Selam. Ad\u0131m Funda. 27 ya\u015f\u0131nday\u0131m, evliyim, \u00e7ocu\u011fum yok. Benden 15 ya\u015f
\nb\u00fcy\u00fck kocamla, ben \u00fcniversite s\u0131navlar\u0131na haz\u0131rlanmak i\u00e7in dersaneye
\ngiderken tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Despot baba evinin bask\u0131s\u0131ndan sonra, onun beni el
\n\u00fcst\u00fcnde tutan, sevecen davran\u0131\u015flar\u0131na kand\u0131m. Bana ve ev halk\u0131na ald\u0131\u011f\u0131
\ng\u00fczel hediyeler, iltifatlar, zenginli\u011fi, hem beni hem ailemi ikna etti.
\n\u00dcniversite planlar\u0131m \u00e7\u00f6pe at\u0131ld\u0131, k\u0131sa s\u00fcrede evleniverdik.<\/p>\n
Ve gerdek gecesinden itibaren, benim anlay\u0131\u015fl\u0131 olgun erke\u011fim kayboldu,
\ndaha do\u011frusu maskesini \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131, yerine cahil, kaba, h\u00f6d\u00fck, a\u015f\u0131r\u0131 k\u0131skan\u00e7
\nbir koca tipi geldi oturdu. Ni\u015fanl\u0131l\u0131k d\u00f6neminde (Prensesim! Yavrum!)
\ndiye etraf\u0131mda dolanan adam, daha ilk gece, benim korkular\u0131ma, kendimi
\nkasmama, \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nmalar\u0131ma hi\u00e7 ald\u0131rmadan, \u00fcst\u00fcmdeki gelinli\u011fi par\u00e7alayarak
\nsoydu beni. \u00c7\u0131plak, k\u00f6rpe, el de\u011fmemi\u015f bedenime sap\u0131k bir tecav\u00fczc\u00fc
\ngibi parlayan g\u00f6zlerle bakarken kendisi de soyundu. Ortaya \u00e7\u0131kan,
\nt\u0131knaz, a\u015f\u0131r\u0131 k\u0131ll\u0131 v\u00fccuduyla, romantik bir gerdek gecesi bekleyen saf
\nk\u0131z\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne adeta sald\u0131r\u0131p debelenmeye ba\u015flad\u0131\u0085<\/p>\n
Murad\u0131na erip, ter su i\u00e7ersinde, \u00f6k\u00fcz gibi soluya soluya yan tarafa
\ndevrildi\u011finde, ben bacak aramdan yata\u011fa s\u00fcz\u00fclen bekaret kan\u0131mla,
\nyanaklar\u0131mdan yast\u0131\u011fa s\u00fcz\u00fclen g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131mla, kas\u0131klar\u0131mdaki ac\u0131 ve korkun\u00e7
\npi\u015fmanl\u0131\u011f\u0131mla tavan\u0131 seyrediyordum. Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 yan tarafa \u00e7evirdi\u011fimde
\nyerde parampar\u00e7a edilmi\u015f gelinli\u011fime ili\u015fti g\u00f6z\u00fcm. \u0130\u00e7imdeki pi\u015fmanl\u0131k
\nkas\u0131klar\u0131mdaki sanc\u0131y\u0131 bast\u0131rd\u0131, (Tanr\u0131m, ben ne yapt\u0131m?) dedim kendi
\nkendime. Ve bug\u00fcne kadar, nerdeyse 10 senedir bu c\u00fcmleyle ya\u015fad\u0131m, (Ben
\nne yapt\u0131m?).<\/p>\n
Geriye d\u00f6nmek yok, babam kap\u0131y\u0131 bile a\u00e7maz. \u0130leriye gitmek yok, lise
\ndiplomas\u0131yla hi\u00e7bir becerim olmadan ne yapabilirim, kendime nas\u0131l bir
\nya\u015fam kurabilirim? Bunca sene bir bitki gibi bu adamla evlilik ya\u015fad\u0131m.
\nAk\u015famlar\u0131 i\u00e7ki sigara kokular\u0131yla, genelde alkoll\u00fc eve geli\u015fi. \u00dc\u00e7 be\u015f,
\nkendi ilgi alan\u0131ndan, benim umursamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m konu\u015fmalar\u0131. Yata\u011fa giri\u015fi.
\nK\u0131ll\u0131 g\u00f6bekli, i\u011fren\u00e7 g\u00f6vdesiyle \u00fcst\u00fcme \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131. Ve \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fmesiz ok\u015famas\u0131z,
\nk\u0131sa s\u00fcren bir seks. Kendisi bo\u015fal\u0131r, yana devrilip horlamaya ba\u015flar. Ya
\na\u015f\u0131r\u0131 derecede k\u0131skan\u00e7l\u0131\u011f\u0131na ne demeli? Su\u00e7um gen\u00e7 ve g\u00fczel olmak.
