u00fc. H\u0131zl\u0131ca kalkt\u0131m. Pantolonumu yukar\u0131 \u00e7ektim. Annem ete\u011fini \u00e7eki\u015ftirip k\u00fclodunu elime tutu\u015fturdu. O andaki panikle k\u00fclodu cebime soktum.<\/p>\n
Kap\u0131 t\u0131klat\u0131ld\u0131, yengemin sesini duyduk.<\/p>\n
\u2013 \u00c7\u0131kabilirsiniz, gitti\u2026 dedi.<\/p>\n
Solu\u011fumuz yerine gelmi\u015fti. Ama az kals\u0131n yakalan\u0131yorduk. Annem k\u0131pk\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131yd\u0131. Bir ka\u00e7 espri, konu\u015fma, olay\u0131 ge\u00e7i\u015ftirdik. Annemin kula\u011f\u0131na e\u011filip<\/p>\n
\u2013 Yine i\u00e7ine bo\u015fald\u0131m, ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za bir i\u015f gelecek\u2026 dedim. O ise<\/p>\n
\u2013 Yok be o\u011flum\u2026 O ili\u015fkiye girdi\u011fimiz ilk g\u00fcnden sonra do\u011fum kontrol hap\u0131 kullanmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m\u2026 dedi.<\/p>\n
Derin bir nefes ald\u0131m bunu duyunca\u2026 Rahatlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Her anlamda\u2026 Hem bir ayd\u0131r bo\u015falmaman\u0131n verdi\u011fi gerilim, hem babamla ayn\u0131 evdeyken kar\u0131s\u0131yla sevi\u015fmenin damarlar\u0131ma pompalad\u0131\u011f\u0131 adrenalin, ard\u0131ndan annemin hap kulland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenmenin verdi\u011fi rahatlama hissi\u2026 O stres alt\u0131nda, ikimizin ayn\u0131 anda ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z harika orgazm ya\u015fam\u0131m\u0131n en g\u00fczel bo\u015falmas\u0131yd\u0131 diyebilirim.<\/p>\n
Gece oldu ve yatma vakti geldi. Ev fazla geni\u015f olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan bize yine ayn\u0131 odada yatak ayarlam\u0131\u015flard\u0131. Ben \u00f6nce yatt\u0131m, annem pijamas\u0131n\u0131 giyip geldi. Yan\u0131ma yat\u0131nca elimi bald\u0131rlar\u0131na att\u0131m. Elimi itti. Bozuldum do\u011frusu,<\/p>\n
\u2013 Sevi\u015fmeyecek miyiz? diye sordum.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Bekle biraz\u2026 Herkesin uyumas\u0131n\u0131 bekle\u2026 Hem ikimiz de kendimize gelelim, bitirdin beni yaramaz\u2026<\/p>\n
Hakl\u0131yd\u0131, kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnden banyoya gidip gelmeler, yengemin bula\u015f\u0131k tela\u015f\u0131, abimle k\u0131s\u0131k sesle konu\u015fmalar\u0131 devam ediyordu. Yorgunluktan uyuya kalm\u0131\u015f\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Ne kadar uyudum bilmiyorum. Sikimin ok\u015fand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissederek zevkle g\u00f6zlerimi aralad\u0131m. Annem yara\u011f\u0131m\u0131 eline alm\u0131\u015f s\u0131vazl\u0131yordu. Uzun uzun \u00f6p\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck. Dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 dilini emdim.<\/p>\n
Elimi bacak aras\u0131na att\u0131\u011f\u0131mda pijamas\u0131n\u0131 ve k\u00fclodunu \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 fark ettim. Kay\u0131s\u0131 gibi amc\u0131\u011f\u0131 elime gelmi\u015fti. Saate bakt\u0131m d\u00f6rd\u00fc ge\u00e7iyordu. A\u015fa\u011f\u0131 kayd\u0131, yatarken giydi\u011fim \u015fortumu \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p sikimi a\u011fz\u0131na ald\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u0130nsan annesini hi\u00e7 o durumda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnemedi\u011finden midir nedir? A\u011fz\u0131n\u0131n becerileri kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda hayrete d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyordum. Annemin oral seks konusunda bir orospudan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 kal\u0131r hi\u00e7bir taraf\u0131 yoktu. V\u00fccudumu emerek yukar\u0131ya \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Ta\u015f gibi olmu\u015f, zonklayan yara\u011f\u0131m\u0131 eliyle tutup am\u0131na sokacakt\u0131 ki kula\u011f\u0131na f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131m,<\/p>\n
\u2013 G\u00f6tten girmek istiyorum<\/p>\n
\u2013 Olmaz!!!<\/p>\n
\u2013 Neden?<\/p>\n
\u2013 Hem abinlerdeyiz, rahat edemeyiz, hem de ne zamand\u0131r almad\u0131m arkadan\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Ne fark eder? Bu yara\u011f\u0131 sana sokmam\u0131 istemiyor musun?<\/p>\n
\u2013 Ohhh evet o\u011flum\u2026 \u00c7ok istiyorum, ama \u00f6nden yap hadi\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Anneci\u011fim, yara\u011f\u0131m\u0131 k\u00f6k\u00fcne kadar g\u00f6t deli\u011fine sokmak istiyorum.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Ohhhhh \u00e7\u0131ld\u0131rtma beni \u00e7ocuk\u2026 Usulca k\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 bana d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Ama \u00f6nce parma\u011f\u0131nla al\u0131\u015ft\u0131r iyice\u2026 dedi. Parmaklar\u0131n\u0131 \u0131slat, kayganla\u015fs\u0131n, \u00f6yle yap\u2026<\/p>\n
Minik g\u00f6t deli\u011fi s\u0131cac\u0131k ve p\u00fct\u00fcrl\u00fcyd\u00fc. Parmak u\u00e7lar\u0131mla al\u0131\u015ft\u0131rmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. \u0130\u015faret parma\u011f\u0131m\u0131n biraz\u0131n\u0131 sokunca kas\u0131ld\u0131. Biraz daha ittirdim. Yata\u011f\u0131 par\u00e7alayacakm\u0131\u015f gibi s\u0131kt\u0131<\/p>\n
\u2013 Ahhh\u2026 O\u011flum!!!! Yapamayaca\u011f\u0131m\u2026 \u00c7ok ac\u0131yor\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Hadi anneci\u011fim al\u0131rs\u0131n, gev\u015fe biraz rahat b\u0131rak kendini\u2026<\/p>\n
Kas\u0131lmas\u0131 hafif\u00e7e ge\u00e7ti, kal\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015fay\u0131p,<\/p>\n
\u2013 Hadi\u2026 Gev\u015fe\u2026 Rahatla\u2026 diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131m. Sikimi deli\u011fine dayam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Kafas\u0131 girince gerisi a\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r i\u00e7ine kayd\u0131. Annem<\/p>\n
\u2013 Oohh\u2026 \u0130stedi\u011fin oldu i\u015fte, girdin g\u00f6t\u00fcme\u2026 diye inledi.<\/p>\n
Annemin topa\u00e7 gibi g\u00f6t\u00fcne sayd\u0131rmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Darac\u0131k g\u00f6t deli\u011fi sikimi s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 sarm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u00d6yle zevk veriyordu ki annemin g\u00f6t\u00fc\u2026 K\u0131sa s\u00fcrede bo\u015falacak duruma gelmi\u015ftim.<\/p>\n
-Ohhh anne\u2026 Harika bir g\u00f6t\u00fcn var. Oohh\u2026 Ohhh\u2026 Aahh\u0131mm\u2026 Geliyorum ben\u2026 Sen de gelebilir misin?<\/p>\n
\u2013 Aahhh\u2026 Analdan gelemem ben o\u011flum\u2026 Sen gel, g\u00f6t\u00fcm \u00e7ok ac\u0131yor\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Ohhh\u2026 Ac\u0131yan g\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fcn deli\u011fini \u00f6perim ben annem\u2026 Ohh\u2026 Anneci\u011fim\u2026 Ne g\u00fczel g\u00f6t\u00fcn var senin\u2026 \u00c7ok zevk veriyor\u2026 Oohhh siktim g\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fc\u2026 Aahh\u2026 Geliyoorumm\u2026 Ne g\u00f6t varm\u0131\u015f sende orospu!!!!\u201d.<\/p>\n
D\u00f6llerimin tamam\u0131n\u0131 arka deli\u011fe ak\u0131tt\u0131m kas\u0131la kas\u0131la\u2026 Ellerim kal\u00e7alar\u0131nda, parmaklar\u0131mla s\u0131karak, kendime \u00e7ekerek kan\u0131rtarak bo\u015fald\u0131m. Rahatlad\u0131ktan sonra annemi yat\u0131r\u0131p \u00f6rseledi\u011fim, ac\u0131tt\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fcn deli\u011fi \u00f6pe ok\u015faya sevdim. Art\u0131k her zaman bak\u0131ml\u0131 duran, kaymak gibi amc\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 belki yar\u0131m saat kadar yalad\u0131m. Sonunda o da bo\u015fald\u0131.<\/p>\n
Annemle g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015femedi\u011fimiz d\u00f6nemde s\u0131k s\u0131k erotik telefon g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmeleri yap\u0131yorduk. Geceleri yata\u011f\u0131ma uzan\u0131yor, annemle sohbet ediyordum. Konu\u015fmam\u0131z\u0131n geneli bizim kar\u0131 koca olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zd\u0131. Aram\u0131zda evlilik ba\u011f\u0131 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan k\u0131skanma, evlilik ahlak\u0131 gibi olaylar\u0131n bizim aram\u0131zda yeri yoktu.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Sen dulsun, ben bekar\u0131m. Evli kar\u0131 koca de\u011filiz. \u0130stedi\u011fimizi fanteziyi ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftirebiliriz anne\u2026 diye diye onu da ikna etmi\u015ftim. Benimle ayn\u0131 \u015fekilde d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 o da\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Hadi bana fantezilerini anlat anne\u2026 Akl\u0131na ne gelirse\u2026 Uygulamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u0131z. Sen de \u015fu hayattan zevk al art\u0131k\u2026 Geceleri kendini ok\u015farken neler hayal ediyorsun? Neler yapmak istiyorsun cinsel anlamda?<\/p>\n
\u2013 Tabi o\u011flum yaa\u2026 Her kad\u0131n gibi benim de fantezilerim var. Ama zaten seninle bir ili\u015fkim var ve bu bile bana fazla asl\u0131nda\u2026 Bilen olsa ta\u015flayacaklar bizi zaten\u2026 Yani ne bileyim\u2026 Bu zevk, seks deryas\u0131 i\u00e7inde kaybolup gitmek, iyice ahlaki de\u011ferlerden kopmak istemiyorum a\u00e7\u0131k\u00e7as\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Saatlerce bu konu hakk\u0131nda konu\u015ftuk. Neticede s\u0131n\u0131rlamaya karar verdik. Sadece bir kereye mahsus \u00fc\u00e7 fantezi ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftirecek, bunu sadece ilerdeki sevi\u015fmelerimizde hat\u0131rlay\u0131p zevk almak i\u00e7in yapacakt\u0131k. Konu\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131k.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Anlat bakal\u0131m\u2026 dedi.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Hay\u0131r yaa\u2026 Sen s\u00f6yle \u00f6nce anne\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Olmaz sen s\u00f6yle\u2026Utan\u0131r\u0131m ben\u2026 Sen akl\u0131ndakini s\u00f6yle, ben olur olmaz diyeyim.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Off peki\u2026 Ne bileyim yani\u2026 \u0130\u015fte ba\u015fka birisiyle, yani ba\u015fka bir erkekle seks yapman\u0131 isterdim.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Nas\u0131l? Sen ve ba\u015fka bir erkek mi?<\/p>\n
\u2013 Hay\u0131r, sadece o yapacak, ben izleyece\u011fim.<\/p>\n
-Gizlice ?<\/p>\n
\u2013 Hay\u0131r a\u00e7\u0131k a\u00e7\u0131k\u2026 Sandalyede yan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131zda oturarak\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 H\u0131mm\u2026 Baban\u0131n yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yapmak istiyorsun bana, \u00f6yle mi? Hatta beni nas\u0131l sikece\u011fini sen s\u00f6ylersin, \u015f\u00f6yle yap, b\u00f6yle yap diye\u2026<\/p>\n
-Ho\u015funa gitti mi?<\/p>\n
\u2013 Ohh\u2026 Evet, \u0131sland\u0131m \u015fimdiden\u2026 \u0130kimizin de zevk almas\u0131 garanti\u2026 Peki bu beni d\u00fczecek adam zenci olsa?<\/p>\n
\u2013 Evet\u2026 Neden olmas\u0131n ki, \u00e7ok iyi olur. Off\u2026 Kol gibi kara yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ge\u00e7irir senin amc\u0131\u011f\u0131na\u2026 Ben de e\u011filip bakar\u0131m, \u00e7am yarmas\u0131 gibi zenci annemi sikerken\u2026 Am\u0131na nas\u0131l girip \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131na bakar, otuzbir \u00e7ekerim\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Ohhh\u2026 Harika\u2026 Bulabilir miyiz peki zenci?<\/p>\n
\u2013 San\u0131r\u0131m. Elde var bir, \u015fimdi sende s\u0131ra.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Evet\u2026 Ben bir de hep \u015feyi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm\u2026 Seni asl\u0131nda \u00f6zellikle o y\u00fczden tahrik ederdim. Senin yan\u0131nda e\u011filip kalkar, oram\u0131 buram\u0131 g\u00f6sterirdim sana\u2026 Nas\u0131l deli deli bak\u0131yordun bana, fark\u0131nda de\u011filsin. \u0130\u015fte\u2026 Bana tecav\u00fcz etti\u011fini hayal ederdim hep\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 Seni zorla sikti\u011fimi mi?<\/p>\n
\u2013 Evet. Zorla sikti\u011fini\u2026 Ba\u011f\u0131rta ba\u011f\u0131rta\u2026 Bu da iki olsun.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Gelelim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fcye\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2013 \u00dc\u00e7 de benim s\u0131rr\u0131m olsun.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Tamam anne, sen bilirsin.<\/p>\n
Bir hafta sonu kararla\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z ilk fantezi i\u00e7in bulu\u015ftuk. Oturdu\u011fumuz yerden \u00e7ok uzak semtteki barlara gidecek ve bir adam bulacakt\u0131k. \u0130\u015f otelde bitecekti. Anneme bakt\u0131m,<\/p>\n
-Ak\u015fam \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda bu kot ve ti\u015f\u00f6rtle olmaz ki\u2026 dedim. Sana seksi i\u00e7 \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131rlar\u0131 ve k\u0131yafetler almal\u0131y\u0131z\u2026 Annem buna sevindi,<\/p>\n
-Evet o\u011flum bana i\u00e7 \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131r\u0131 be\u011fen, dekolte \u015feyler alal\u0131m. Zaten a\u00e7\u0131k sa\u00e7\u0131k giyinmek hep hayalimdi\u2026 Biliyorsun, pezevenk baban izin vermezdi. Beni evde arkada\u015f\u0131na siktirdi ama\u2026 D\u0131\u015far\u0131da biraz olsun a\u00e7\u0131k giydirmedi hi\u00e7\u2026<\/p>\n
\u00c7ok b\u00fcy\u00fck ve bizi kimsenin tan\u0131mayaca\u011f\u0131 bir al\u0131\u015fveri\u015f merkezine gittik. Birbiri ard\u0131na dizilmi\u015f ma\u011fazalardan olduk\u00e7a iyi bir i\u00e7 \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131r\u0131 ma\u011fazas\u0131na girdik. \u0130\u00e7eride biri ya\u015fl\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fc gen\u00e7 k\u0131z d\u00f6rt kad\u0131n vard\u0131. Bize do\u011fru yakla\u015fan k\u0131za annem<\/p>\n
-\u0130\u00e7 \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131r\u0131 bakacakt\u0131k\u2026 dedi.<\/p>\n
-Ne t\u00fcr bir \u015fey bakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131n\u0131z?<\/p>\n
-Modellerinizi g\u00f6rebilir miyim? diye sordu.<\/p>\n
K\u0131z annemi d\u00fckkan\u0131n \u00f6teki taraf\u0131na do\u011fru g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Ben mayolara bak\u0131p oyalan\u0131yordum. Annem y\u00fcksek sesle seslendi<\/p>\n
-O\u011flum baksana\u2026 Ben de yine d\u00f6rd\u00fcn\u00fcn duyaca\u011f\u0131 bir \u015fekilde<\/p>\n
-Efendim anne?<\/p>\n
-Gel bak \u015fu modellere\u2026 Fikir ver bana\u2026<\/p>\n
Bizim anne o\u011ful oldu\u011fumuzu anlamalar\u0131n\u0131 istiyorduk. Bu bize ayr\u0131 bir zevk ve heyecan veriyordu. Sat\u0131c\u0131 k\u0131z\u0131n surat\u0131 bir tuhaf olmu\u015ftu. Annem<\/p>\n
\u2013 Ne dersin, \u015fu g\u00fczel mi? diye k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 dantelli bir k\u00fclot g\u00f6sterdi. Burun k\u0131v\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Ya anne bunlar iyi de\u011fil. String olsun. Dantelli olursa\u2026 Bir de mor renk bence m\u00fckemmel olur.<\/p>\n
Sat\u0131c\u0131 k\u0131z mor renkli, \u00fczeri dantelli, yer yer trasparan bir k\u00fclot getirdi. Sat\u0131c\u0131 k\u0131za bakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n
-Yaln\u0131z en k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck boy olsun l\u00fctfen\u2026 dedim. Annem<\/p>\n
-O\u011flum \u00f6yle k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck olursa etimi s\u0131kar dedi.<\/p>\n
-Annem, zaten kal\u00e7alar\u0131n k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck\u2026 K\u00fclot da kal\u00e7alar\u0131ndan biraz k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck olursa daha dolgun ve iri durur.<\/p>\n
Di\u011fer kad\u0131nlar da kulak kabartm\u0131\u015flard\u0131. Biz neydik? Anne o\u011ful gibi gezinen olgun kad\u0131n ve onun jigolosu mu? Rahat modern bir aile mi? Geni\u015f me\u015frepli ars\u0131z iki ki\u015fi mi? San\u0131r\u0131m en son ak\u0131llar\u0131na gelecek \u015fey benim annemi sikti\u011fimdi.<\/p>\n
Evet\u2026 Siz bilmiyorsunuz, ama \u015fu g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcz ufak tefek kad\u0131n benim annem.. Ve ben bu g\u00fczel, seksi kad\u0131n\u0131 am\u0131ndan, g\u00f6t\u00fcnden, a\u011fz\u0131ndan defalarca siktim. Art\u0131k o kadar \u00e7ok siki\u015ftik ki fantezi ar\u0131yoruz. Ve siz sevgili sat\u0131c\u0131 bayanlar\u2026 \u0130stemeyerek de olsa bu fanteziye hizmet ediyorsunuz.<\/p>\n
Sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n sat\u0131c\u0131 k\u0131za bakt\u0131m. Uzun boylu ve g\u00fczeldi. Alt\u0131nda dar bir tayt vard\u0131. \u0130\u00e7indeki k\u0131\u00e7\u0131na ka\u00e7an k\u00fclot belli belirsizdi. \u0130ri, dolgun \u00e7\u0131k\u0131k kal\u00e7alar\u0131na bakt\u0131m. \u0130nsan\u0131n b\u00f6yle bir afetle seks yapmak istememesine imkan yoktu.<\/p>\n
Acaba abisi ya da erkek karde\u015fi var m\u0131yd\u0131? Onlar da her g\u00fcn g\u00f6rd\u00fckleri \u015fu kal\u00e7alar, diri g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslere benim bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m gibi, kendilerine itiraf edemeseler de, bak\u0131yorlar m\u0131yd\u0131?<\/p>\n
Ya da babas\u0131 annesine binerken, hala bir seks hayatlar\u0131 varsa, bir an bile k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6t\u00fc g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcne gelmiyor muydu? Bence kim olursa olsun bu k\u0131za bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda sikini kald\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Aileden biri olsa bile\u2026<\/p>\n
Annemin sesiyle irkildim.<\/p>\n
\u2013 O\u011flum bakar m\u0131s\u0131n?<\/p>\n
\u2013 Efendim anne? Tamam geliyorum.<\/p>\n
Annem kabinin perdesinden kafas\u0131n\u0131 uzatm\u0131\u015f beni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yordu. Kabinin perdesinden kafam\u0131 i\u00e7eri uzatt\u0131m. Annem kabinde \u00e7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak soyunmu\u015ftu. Alt\u0131na avu\u00e7 i\u00e7inden k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck seksi k\u00fclodu giymi\u015fti.<\/p>\n