\nD\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kmak yok, arkada\u015f aile g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmesi yok, perdeler kapal\u0131, alt
\nkattaki kirac\u0131larla s\u0131n\u0131rl\u0131 ili\u015fki, tam bir esir hayat\u0131. \u00c7ocu\u011fumun
\nolmamas\u0131n\u0131 da ba\u015f\u0131ma kakt\u0131 her f\u0131rsatta. Bense hi\u00e7 \u00fcz\u00fclmedim buna.
\nD\u00fcnyaya kocam gibi bir yarat\u0131k daha getirmektense, \u00e7ocuksuz ya\u015famak daha
\niyidir diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n
Bunlar\u0131 neden anlatt\u0131m? Tolga ile, alt kattaki kirac\u0131lar\u0131n 20 ya\u015f\u0131ndaki
\ngen\u00e7 o\u011fluyla ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m ili\u015fkiye mazeret aramak i\u00e7in mi? Evet! Fakat
\nger\u00e7ek bunlar, mazeret de\u011fil. Kocamla aram\u0131zda bu kadar ya\u015f fark\u0131
\nolmasayd\u0131, beni anlasayd\u0131, ger\u00e7ek anlamda sevseydi, beni yatakta
\ndoyursayd\u0131, bunlar\u0131, bu ili\u015fkiyi ya\u015far m\u0131yd\u0131m? Sanm\u0131yorum!<\/p>\n
Peki pi\u015fman m\u0131y\u0131m? Kesinlikle hay\u0131r! Pi\u015fman de\u011filim! Tolga, bu gen\u00e7,
\nyak\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131, g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc adam, bana hayat\u0131, ya\u015famay\u0131, seksi, doyumu, tatmin
\nolmay\u0131, orgazm\u0131, sevgiyi, sevilmeyi, g\u00fclmeyi \u00f6\u011fretti \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc. Hi\u00e7 de
\npi\u015fman de\u011filim. Aksine \u00e7ok mutluyum!<\/p>\n
Her \u015fey bundan 2 y\u0131l \u00f6nce ba\u015flad\u0131. Kocam i\u015f i\u00e7in \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne ba\u015fka bir
\n\u015fehire giderken, binbir tembihle beni koca evde yaln\u0131z ba\u015f\u0131ma
\nb\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Can s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131ndan \u00f6lmek \u00fczereydim. Her zaman gidip sohbet
\netti\u011fim alt kattaki kirac\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131z da k\u00f6ye gitmi\u015flerdi\u0085 Ak\u015fam\u0131n ge\u00e7
\nsaatinde kap\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131nd\u0131. \u00c7ekinerek g\u00f6zetleme deli\u011finden bakt\u0131m, alt katta
\noturan ailenin gen\u00e7 o\u011flu Tolga kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde duruyordu. Yak\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 g\u00fcle\u00e7
\ny\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde i\u00e7im c\u0131z etti. \u00c7ok seviyordum onu. Ho\u015f sohbeti, g\u00fcler
\ny\u00fcz\u00fc, candan tav\u0131rlar\u0131 etkiliyordu beni. Merakla kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Tolga \u00e7ekingen bir tav\u0131rla, \u0093\u0130yi ak\u015famlar Funda abla, rahats\u0131z ettim,
\nama bizimkiler yoklar, bu saate kadar gelmediler. Nerede olduklar\u0131ndan
\nhaberin var m\u0131 acaba?\u0094 dedi. Ailesi sabahtan apar topar k\u00f6ye gitmi\u015fti,
\nbir akrabalar\u0131 vefat etmi\u015fti. Anlatt\u0131m, \u0093Sana not b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015flard\u0131,
\ng\u00f6rmedin herhalde?\u0094 dedim. \u0093G\u00f6rmedim Funda abla. Rahats\u0131z ettim, iyi
\nak\u015famlar\u0085\u0094 dedi. Gitmesini istemiyordum, can\u0131m korkun\u00e7 s\u0131k\u0131l\u0131yordu.
\nAt\u0131ld\u0131m, \u0093Gel Tolga, ben de \u00e7ay demlemi\u015ftim. Bir bardak \u00e7ay i\u00e7, \u00f6yle
\ngit!\u0094 dedim. \u0093Yok Funda abla, rahats\u0131z etmeyeyim, ben gideyim.
\nBilgisayarda i\u015fim vard\u0131. Te\u015fekk\u00fcr ederim!\u0094 dedi, gitti.<\/p>\n
K\u00f6s k\u00f6s ard\u0131ndan baka kald\u0131m. Sonra kap\u0131y\u0131 kapat\u0131p i\u00e7eriye salona,
\nyaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131ma d\u00f6nd\u00fcm. Ama\u00e7s\u0131zca odalarda gezindim. Ruhum s\u0131k\u0131l\u0131yor,
\nduvarlar \u00fcst\u00fcme \u00fcst\u00fcme geliyorlard\u0131 sanki. Soyundum, kendimi yata\u011fa
\natt\u0131m. Her zaman yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015feyi yapmaya, fantaziler kurarak kendimi
\nok\u015famaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. G\u00f6zlerim kapal\u0131, bir elim k\u00fclodumun i\u00e7inde, di\u011fer
\nelim g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcmde, meme ucumu ovalarken hayaller kurdum\u0085<\/p>\n
Bu ak\u015fam hayal kurmak da kolayd\u0131. Fantazilerimin her zamanki kahraman\u0131
\nTolga az \u00f6nce kap\u0131mdayd\u0131. Onun gitmedi\u011fini, i\u00e7eriye girdi\u011fini,
\n\u00f6p\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc, sevi\u015fti\u011fimizi hayal ettim. Tolga bana sar\u0131l\u0131rken, ben de
\nkollar\u0131m\u0131 s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 kendime sard\u0131m. O hayalimde meme u\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 emerken, ben
\niki meme ucumu da dilimle \u0131slatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m parmaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131nda s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131p
\novalad\u0131m. O hayalimde gen\u00e7 irisi g\u00f6vdesiyle bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131na girip
\nbeni becerirken, benim iki elim de k\u00fclodumun i\u00e7ine dald\u0131, am dudaklar\u0131m\u0131
\ns\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131p orta parma\u011f\u0131m\u0131 i\u00e7eriye sald\u0131m. Kendimi ok\u015faya ok\u015faya, am\u0131m\u0131
\nparmaklayarak k\u0131vrand\u0131m so\u011fuk yata\u011f\u0131m\u0131n i\u00e7inde. \u0130nleye inleye bo\u015fald\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u00dczerimde bir tek \u0131slak k\u00fclotla, \u00e7\u0131plak vaziyette, soluk solu\u011fa s\u0131rt \u00fcst\u00fc
\nyat\u0131p tavana bakarken (Hayat m\u0131 bu?) diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. \u00d6mr\u00fcm b\u00f6yle mi
\nge\u00e7ecek benim? Kendimi ok\u015faya ok\u015faya. Yaln\u0131z. Kimsesiz. Ya\u015fl\u0131,
\nanlay\u0131\u015fs\u0131z, k\u0131skan\u00e7, despot kocayla. Yine d\u00f6rt duvar \u00fcst\u00fcme kapanmaya
\nba\u015flad\u0131. Kendimi mezar\u0131n dibinde hissedip bunal\u0131yordum. Nefes
\nalam\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n
Akl\u0131ma Tolga geldi sonra. O da alt katta benim gibi yaln\u0131zd\u0131. \u00c7ay. \u00d6yle
\nya. \u00c7ay demledi\u011fimi s\u00f6ylemi\u015ftim ona. \u0130\u00e7eri gelmemi\u015fti. Ben gidip
\nkap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7alsam? \u00c7ay\u0131 ona g\u00f6t\u00fcrsem? Seks falan akl\u0131mda de\u011fil, zaten az
\n\u00f6nce hayalimde onunla sevi\u015fip bo\u015falm\u0131\u015f\u0131m. \u0130nsan gibi iki sohbet etsem?
\nYaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 gidersem?<\/p>\n
Sonunda dayanamad\u0131m. Kalkt\u0131m, \u00fczerime temiz bir k\u00fclot, s\u00fctyen, dolaptan
\nbir elbise ge\u00e7iriverdim. Makyaj aynas\u0131nda kendime biraz \u00e7eki d\u00fczen
\nverdim aceleyle. Gardrobun boy aynas\u0131nda kendime bir bakt\u0131m. G\u00fczel
\nolmu\u015ftu. Kocam\u0131n d\u0131\u015far\u0131da giymeme izin vermedi\u011fi, ev i\u00e7inde kulland\u0131\u011f\u0131m,
\nete\u011fi diz \u00fcst\u00fcnde, yakas\u0131 biraz dekolte elbiseyi se\u00e7mi\u015fim nedense.