K\u00fclot am\u0131na iyice yap\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f, yar\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 meydana \u00e7\u0131karm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Annemin \u00e7\u0131plak meme u\u00e7lar\u0131na bakt\u0131m dut gibi irile\u015fmi\u015fti. Arkas\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6nd\u00fc. \u0130nce ip g\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7inde kaybolmu\u015ftu. Kal\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 ikiye aralay\u0131p neredeyse g\u00f6t deli\u011fine girmi\u015f mor dantelli ipi g\u00f6sterdi.<\/p>\n
E\u011fer zevkin ne oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011frenmek istiyorsan\u0131z bir i\u00e7 \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131r\u0131 d\u00fckkan\u0131na gidip annenizi \u00e7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak bir kabine sokun, el kadar bir k\u00fclot giydirip seyredin.<\/p>\n
-Oohhh orospu\u2026 diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Be\u015f dakika sonra annem kabinden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. K\u00fclodu masaya koydu.<\/p>\n
-Bunu alal\u0131m biz\u2026 Sat\u0131c\u0131 k\u0131z<\/p>\n
-S\u00fctyen d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr m\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fcz peki? diye sordu, annem kafa sallay\u0131p<\/p>\n
-Hay\u0131r\u2026 dedi. Ama bunun de\u011fi\u015fik renklerinden iki tane daha almak istiyorum.<\/p>\n
O k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck \u015feylere d\u00fcnyan\u0131n paras\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6dedik. K\u0131zlar\u0131n garipseyen bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 ensemizde oradan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k. K\u0131yafet reyonlar\u0131na bakt\u0131k. Girdi\u011fimiz bir ma\u011fazadan anneme dizinin neredeyse bir kar\u0131\u015f \u00fcst\u00fcnde pileli bir etek ald\u0131k.<\/p>\n
Annem oturdu\u011funda bald\u0131rlar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst k\u0131sm\u0131 meydana \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor, bacaklar\u0131n\u0131 hafif\u00e7e aralad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ap\u0131\u015f aras\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. Annem kabinde alt\u0131na darac\u0131k mor k\u00fclodunu giydi. Bir de ask\u0131l\u0131 hafif bol bir body ald\u0131k.<\/p>\n
Kabinin i\u00e7inde anneme bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda alt\u0131nda ete\u011fi, s\u00fctyensiz bol badisiyle seks filminden f\u0131rlam\u0131\u015f gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. Pahal\u0131 k\u0131yafetlerle ucuz bir orospu gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. Hepsini paket yapt\u0131rd\u0131k.<\/p>\n
Anneme bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda alt\u0131nda ete\u011fi, s\u00fctyensiz bol badisiyle bir seks filminden f\u0131rlam\u0131\u015f gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. Pahal\u0131 k\u0131yafetlerle ucuz bir orospu gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. Hepsini paket yapt\u0131rd\u0131k.<\/p>\n
Gece o giysileri giymi\u015f annemle ikimiz barlar soka\u011f\u0131na girdi\u011fimizde bakan d\u00f6n\u00fcp bir daha bak\u0131yordu. Annem bana,<\/p>\n
\u201cNereye gidece\u011fiz \u015fimdi?\u201d diye sordu.<\/p>\n
\u201cReggy m\u00fczik \u00e7al\u0131nan, zencilerin \u00e7ok\u00e7a oldu\u011fu bir bara gidece\u011fiz anne\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Bar\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131ndan ge\u00e7tik. \u0130\u00e7erisi her zamanki gibi afrikal\u0131 kayn\u0131yordu. Y\u00fcksek vol\u00fcml\u00fc \u00e7alan ve benim pek ho\u015fuma gitmeyen m\u00fczik konu\u015fmay\u0131 neredeyse imkans\u0131z hale getiriyordu. Buna ra\u011fmen insanlar yine de sohbet etmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
\u0130\u00e7erisi olduk\u00e7a karanl\u0131kt\u0131. Ortal\u0131kta gezinen k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131, mavi, sar\u0131 \u0131\u015f\u0131klar s\u00fcrekli yer de\u011fi\u015ftiriyordu. Annem bara oturup bacak bacak \u00fcst\u00fcne att\u0131. Bir ka\u00e7 g\u00f6z hemen \u00fczerinde toplanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bu gece anneme kayacak birini bulmak hi\u00e7 de zor olmayacak gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n
Vakit ilerleyip biz i\u00e7kileri arka arkaya i\u00e7erken, ortam iyice \u0131s\u0131nm\u0131\u015f, kalabal\u0131kla\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. H\u0131zlanan m\u00fczikle birlikte damarlar\u0131nda i\u00e7ki dolamaya ba\u015flayan annem kalkt\u0131. Kalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131n aras\u0131nda dans etmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Annem salland\u0131k\u00e7a birbirine de\u011fen g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcsleri hafif\u00e7e e\u011fildi\u011finde meydana \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
\u00d6nce \u00e7ekine \u00e7ekine ona yakla\u015fanlar, pervas\u0131z tav\u0131rlar\u0131 nedeniyle cesaretlenmi\u015flerdi iyice\u2026 Bir s\u00fcre sonra annem iki \u00fc\u00e7 tane zencinin aras\u0131nda kald\u0131. Tam istedi\u011fimiz gibiydi her \u015fey\u2026<\/p>\n
Zencilerden biri anneme iyice sokuldu. \u0130ri yap\u0131l\u0131 ve kasl\u0131yd\u0131. Annem ellerini adam\u0131n beline dolad\u0131. Zenci hemen tepki verdi. Elini annemin kal\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131n biraz \u00fcst\u00fcne att\u0131. Annem kas\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 adam\u0131n baca\u011f\u0131na yaslad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Zenci bundan cesaret al\u0131p k\u00fcrek gibi elleriyle annemin kal\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 avu\u00e7lad\u0131. Annem memelerini adam\u0131n kasl\u0131 g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne s\u00fcrt\u00fcyordu. M\u00fczi\u011fin ritmi e\u015fli\u011finde ileri geri hareket ederken resmen siki\u015fiyor gibiydiler.<\/p>\n
Zaten az sonra \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fmeye ba\u015flad\u0131lar. Annem adam\u0131n etli, k\u00f6fte gibi iri dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 emiyor, derin Frans\u0131z \u00f6p\u00fcc\u00fckleriyle dilini yal\u0131yordu. Adam annemi elinden tutup kuytu bir k\u00f6\u015feye g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Annem zenciyle bar\u0131n karanl\u0131k bir k\u00f6\u015fesine oturmu\u015ftu. Zenci elini annemin bacaklar\u0131na att\u0131. Siyah iri elleri annemin s\u00fct gibi beyaz bald\u0131rlar\u0131n\u0131 yo\u011furuyordu. Annem ise pantolonunun \u00fczerinden adam\u0131n erkeklik organ\u0131n\u0131 m\u0131nc\u0131klamakla me\u015fguld\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Zenci etraf\u0131na \u015f\u00f6yle bir bak\u0131nd\u0131. Bu underground karanl\u0131k ortamda herkes kafay\u0131 bulmu\u015f, kimse kimseyle ilgilenmiyordu. Ve elini annemin ete\u011finin i\u00e7ine att\u0131. Annem zevk i\u00e7inde kas\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n
Annem ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 zevke ra\u011fmen beni unutmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p benim onlar\u0131 heyecanla izledi\u011fimi g\u00f6r\u00fcnce g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi. Benim rahat\u00e7a g\u00f6rmem i\u00e7in bacaklar\u0131n\u0131 aralay\u0131nca ete\u011fi iyice s\u0131yr\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n
Adam annemin k\u00fclodunu kenara \u00e7eki\u015ftirmi\u015f \u00fc\u00e7 parma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 birden annemin am\u0131na sokup sokup \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yordu. O kal\u0131n, kocaman parmaklar adeta bir penis gibi annemi sikiyordu. Arada \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p parmaklar\u0131n\u0131 kokluyor, annemin am kokusunu al\u0131yor, ard\u0131ndan diliyle yalay\u0131p tekrar sokuyordu am\u0131na\u2026<\/p>\n
Zaman\u0131 gelmi\u015fti. Yanlar\u0131na yakla\u015ft\u0131m. Adam git ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131zdan der gibi bakt\u0131. Annem ingilizce,<\/p>\n
\u201cO benim o\u011flum\u2026\u201d dedi. Adam\u0131n surat ifadesi birden de\u011fi\u015fti. \u0130ri yar\u0131 zenciye,<\/p>\n
\u201cAnnemi sikmek ister misin?\u201c diye sordum.<\/p>\n
\u201c\u0130sterim\u201d dedi. Bir otele gitmeyi teklif ettik. Zenci ise \u00f6nce \u0131slak parmaklar\u0131na dilini de\u011fdirdi,<\/p>\n
\u201cAnnenin pusy \u00e7ok tatl\u0131\u2026 Ama oteli bo\u015f ver, bana gidelim. Arkada\u015flar\u0131m var, ama \u00e7\u0131kart\u0131r\u0131m onlar\u0131, rahat rahat siki\u015firiz.\u201d<\/p>\n
Ne kadar s\u00fcre konu\u015ftuk bilmiyorum. Adam nedense \u00e7ekinmi\u015fti. Bilmedi\u011fi bir yere gitmek istemiyor, hatta korkuyordu. San\u0131r\u0131m ka\u00e7ak m\u00fclteci gibi bir \u00e7ekincesi vard\u0131. Am sikmekten bile al\u0131koyuyordu onu\u2026 Raz\u0131 edemeyece\u011fimizi anlay\u0131nca,<\/p>\n
\u201cFuck\u2026 Ba\u015fka amc\u0131k yok?\u201d diyerek kalk\u0131p gitti.<\/p>\n
Annem ba\u015fka bir zenciyle daha yak\u0131nla\u015ft\u0131 ama ard\u0131ndan hemen uzakla\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u201cNe oldu anne?\u201d diye sordum.<\/p>\n
\u201cP\u00f6ff\u2026 Adam ter kokuyordu\u2026\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n
Bu arada di\u011fer zenci, arkada\u015flar\u0131na bizi g\u00f6sterip bir \u015feyler anlat\u0131yordu. \u00dc\u00e7 d\u00f6rt zencinin bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 \u00fczerimizde toplan\u0131nca tedirgin olduk. Ortam tehlikeli bir hale b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Bu zencilerin i\u00e7inde \u00e7e\u015fit \u00e7e\u015fit karanl\u0131k tipli adam vard\u0131. Uyu\u015fturucu satan, kad\u0131n satan, esrarke\u015f, eroinman\u2026<\/p>\n
Porno filmlerdeki kad\u0131nlar\u0131 ba\u011f\u0131rta ba\u011f\u0131rta siken s\u0131r\u0131m gibi kasl\u0131, d\u00fczg\u00fcn v\u00fccutlu, tenleri \u0131\u015f\u0131l \u0131\u015f\u0131l yanan harika zencilere hi\u00e7 benzemiyorlard\u0131. Bu u\u011fursuz tiplerden birine \u00e7atmaktan ve ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n belaya girmesinden korktuk, oradan h\u0131zla \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k.<\/p>\n
Niyeti bozarlarsa ben bile kurtaramazd\u0131m annemi\u2026 Aralar\u0131na al\u0131rlar, sabaha kadar sikerlerdi. O koca sikleriyle par\u00e7a par\u00e7a yaparlard\u0131 kad\u0131n\u0131\u2026 D\u0131\u015far\u0131ya \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda kazas\u0131z belas\u0131z kurtuldu\u011fumuza baya sevindim do\u011frusu\u2026<\/p>\n
Tabu (8), resim \u21162
\nTaksiye atlay\u0131p ba\u015fka bir semtte canl\u0131 dinleti m\u00fczi\u011fi yapan, k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 lo\u015f \u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 bir bara girdik. Buras\u0131 daha \u00e7ok sohbet etmek isteyenlerin se\u00e7ti\u011fi bir bard\u0131. \u0130\u00e7eri birlikte girdik ama ben bara annem tek ba\u015f\u0131na bir masaya oturdu.<\/p>\n
\u0130\u00e7eride genelde \u00e7iftler vard\u0131. Birka\u00e7 tane bayan bir iki de adam\u2026 Tabi ki yabanc\u0131 ve zenci hi\u00e7 yoktu.<\/p>\n
Annemin kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n, uzun boylu bir adam oturdu. Annem bara benim yan\u0131ma do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc. Boyu k\u0131sa oldu\u011fundan hafif\u00e7e y\u00fckselip barmene seslendi. Kal\u00e7alar\u0131 d\u0131\u015fa do\u011fru \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f, ete\u011fi havalanm\u0131\u015f neredeyse kal\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131n hizas\u0131na gelmi\u015fti. E\u011fildi\u011fi i\u00e7in memeleri oldu\u011fu gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n
Barmen geldi i\u00e7kiyi doldurdu. Annemin memelerini s\u00fczd\u00fckten sonra arkas\u0131ndan g\u00f6t\u00fcne do\u011fru bakt\u0131. Annem masaya d\u00f6nd\u00fckten sonra kendine bakan adama do\u011fru bacaklar\u0131n\u0131 aralad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Adam annemin am\u0131na yap\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f k\u00fclodunu oldu\u011fu gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcyordu. Fakat gereksiz bir \u00e7ekingenlikle anneme yakla\u015fam\u0131yordu. Nihayet annem \u00e7antas\u0131ndan bir sigara \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p etraf\u0131na bak\u0131n\u0131nca cesaretini toplad\u0131, ona do\u011fru e\u011filip sigaras\u0131n\u0131 yakt\u0131. Bir s\u00fcre konu\u015ftular. Annem bir ara beni i\u015faret etti. Adam biraz \u00fcrkek tav\u0131rlarla benim yan\u0131ma yakla\u015ft\u0131<\/p>\n
\u201cAffedersin\u2026 \u015euradaki bayanla konu\u015ftum, bu geceyi onunla ge\u00e7irebilmek i\u00e7in sizinle konu\u015fmam gerekti\u011fini s\u00f6yledi.\u201d<\/p>\n
Adama \u201cNas\u0131l iyi sikebilir misin? \u201c diye sormay\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrken \u015fok olaca\u011f\u0131m bir c\u00fcmle sarf etti.<\/p>\n
\u201cSaati ne kadar?\u201c<\/p>\n
Adam resmen annemi orospu, beni de pezevengi sanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bozuntuya vermedim<\/p>\n
\u201cYapar\u0131z sana bir \u015feyler\u2026 Standart fiyat y\u00fcz dolar\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSaati mi?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cGeceli\u011fi\u2026 Art\u0131 olarak otel masraf\u0131\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBen l\u00fcks otelde kal\u0131yorum zaten\u2026 Sorun de\u011fil. Peki nas\u0131l muamelesi? \u0130yi midir yatakta?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201c\u0130stedi\u011fin gibi kullan \u00f6nden, a\u011fz\u0131ndan, arkadan bin\u2026 Baksana ufak tefek hatun\u2026 Evir \u00e7evir ge\u00e7ir\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201dTamam uygundur\u2026\u201d Adam\u0131n fiyat\u0131 \u00e7ok ucuz buldu\u011funu sezmi\u015ftim.<\/p>\n
\u201cYaln\u0131z fiyat\u0131n bu kadar uygun olmas\u0131n\u0131n \u015fart\u0131 var\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNedir?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201c\u0130\u015fi yaparken ben de odada olaca\u011f\u0131m. Prensip meselesi, g\u00fcvenlik y\u00fcz\u00fcnden\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Adam \u015f\u00f6yle bir s\u00fczd\u00fc beni\u2026 Bir s\u00fcre d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcp peki dedi. D\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p taksi \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rmas\u0131n\u0131 istedim. Annem koluma girdi, beraber d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya \u00e7\u0131karken merakla f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131<\/p>\n
\u201cNe konu\u015ftunuz herifle bu kadar?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSeni o adama bu geceli\u011fine satt\u0131m. Kald\u0131\u011f\u0131 otele gidiyoruz. Bu gece y\u00fcz dolarl\u0131k siki\u015feceksin bu herifle\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cOfff\u2026 Manyak o\u011flan\u2026 Pezevenk seni\u2026 Anneci\u011fini y\u00fcz dolara satt\u0131n demek ha? \u015eimdiden am\u0131m suland\u0131 biliyor musun?\u201d<\/p>\n
Olduk\u00e7a l\u00fcks olan otele gidip adam\u0131n odas\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k. Ben, annem ve adam vard\u0131k. \u00c7ift ki\u015filik yata\u011f\u0131n yan\u0131na bir sandalye \u00e7ekip oturdum. Annem yata\u011fa oturdu. Adam bana d\u00f6n\u00fcp<\/p>\n
\u201cBurada m\u0131 oturacaks\u0131n ger\u00e7ekten? Ben kad\u0131n\u0131 sikerken sen oturup bakacak m\u0131s\u0131n?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cEvet. Unutma pe\u015fin pe\u015fin kabul ettin bunu\u2026 Ha unutmadan, \u00fccreti de pe\u015fin alay\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u00d6zellikle s\u00f6ylemi\u015ftim bunu\u2026 Adam paray\u0131 c\u00fczdan\u0131ndan iki tane ellilik dolar \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p bana uzatt\u0131. Ben uzatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 pe\u015fin siki\u015f paras\u0131n\u0131 cebime bakmadan koyarken, annemin g\u00f6zlerinin i\u00e7ine bak\u0131yordum. G\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi bana\u2026<\/p>\n
O yan\u0131m\u0131zdayken \u201ckad\u0131n\u0131 sikmekten\u201d bahsediyordu herif\u2026 Ho\u015funa gitmi\u015fti kalta\u011f\u0131n\u2026 Hem yabanc\u0131 bir erkekle, bir orospu gibi para kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nda sevi\u015fecek, zevk alacakt\u0131, hem de bunu o\u011flunun \u00f6n\u00fcnde yapacakt\u0131. Katmerli\u2026<\/p>\n
Annem adam\u0131n elinden tuttu, memelerini ok\u015fatmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Di\u011fer yandan ete\u011finin alt\u0131ndan k\u00fclodunu \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p adama koklatt\u0131. Am kokusunu burun deliklerine \u00e7eken ve ba\u015ftan \u00e7\u0131kan adam mest olmu\u015f, iyice gerilmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n
Annem adam\u0131 yata\u011fa yat\u0131r\u0131p tela\u015f ve heyecanla pantolonunu ve k\u00fclodunu \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. Adam yar\u0131m sertle\u015fmi\u015fti. Bu haliyle bile siki hayvan siki gibiydi. Annem o hayvan siki a\u011fz\u0131na ald\u0131. Yukar\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 emerken di\u011fer yandan adam\u0131n ta\u015faklar\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015fuyor, s\u0131k\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Bir s\u00fcre sonra adam\u0131n devasa yara\u011f\u0131 annemin k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck a\u011fz\u0131na s\u0131\u011fmayacak hale geldi. Annem yara\u011f\u0131 \u0131s\u0131rmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Kafas\u0131n\u0131 emiyor g\u00f6vdesinde dilini gezdiriyordu.<\/p>\n
Ben ise hemen diplerindeki sandalyeye oturmu\u015f, adam\u0131n annemi siki\u015fini izliyor, pantolonumun \u00fcst\u00fcnden sikimi ok\u015fay\u0131p s\u0131k\u0131yordum. Annem adam\u0131n ta\u015faklar\u0131n\u0131 emmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Sar\u0131 t\u00fcyl\u00fc ta\u015faklar\u0131n k\u0131llar\u0131n\u0131 emiyor \u00e7eki\u015ftiriyordu. Bir ara adam annemin a\u011fz\u0131na neredeyse tamamen soktu. Annem<\/p>\n
\u201cAarggghhh\u2026\u201d diye inledi. A\u011fz\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131 adam sikini\u2026 \u201cOoohh bo\u011faz\u0131ma dayand\u0131 valla\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Adamla annem \u00e7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak kalm\u0131\u015flar, \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131n gibi sevi\u015fiyorlard\u0131. Annemin bacaklar\u0131n\u0131 aralay\u0131p yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 tek hamlede s\u0131r\u0131ls\u0131klam olmu\u015f amc\u0131\u011f\u0131na k\u00f6k\u00fcne kadar yerle\u015ftirdi. Annem \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 bast\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u201cOohhh\u2026 Harika\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Ben de fermuar\u0131m\u0131 indirmi\u015f, \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131m sikimi ok\u015famaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Adam\u0131n damarl\u0131, uzun ve kal\u0131n yara\u011f\u0131 annemin am\u0131nda bir g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyor, sonra da yar\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7inde kayboluyordu. Adam\u0131n sadece h\u0131zl\u0131 ve keskin solu\u011fu duyuluyordu.<\/p>\n
Annem ise s\u00fcrekli inliyor, ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131yor, adam\u0131 istedi\u011fi gibi y\u00f6nlendiriyordu alt\u0131nda\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cOohh\u2026 M\u0131mm\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cEvetttt\u2026 Ge\u00e7irr\u2026 \u0130\u015fte b\u00f6yle ohhh evevvtt \u0131\u0131\u0131\u0131hhh \u0131hhhhhhh ahhh daha h\u0131zl\u0131\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSa\u011fa kay biraz\u2026 Aahhh can\u0131m yan\u0131yor\u2026 Evet, \u015fimdi iyi\u2026 Hadi ge\u00e7ir\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cOohhh\u2026 Uuhhh\u2026 Hayvannn\u2026 Ohhh\u2026 Erke\u011fim benim\u2026 Hayvan gibisin\u2026 Sik beniii\u2026 Ohhh\u2026 Oofff\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck diri kal\u00e7alar\u0131 yara\u011f\u0131n \u00fczerinde yukar\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 inip kalk\u0131yor, ara s\u0131ra sa\u011fa sola \u00e7eviriyordu. Sonunda,<\/p>\n
\u201cGeliyorum\u2026 Geliyorummm\u2026\u201d diye inledi annem\u2026 Sars\u0131larak bo\u015falmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Adamda bir hareket yoktu, anam\u0131 hayvan gibi sikmeye devam ediyordu. Annem<\/p>\n
\u201cDurma sak\u0131n\u2026 Durma\u2026 Devam\u2026 Sik beni\u2026\u201d diye inledi orgazm yorgunlu\u011funda\u2026<\/p>\n
Adam annemin am sular\u0131na bulanm\u0131\u015f yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 am\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p a\u011fz\u0131na verdi. Annem \u015fimdi tekrar yal\u0131yordu. Evet zenciye niyet etmi\u015ftik ama bu adam \u00e7ok daha iyiydi.<\/p>\n
Annem yara\u011f\u0131 kavrad\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi memelerinin aras\u0131na s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131. \u015eimdi g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerinin aras\u0131nda gidip geliyordu. \u0130ri yarak annemin yuvarlak memelerini s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131k\u00e7a d\u0131\u015far\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131yor, sa\u011fa sola \u00e7arp\u0131yordu. Adam annemi yan \u00e7evirip iki bacak aras\u0131na girdi. O pozisyonda yerle\u015ftirdi. Annem<\/p>\n
\u201cOoooohhhhh\u2026\u201d diye zevkle inledi. Herif ge\u00e7irdik\u00e7e lap lap diye diye ses \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor, annemin ba\u015fta kal\u00e7alar\u0131 t\u00fcm v\u00fccudu titriyordu. Annemin her yan\u0131 uyu\u015fmu\u015f g\u00f6zleri kapanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Adam sayd\u0131rmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Annem ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131<\/p>\n
\u201cOohhh\u2026 Ge\u00e7ir erke\u011fimm\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Adam bu kez annemi domaltt\u0131, saat gibi atan g\u00f6t deli\u011fine kafas\u0131n\u0131 dayad\u0131. Annem inledi,<\/p>\n
\u201cHay\u0131r\u2026 Senin sikin \u00e7ok iri\u2026 \u00c7ok b\u00fcy\u00fck\u2026 Alamam\u201d. Adam<\/p>\n
\u201cOrospulukta alamam var m\u0131 fahi\u015fe?\u201d diye inledi adam\u2026 Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bana \u00e7evirdi,<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00d6yle de\u011fil mi? Paras\u0131n\u0131 verdim, istedi\u011fim gibi sikmek hakk\u0131m\u2026 S\u00f6ylesene sen de\u2026 Pazarl\u0131k yaparken her \u015fey dahil demedin mi?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDo\u011fru s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorsun\u2026\u201d dedim \u00e7ok bilirmi\u015f gibi\u2026 \u201cParas\u0131n\u0131 pe\u015fin ald\u0131k. \u0130ster am\u0131na koyars\u0131n, ister g\u00f6t\u00fcnden sikersin. Hadi yavrum, sesini kes de i\u015fini yap. Adam zevkini als\u0131n i\u015fte\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cY\u00fcz dolara g\u00f6t\u00fcm\u00fc siktirmem ben\u2026\u201d dedi annem de\u2026 Ka\u015farlanm\u0131\u015f bir orospudan fark\u0131 yoktu. \u201cHi\u00e7 olmazsa elli dolar daha ver, can\u0131m\u0131 yakacaks\u0131n, biliyorum.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cTamam ulan am\u0131na kodu\u011fumun\u2026 Sen beni memnun et, y\u00fcz dolar veririm sana\u2026 Yeter ki b\u0131rak \u015fu g\u00f6t\u00fcnden sikeyim seni\u2026 Oh, darac\u0131k g\u00f6t deli\u011fine koymadan b\u0131rakmam seni ulan\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMadem \u00f6yle, peki\u2026 Sik o zaman\u2026 G\u00f6t\u00fcm\u00fc de sik\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Adam bunun \u00fczerine tekrar g\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fcn deli\u011fine dayand\u0131 annemin\u2026 Bol t\u00fck\u00fcr\u00fckle \u0131slatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 koca yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bir anda k\u00f6k\u00fcne kadar ge\u00e7irdi.<\/p>\n
\u201cAhhhh\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Ben kas\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ve kendimden ge\u00e7mi\u015f bir halde annemin d\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc izliyordum. Adam annemi kelimenin tam anlam\u0131yla sikiyordu. Annemin ilk ba\u015ftaki ac\u0131 \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131 zevk feryatlar\u0131na d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Annem domalmaktan yorulmu\u015f olacak ki adam\u0131n yara\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcnden \u00e7\u0131kmadan y\u00fcz \u00fcst\u00fc uzand\u0131. Adam yine h\u0131zland\u0131. Tam bir azg\u0131n bo\u011fa gibiydi.<\/p>\n
Yata\u011fa s\u0131rt \u00fcst\u00fc uzand\u0131, annemin s\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131 kendine do\u011fru \u00e7evirdi. Annemin arkas\u0131 adam\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcne d\u00f6n\u00fckt\u00fc, o vaziyette sikinin \u00fczerine oturdu. Adam\u0131n siki annemin am\u0131na tersten girmi\u015fti. Adam bir yandan annemin kal\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 tokatl\u0131yor di\u011fer yandan annemin g\u00f6t deli\u011fini parmakl\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Annem \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k atarak bir kez daha geldi. Adam\u0131n da dayanacak takati kalmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Sikini \u00e7ekti, h\u0131zla kalk\u0131p annemin \u00f6n\u00fcne ge\u00e7ti, surat\u0131na bo\u015fald\u0131. Tazyikli bir \u015fekilde spermlerini f\u0131\u015fk\u0131rt\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Ben de dayanamay\u0131p annemin surat\u0131na att\u0131rmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Annemin y\u00fcz\u00fc d\u00f6l i\u00e7inde kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. G\u00fclmeye ba\u015flad\u0131 dilini dudaklar\u0131nda \u015f\u00f6yle bir gezdirip yalayabildi\u011fi kadar d\u00f6l yuttu.<\/p>\n
\u201cManyaks\u0131n\u0131z lan siz\u2026\u201d dedi adam g\u00fclerek\u2026 Kalkt\u0131, \u00e7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak, yeni bo\u015fal\u0131p p\u00f6rs\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f sikini sallaya sallaya c\u00fczdan\u0131n\u0131 ald\u0131, bir y\u00fcz dolar daha \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p bana verdi.<\/p>\n
\u201cAl bakal\u0131m\u2026 Ama g\u00fczel kar\u0131ym\u0131\u015f seninki\u2026 G\u00fczel siki\u015fti, ili\u011fimi kuruttu. Bir \u015fey soraca\u011f\u0131m\u2026 Do\u011fru s\u00f6yle bana\u2026 Siz asl\u0131nda profesyonel de\u011filsiniz de\u011fil mi?\u201d<\/p>\n
Bir elimdeki y\u00fcz dolara bakt\u0131m, bir adama\u2026 Sonra da yatakta \u00e7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak, yorgun arg\u0131n yatan kad\u0131na\u2026 Sevgiyle g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedim ona,<\/p>\n
\u201c\u0130yi bildin. De\u011filiz\u2026\u201d dedim. \u201cNe ben pezevengim, ne bu kad\u0131n orospu\u2026 Bizim i\u00e7in fantaziydi bu\u2026 Zevk i\u00e7in yap\u0131yoruz. Belki de son kez\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNeyin oluyor peki?\u201d dedi adam merakla\u2026 \u201cE\u015fin olamaz, ya\u015f fark\u0131n\u0131z var.\u201d<\/p>\n
Yataktan kalkm\u0131\u015f, k\u00fclodunu elbiselerini giymekte olan annem dondu, bana bakt\u0131. Bir an bak\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Merakla verece\u011fim yan\u0131t\u0131 bekliyordu. G\u00fcl\u00fcmsedim,<\/p>\n
\u201cAnnem o benim\u2026\u201d dedim.<\/p>\n
\u201cHassiktiirr\u2026\u201d dedi g\u00f6zleri falta\u015f\u0131 gibi a\u00e7\u0131lan adam\u2026 \u201cGer\u00e7ekten mi?\u201d Bu kez annem s\u00f6ze kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131,<\/p>\n
\u201cEvet\u2026 O benim o\u011flum\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201c\u0130nan\u0131l\u0131r gibi de\u011fil. Bir ya\u015f\u0131ma daha girdim.\u201d<\/p>\n
Adam\u0131n hayret dolu bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 alt\u0131nda konu\u015fmadan giyindik annemle\u2026 Oday\u0131 ve oteli terk ettik. Sabah\u0131n alacakaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda bir taksiyi durdurup kendimizi eve att\u0131k. Taksiciye siki\u015ften kazand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z dolarlardan bir ellilik uzat\u0131p<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00dcst\u00fc kals\u0131n\u2026\u201d dedi\u011fimde adam\u0131n g\u00f6zleri parlad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Annemin ilk ve son kez yabanc\u0131 bir erkekle siki\u015fti\u011fi o g\u00fcn, ilerideki sevi\u015fmelerimizde bize derin bir fantezi d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131n kap\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7m\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
Aradan bir ka\u00e7 hafta ge\u00e7mi\u015fti. Annemle kar\u015f\u0131 tarafta oturan bir akrabam\u0131z\u0131n \u00e7ocu\u011funun s\u00fcnnet d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcne gitmek i\u00e7in bulu\u015fmu\u015ftuk.<\/p>\n
Siyah rugandan ince y\u00fcksek topuklu iskarpinleri, s\u00fcper ince siyah naylon \u00e7orab\u0131, diz hizas\u0131nda siyah d\u00fcz kesim ete\u011fi, beyaz g\u00f6mle\u011fi, boynundaki sade g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f kolyesi, d\u00fcz taranm\u0131\u015f sa\u00e7lar\u0131 ve hafif makyaj\u0131yla annem bir bayan memur edas\u0131yla han\u0131m han\u0131mc\u0131k, d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne gitmeye haz\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Pek vaktimiz kalmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Acilen \u00e7\u0131kmam\u0131z gerekiyordu. Ben de tak\u0131m elbise giymi\u015ftim. Annem ayakkab\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n tokas\u0131n\u0131 takmak i\u00e7in e\u011fildi\u011finde elimi kal\u00e7as\u0131na att\u0131m. Elimi tutup \u00e7ekti.<\/p>\n
\u201c\u015ei\u015f\u015ft yaramazl\u0131k yok\u2026\u201d dedi. \u201cBiliyorsun \u00e7ok az vaktimiz kald\u0131, acele etmeliyiz. Kuzeninin s\u00fcnnetine ge\u00e7 kal\u0131rsak \u00e7ok ay\u0131p ederiz, ka\u00e7 g\u00fcn \u00f6nceden haber verdiler.\u201d<\/p>\n
Elimi \u00e7orapl\u0131 baca\u011f\u0131na att\u0131m. \u0130nce siyah \u00e7orab\u0131n \u00fczerinden \u015f\u00f6yle bir ok\u015fad\u0131m. Elimi yine hafif\u00e7e \u00e7ekti. Onu k\u0131zd\u0131rmak istiyordum. Bilerek ho\u015funa gitmeyecek \u015feyler s\u00f6ylemeye ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u201cBiliyor musun anne? Day\u0131m\u0131n kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6t\u00fcne hastay\u0131m, dibine kadar ge\u00e7irmek isterdim ona\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cO\u011flum\u2026!\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNe var anne? As\u0131l day\u0131m\u0131n k\u0131z\u0131na ne dersin? Oohh ayn\u0131 annesi gibi, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck tefecik\u2026 Ama ne koyulur ona biliyor musun? F\u0131nd\u0131k gibi amc\u0131\u011f\u0131 vard\u0131r.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cTerbiyesizlik etme de y\u00fcr\u00fc\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Elimi annemin memelerine at\u0131p s\u0131kt\u0131m<\/p>\n
\u201cNe dersin anne? Day\u0131 k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n amc\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u0131ll\u0131 m\u0131d\u0131r daha bu ya\u015fta? Senin amc\u0131\u011f\u0131n gibi k\u0131llar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f m\u0131d\u0131r?\u201d<\/p>\n
Annemin sinirler tepesine \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u00d6nce,<\/p>\n
\u201cYapma, g\u00f6mle\u011fimi buru\u015fturuyorsun\u2026\u201d diye \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131, susmad\u0131m. Kula\u011f\u0131na f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131m<\/p>\n
\u201cOohhh\u2026 \u00dc\u00e7\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc ayn\u0131 yatakta sikmek isterdim\u2026 \u00dcst \u00fcste yat\u0131r\u0131p s\u0131rayla am\u0131n\u0131za koymak isterdim.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cO\u011flum!!! Bunlar\u0131 ba\u015ftan konu\u015fmu\u015ftuk. Sen sap\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ele almak istiyorsun anla\u015f\u0131lan\u2026 Sesini kes de y\u00fcr\u00fc, \u00e7\u0131kal\u0131m art\u0131k\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cK\u0131skand\u0131n m\u0131 yoksa k\u0131z? Seni sikiyorum da, day\u0131m\u0131n kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 neden sikemeyeyim, s\u00f6ylesene bana\u2026 Senin am\u0131na koyunca sap\u0131k olmuyor muyum?\u201d<\/p>\n
H\u0131rsla s\u00f6ylenerek elini kap\u0131n\u0131n koluna att\u0131. Kolu tutan elini s\u0131k\u0131ca kavray\u0131p geri \u00e7ektim. Bana do\u011fru h\u0131\u015f\u0131mla d\u00f6nd\u00fc. O anda anneme \u015fiddetli bir tokat yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131m. Savruldu, portmantonun dibine d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Ete\u011fi bacaklar\u0131ndan s\u0131yr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bald\u0131rlar\u0131 meydana \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Neye u\u011frad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u015fa\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Eliyle k\u0131zaran yana\u011f\u0131n\u0131 tutarak,<\/p>\n
\u201cNe yap\u0131yorsun sen?\u201d diye hayk\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u201cOrospu\u2026 Alt\u0131mda inlerken b\u00f6yle demiyordun ama\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNe yap\u0131yorsun sen ya? Delirdin mi?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNe mi yap\u0131yorum? O darac\u0131k amc\u0131\u011f\u0131na ge\u00e7irece\u011fim senin\u2026 Sikece\u011fim seni kanc\u0131k\u2026\u201d Annem fantezi yapmak istedi\u011fimi anlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u201cO\u011flumm\u2026 \u015eimdi fantezinin s\u0131ras\u0131 de\u011fil\u2026 Ge\u00e7 kalaca\u011f\u0131z ay\u0131p olacak.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSiktir ordan orospu\u2026 Fanteziymi\u015f. O\u011flunum ulan ben senin\u2026 \u0130nsan hi\u00e7 \u00f6z o\u011fluna siktirir mi kendini? Yarrak hastas\u0131 fahi\u015fe\u2026 Senin gibi annenin g\u00f6t\u00fcne koyay\u0131m ben\u2026 Koyacam da zaten\u2026 Merak etme sen\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Annemi sa\u00e7\u0131ndan ve kolundan s\u00fcr\u00fckleyip, hafif hafif tekmeleyerek yatak odas\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm, yata\u011fa yat\u0131rd\u0131m. \u00c7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131yordu. A\u011fz\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne bir iki tokat daha ge\u00e7irdim. Ellerimle g\u00f6mle\u011fini iki yakas\u0131ndan tutup, cart diye ikiye ay\u0131rd\u0131m. B\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fc\u011fmeleri koptu, etrafa da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n
Memelerinden biri k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 s\u00fctyeninden d\u0131\u015far\u0131 f\u0131rlad\u0131. Sa\u011f dizimi omuzuna bast\u0131r\u0131p s\u00fctyenini \u00e7ekip kopard\u0131m. S\u0131rt\u00fcst\u00fc \u00e7evirdim h\u0131rsla, sert\u00e7e\u2026 Annemin g\u00fcc\u00fc t\u00fckenmi\u015fti, pelte gibiydi alt\u0131mda, y\u00fcz\u00fckoyun yat\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Sa\u011f bile\u011finden s\u00fctyeniyle yatak ba\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131na s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 ba\u011flad\u0131m. Kravat\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kart\u0131p di\u011fer elini de kravat\u0131mla ba\u011flad\u0131m. \u00dcst k\u0131sm\u0131 tamamen \u00e7\u0131plakt\u0131. Alt\u0131nda ete\u011fi, jartiyer \u00e7oraplar\u0131 ve ayakkab\u0131lar\u0131 kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131, \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131p duruyordu.<\/p>\n
Ete\u011fini yukar\u0131ya, beline s\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131m. Alt\u0131nda g-strig dantelli k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 k\u00fclodu vard\u0131. \u00c7ekip \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m. \u0130ki yana \u00e7ekti\u011fimde string k\u00fclodunun ipleri kolayca koptu. Annemin s\u0131rt\u0131na \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p dantelli k\u00fclodu, am\u0131na ve g\u00f6t\u00fcne gelen a\u011f k\u0131s\u0131mlar\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131na gelecek \u015fekilde annemin a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flad\u0131m. \u0130ncecik kenarlar\u0131n\u0131 birbirine d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmledim.<\/p>\n
S\u00fct beyaz\u0131 kal\u00e7alar\u0131 ve k\u0131ll\u0131 am\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131mdayd\u0131. \u00d6yle g\u00fczel bir g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fc vard\u0131 ki\u2026 Sikim zonklamaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 iyice\u2026 E\u011fildim. K\u0131llar\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015famaya ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u201cSeni azg\u0131n orospu, neden kesmiyorsun bu amc\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n k\u0131llar\u0131n\u0131? Oohhh\u2026 \u00c7ok uzam\u0131\u015flar ama\u2026 Orman gibi amc\u0131\u011f\u0131n fahi\u015fe\u2026 Kendini seksi hissediyorsun uzat\u0131nca, de\u011fil mi?\u201d<\/p>\n
Bir \u015feyler m\u0131r\u0131ldand\u0131, ama a\u011fz\u0131 ba\u011fl\u0131 oldu\u011fundan bir \u015fey anla\u015f\u0131lm\u0131yordu. Sikimi g\u00f6t deli\u011fine s\u00fcrtmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Kafas\u0131n\u0131 istemiyormu\u015f gibi iki yana sallad\u0131. Dinlemedim bile\u2026 Ald\u0131rmad\u0131m. Kuru kuruya g\u00f6t\u00fcne soktum.<\/p>\n
\u00c7ok zorlanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Zor giriyordu g\u00f6t\u00fcne\u2026 Annem a\u011fz\u0131 k\u00fcloduyla ba\u011fl\u0131 olmas\u0131na ra\u011fmen \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 bast\u0131. Can\u0131 \u00e7ok yan\u0131yordu, belliydi. Daha fazla uzatmad\u0131m. Fantazi de bir yere kadar\u2026 Kad\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fc yang\u0131n yerine \u00e7evirmek istemiyordum.<\/p>\n
Sikimi \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p ba\u015f taraf\u0131na gittim. S\u00fcrekli inliyordu. A\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 kapatan k\u00fclodu kenara \u00e7ekip sikimin ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131na dayad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u201cYala \u015funu anas\u0131n\u0131 sikti\u011fim orospusu\u2026\u201d diye h\u0131rlad\u0131m. \u201cYala, yoksa kuru kuru, ba\u011f\u0131rta ba\u011f\u0131rta sikmeye devam ederim seni\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
G\u00f6zlerinde ya\u015flarla dilini \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131 annem, yalamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Sa\u00e7\u0131ndan tutup kendime \u00e7ektim. Boynu k\u0131r\u0131lacak gibi gerildi, yine de sikimi yal\u0131yordu yar\u0131m yamalak\u2026 Bu kez tutup a\u011fz\u0131na soktum. Y\u00fcz\u00fckoyun ba\u011fl\u0131 oldu\u011fundan zor oluyordu ama, yine de ba\u015fard\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Belimi ileri geri yap\u0131p a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 sikmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. G\u0131rtla\u011f\u0131na kadar soktum. Yarra\u011f\u0131m\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 bademciklerine dayand\u0131, hareketsiz kal\u0131p nefessiz b\u0131rakt\u0131m annemi\u2026 \u00c7\u0131rp\u0131nmaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m tekrar\u2026<\/p>\n
Defalarca tekrarlad\u0131m bunu\u2026 Art\u0131k a\u011fz\u0131 k\u00f6p\u00fcrmeye, salyalar\u0131 akmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f, sikim s\u0131r\u0131ls\u0131klam olmu\u015ftu a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7inde gidip gelirken\u2026<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u0131kard\u0131m sikimi, k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 string k\u00fclodunu tekrar a\u011fz\u0131na t\u0131kt\u0131m, arkas\u0131na ge\u00e7tim. G\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fcn yanaklar\u0131n\u0131 ikiye ay\u0131rd\u0131m, yukar\u0131dan tam deli\u011finin \u00fczerine okkal\u0131 bir t\u00fckr\u00fck b\u0131rakt\u0131m. Onikiden vurmu\u015ftum, a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya, am\u0131na do\u011fru s\u00fcz\u00fclmesini beklemeden \u0131slak sikimin ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 o deli\u011fe bast\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Bu kez ya\u011f gibi kayd\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fcn deli\u011finde sikim\u2026 Ohhh\u2026 Ne zevkti\u2026 G\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fcn b\u00fcz\u00fc\u011f\u00fc bilezik gibi sarm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 sikimi\u2026 S\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131\u2026 S\u0131ms\u0131cak\u2026 Islak ve kaygan\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cG\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fcn deli\u011fi de amc\u0131\u011f\u0131n kadar zevk veriyor orospu\u2026\u201d dedim zevkle\u2026 \u201cHatta daha fazla zevk veriyor. G\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fc sikti\u011fimin fahi\u015fesi seni\u2026 G\u00f6t\u00fcne koyarak bo\u015falt\u0131cam seni bu gece\u2026 Sabaha kadar sikicem seni\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMmmhhh\u2026\u201d diye inleyerek \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nd\u0131, kal\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 sa\u011fa sola sallay\u0131p kurtulmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131 umutsuzca\u2026 T\u00fcm kaslar\u0131 gerilmi\u015fti. Bileklerini kurtarmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor, kollar\u0131n\u0131 gerip ba\u011flar\u0131ndan kurtulmak istiyordu bir yandan da\u2026 \u0130mkans\u0131z\u2026 Kravattan ve s\u00fctyeninin ba\u011flar\u0131ndan kurtulam\u0131yordu bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cBo\u015funa \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nma\u2026\u201d dedim kula\u011f\u0131na e\u011filerek\u2026 Tabi bunu yaparken sikim k\u00f6k\u00fcne kadar g\u00f6t\u00fcne yerle\u015fmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n
\u201cElin adam\u0131na dolar kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 siktirdin g\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fc anne\u2026 Elli dolara raz\u0131 oldun o gece\u2026 Orospu annem benim\u2026 G\u00f6t\u00fcne koydu herif\u2026 Benim \u00f6n\u00fcmde g\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fc siktirdin\u2026 Ama ben bedava sikicem seni\u2026 Zorla\u2026 Kanata kanata\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Dedi\u011fimi yapt\u0131m. Dakikalarca siktim g\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fc\u2026 \u00c7\u0131kar\u0131p \u0131slatt\u0131m, tekrar soktum. Alttan amc\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 parmakl\u0131yor, \u00fcstten g\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fc sikiyordum. Klitorisiyle oynarken zevke geliyordu iyice\u2026<\/p>\n
G\u00f6t\u00fcnde yara\u011f\u0131m, am\u0131nda parmaklar\u0131m, klitorisinde ba\u015fparma\u011f\u0131m varken bir de di\u011fer elimle memelerini s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131rmam delirtiyordu annemi\u2026 Orgazm kas\u0131lmalar\u0131 ba\u015flad\u0131. G\u00f6t deli\u011findeki sikimi hamur gibi yo\u011furuyordu an\u00fcs kaslar\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cImmmhhh\u2026 Mmmm\u2026.\u201d G\u00f6zlerinin ya\u015f\u0131yla rimeli makyaj\u0131 akm\u0131\u015f, ruju bula\u015fm\u0131\u015f, \u00e7orab\u0131 \u00e7izgi \u00e7izgi ka\u00e7m\u0131\u015f, da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir vaziyette, kas\u0131la kas\u0131la bo\u015fald\u0131 alt\u0131mda\u2026 Onunla beraber ben de g\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fcn deli\u011fine ak\u0131tt\u0131m spermlerimi\u2026<\/p>\n
Annemi saatlerce ba\u011fl\u0131 tuttum o yatakta\u2026 Ba\u011fl\u0131yken ben televizyon izliyor, bir iki lokma yemek yiyordum. Sikim kalk\u0131nca tekrar yata\u011fa gidiyor, eli kolu ba\u011fl\u0131, inleyip duran annemi sikiyordum.<\/p>\n
Sabaha kadar defalarca tecav\u00fcz ettim. Bazen am\u0131ndan, bazen g\u00f6t\u00fcnden, \u00e7ok\u00e7a a\u011fz\u0131ndan\u2026 Bazen tek elini \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcp s\u0131rt \u00fcst\u00fc yat\u0131r\u0131yor, jartiyer \u00e7orab\u0131 dizlerine kadar inmi\u015f bacaklar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131na giriyordum. Ba\u011fl\u0131 durmaktan uyu\u015fan kolunu kald\u0131rmaktan aciz kad\u0131n\u0131 pompalay\u0131p duruyor, memelerini \u0131s\u0131ra \u0131s\u0131ra emiyordum sikerken\u2026<\/p>\n
Annem ka\u00e7 kez bo\u015fald\u0131, ben ka\u00e7 defa am\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcne ak\u0131tt\u0131m bilmiyorum.<\/p>\n
Sabaha kar\u015f\u0131 annemi \u00e7\u00f6zd\u00fcm. Bitkin bir halde bana bakt\u0131 ve sar\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n
Tabu (9), resim \u21162
\nDudaklar\u0131ma bir \u00f6p\u00fcc\u00fck kondurup,<\/p>\n
\u201cCan\u0131m o\u011flum\u2026 Harikayd\u0131n\u2026\u201d diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131. \u201cBekledi\u011fimden daha sertti. Can\u0131m\u0131 yakt\u0131n, ama olsun. Yaln\u0131z, sak\u0131n bir daha deneme bunu, olur mu?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cPeki anneci\u011fim\u2026 Bir daha yapmam.\u201d<\/p>\n
Da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, ikimizin terleri, benim spermlerimle \u0131slanm\u0131\u015f, bumburu\u015fuk \u00e7ar\u015faflar\u0131 toplanm\u0131\u015f yatakta, \u00e7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak serilip kald\u0131k ikimiz de\u2026 Derin bir uykuya b\u0131rakt\u0131k kendimizi\u2026 Yorgun, bitkin, doymu\u015f\u2026<\/p>\n
G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda yine g\u00fcne\u015f do\u011fmu\u015ftu. Kalkt\u0131k, beraber g\u00fczel bir banyo yapt\u0131k. Annem k\u00fcvetin i\u00e7ine girip s\u0131cak suyun i\u00e7inde iyice temizlendi. Gecenin kirini, bedenindeki kurumu\u015f spermlerimi ar\u0131tt\u0131.<\/p>\n
Sonra da tekrar yata\u011fa ge\u00e7ip siki\u015fmedik, ama bir s\u00fcre sevi\u015ftik. Birbirimizi ok\u015fad\u0131k, \u00f6pt\u00fck, dudaklar\u0131m\u0131z, ellerimiz birbirimizin hassas b\u00f6lgelerinde doland\u0131. Uykuyla uyan\u0131kl\u0131k aras\u0131nda gidip geliyordum. A\u00e7\u0131k pencereden i\u00e7eri dolan r\u00fczgar tenimizde geziniyordu. \u0130\u00e7eriye g\u00fcne\u015f \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 dolmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n
Mis gibi kokuyordu bedeni\u2026 Sikim kalkt\u0131 yine\u2026 Parmaklar\u0131m bacak aras\u0131nda gezinirken \u0131slakl\u0131\u011f\u0131na dald\u0131. Onun da suyu akmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Birbirimize doymuyorduk bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc\u2026 G\u00f6zlerinin i\u00e7ine bakt\u0131m, arzuyla, \u015fehvetle bak\u0131yordu bana\u2026<\/p>\n
Elimi aram\u0131zdan \u00e7ekip \u0131slak parma\u011f\u0131m\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm: Dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 aralay\u0131p \u0131slak pembe dilini \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131, parma\u011f\u0131m\u0131 yalad\u0131. A\u011fz\u0131na soktum parmaklar\u0131m\u0131\u2026 Sanki am\u0131na sokmu\u015fum gibi \u0131slak ve s\u0131cak a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7inde emdi.<\/p>\n
\u201cDoymad\u0131n m\u0131 daha anne?\u201d dedim inleyerek\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cDoymad\u0131m\u2026 Doyam\u0131yorum bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc\u2026 Ya sen? Sen doydun mu?\u201d<\/p>\n
Elini tutup a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya indirdim. Ta\u015f gibi olmu\u015f sikimi tutturdum. Parmaklar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda s\u0131kt\u0131 \u015f\u00f6yle bir\u2026 G\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi sertli\u011fimi duyumsay\u0131nca, g\u00f6zleri parlad\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cDoymu\u015fa benziyor mu?\u201d dedim. \u201cSikim ta\u015f gibi oldu. Amc\u0131\u011f\u0131na girmek i\u00e7in deli oluyor.\u201d<\/p>\n
G\u00f6zlerini k\u0131rp\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131. Yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerde \u015f\u00f6yle bir gerinip bacaklar\u0131n\u0131 aralad\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u201cHadi gel\u2026\u201d dedi davetkar, yumu\u015fak, bal damlayan sesiyle\u2026 \u201cMadem doymad\u0131n, gel doyuray\u0131m seni bir tanem\u2026 \u0130kimiz de doyal\u0131m\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Bacaklar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131na girdim. Sikimi tutup ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u0131slak am dudaklar\u0131na bast\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u201cOhhh\u2026 \u00c7ok g\u00fczel\u2026\u201d diye inledi, boynuma sar\u0131ld\u0131 s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Hemen girmedim. Sikimi boydan boya s\u00fcrtt\u00fcrd\u00fcm amc\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n dudaklar\u0131 aras\u0131nda gezindim, ba\u015f\u0131yla klitorisine dayan\u0131p bast\u0131ra bast\u0131ra ok\u015fad\u0131m. Sertle\u015fmi\u015f klitorisini ok\u015fad\u0131k\u00e7a kendinden ge\u00e7ti annem\u2026 Kulak mememi \u0131s\u0131r\u0131rken,<\/p>\n
\u201cOhhh\u2026 Yeter art\u0131k\u2026 Sok \u015funu i\u00e7ime\u2026 Delirtme beni\u2026\u201d diyerek inledi.<\/p>\n
Soktum. Bir anda k\u00f6k\u00fcne kadar girdim amc\u0131\u011f\u0131na\u2026 Sikim kaygan vajinas\u0131na b\u0131\u00e7ak gibi sapland\u0131 bir anda\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cIhhh\u2026\u201d diye inledi dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 \u0131s\u0131rarak\u2026 Sonra kal\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 indirip kald\u0131rmaya ba\u015flad\u0131 alt\u0131mda\u2026 Zevkten kendimizi kaybettik, kas\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z vuru\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00c7\u0131lg\u0131n gibi debeleniyorduk yatakta\u2026 Bast\u0131ra bast\u0131ra sikiyordum kad\u0131n\u0131\u2026 Her yara\u011f\u0131m\u0131 am\u0131na g\u00f6md\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde adeta yata\u011fa \u00e7iviliyordum.<\/p>\n
\u201cGeliyorumm\u2026\u201d diye h\u0131rlad\u0131 sonunda bacaklar\u0131n\u0131 belime dolarken\u2026 \u201cOhhh\u2026 Hadi sen de gel\u2026 Beraber\u2026 Bo\u015fal i\u00e7ime sevgilim\u2026 Ohhh\u2026 Ak\u0131t bana\u2026 Hadi\u2026 Bo\u015fal\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Birbirimizin i\u00e7inde eridik sanki\u2026 Son bir k\u00f6klemeyle kald\u0131m en diplerinde\u2026 Ta\u015faklar\u0131m i\u00e7ine akt\u0131, s\u0131cak s\u0131cak kas\u0131larak bo\u015fald\u0131m. \u00dcst\u00fcne y\u0131\u011f\u0131l\u0131p kald\u0131m \u00f6ylece, bitkin, dermans\u0131z bir halde\u2026 Y\u00fcz\u00fcm boynuna g\u00f6m\u00fcl\u00fc, s\u0131cak nefesimle tenini yakarak nefes almaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Neden sonra annem aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131. Yata\u011f\u0131n kenar\u0131nda durup bana bakt\u0131. S\u0131rt\u00fcst\u00fc serilip kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m dal ta\u015fak yat\u0131yordum da\u011f\u0131n\u0131k yatakta\u2026 Spermlerim bacak i\u00e7lerinde parl\u0131yor, a\u015fa\u011f\u0131lara s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcyordu. Eliyle akan d\u00f6llerimi al\u0131p a\u011fz\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Diliyle yalad\u0131. Bana bak\u0131p g\u00fcld\u00fc,<\/p>\n
\u201cYa\u011fmur gibi ak\u0131t\u0131yorsun her seferinde\u2026 Her taraf\u0131mda spermlerin var. Am\u0131m yap\u0131\u015f yap\u0131\u015f\u2026 Gidip temizleneyim ben\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSen ger\u00e7ek bir orospu oldun fark\u0131nda m\u0131s\u0131n?\u201d diyerek g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedim ben de\u2026 \u201cUtanmaz, terbiyesiz orospunun tekisin sen\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
D\u00f6n\u00fcp banyoya gidiyordu bunu s\u00f6yledi\u011fimde\u2026 \u00c7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak, utanmazca\u2026 \u015euh bir kahkaha att\u0131 s\u00f6ylediklerime\u2026 \u0130ki eliyle kal\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 tutup, poposunu \u00e7alkalaya \u00e7alkalaya parmak u\u00e7lar\u0131na basa basa banyoya gitti. Arkas\u0131ndan g\u00fclerek bakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Geri d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde \u00e7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak bedenine ge\u00e7irdi\u011fi mor t\u00fclden transparan geceli\u011finden t\u00fcm v\u00fccudu ortaya \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131. V\u00fccuduna g\u00fcne\u015f \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 vurmu\u015ftu. Kafam\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p \u015f\u00f6yle bir bakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n
O benim annemdi. Y\u0131llarca sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcp\u00fcrge etmi\u015f, bana bak\u0131p b\u00fcy\u00fctm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Bana verebilece\u011fi her \u015feyi vermi\u015fti. Fakat art\u0131k d\u00f6rt d\u00f6rtl\u00fck bir anneydi.<\/p>\n
Kar\u015f\u0131layabilece\u011fi t\u00fcm ihtiya\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131layan m\u00fckemmel bir anneydi.<\/p>\n
O benim annemdi.<\/p>\n
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Odan\u0131n i\u00e7ine g\u00fcn \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 hen\u00fcz dolmu\u015f, sar\u0131 perdelerden s\u00fcz\u00fclen \u0131\u015f\u0131k oday\u0131 sonbahardaki a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n rengini an\u0131msatan sar\u0131mtrak bir renge b\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. A\u00e7\u0131k …<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3,8,11,14,16,23],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1075","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-aldatma-hikayeleri","category-baldiz-hikayeleri","category-ensest-hikayeler","category-escinsel-hikayeler","category-gay-hikayeleri","category-liseli-sikis-hikayeleri"],"yoast_head":"\n