\nMutfa\u011fa gittim tela\u015fl\u0131 ad\u0131mlarla, demli\u011fi ve bardaklar\u0131 bir tepsiye
\nkoyup, do\u011fru a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya indim. Zile bast\u0131m. Tolga a\u00e7t\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u00c7ekine \u00e7ekine, \u0093\u00c7ay demledim, ama evde hi\u00e7 \u015feker kalmam\u0131\u015f Tolga. Sizde
\nvard\u0131r, beraber i\u00e7elim diye geldim, tabii rahats\u0131z etmezsem?\u0094 dedim.
\n\u00dczerinde e\u015fofmanlar vard\u0131, beni i\u00e7eriye davet etti, \u0093Gel abla,
\nrahats\u0131zl\u0131k ne demek? Ben \u00fczerimi de\u011fi\u015feyim sen \u00e7ay\u0131 koyana kadar\u0085\u0094
\ndedi. \u0093Gerek yok can\u0131m, ak\u015fam saati giyimin \u00f6nemli de\u011fil, rahats\u0131z
\nolma!\u0094 dedim. \u0130\u00e7eriye girdim. Salonda sehpan\u0131n \u00fczerine tepsiyi koyarak
\n\u00e7aylar\u0131 haz\u0131rlad\u0131m. Tolga da \u015fekeri getirdi. Televizyonu a\u00e7\u0131p \u00e7ay\u0131m\u0131z\u0131
\ni\u00e7meye, sohbet etmeye ba\u015flad\u0131k.<\/p>\n
S\u00f6z doland\u0131, yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131za geldi, \u0093Ahmet abi yok galiba evde?\u0094 dedi.
\nAd\u0131n\u0131 duymak bile keyfimi ka\u00e7\u0131rmaya yetmi\u015fti. \u0093Yok, o da i\u015f i\u00e7in gitti,
\nbirka\u00e7 g\u00fcn gelmeyecek\u0085\u0094 dedim. Sonra dayanamay\u0131p ekledim, \u0093Zaten olsayd\u0131
\nda fark etmezdi, s\u00fcrekli i\u00e7kili oluyor, s\u0131z\u0131p kal\u0131yor. Ben de yaln\u0131z
\nkal\u0131yorum hep b\u00f6yle\u0085\u0094 dedim.<\/p>\n
S\u00f6zc\u00fckler a\u011fz\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131kar \u00e7\u0131kmaz kendime geldim, neler s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordum ben?
\nYanaklar\u0131m k\u0131zararak Tolga\u0092ya bakt\u0131m, anlay\u0131\u015fl\u0131 sevecen bak\u0131\u015flarla
\nbak\u0131yordu bana. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 iki yana sallay\u0131p duruyordu, g\u00f6zlerinde bana
\nac\u0131yan bir ifade vard\u0131. K\u00f6\u015fede duran bilgisayar dikkatimi \u00e7ekmi\u015fti.
\nKonuyu de\u011fi\u015ftirmek, tehlikeli sulardan uzakla\u015fmak i\u00e7in bilgisayar\u0131
\nbahane ettim. Bir iki soru sordum, bilmedi\u011fim birka\u00e7 \u015feyi a\u00e7\u0131p g\u00f6sterdi
\nbana. \u00d6yle ho\u015fuma gidiyordu ki bilgi\u00e7 bilgi\u00e7 bana anlatmalar\u0131, saatlerce
\ndinleyebilirdim onu\u0085<\/p>\n
\u0130nterneti a\u00e7\u0131p bir iki site g\u00f6sterirken, yanl\u0131\u015fl\u0131kla daha \u00f6nce a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131
\nsitesi beliriverdi ekranda. \u00c7\u0131plak kad\u0131nlar, erkekler, her \u015feyleri
\nmeydanda siki\u015f resimleri kaplay\u0131vermi\u015fti ekran\u0131. Tela\u015fla y\u00fcz\u00fc k\u0131zararak
\nkapatmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131lan resimleri. \u0093\u015eey, vir\u00fcs girdi galiba abla\u0085\u0094 diye
\nkekeliyordu bir yandan. Ben de utan\u0131p ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7evirdim. Evliydim ama en
\naz Tolga kadar bilgisizdim bu konularda ve gen\u00e7 k\u0131z gibi utanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m en
\naz onun kadar. Kalk\u0131p gitsem mi diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm bir an, sonra vazge\u00e7tim,
\nKukumav ku\u015fu gibi tek ba\u015f\u0131ma oturamazd\u0131m evde. Bilgisayar\u0131 kapat\u0131p geni\u015f
\nkanepede sessizce, yanyana oturduk.<\/p>\n
Neden sonra sessizli\u011fi Tolga bozdu, \u0093Funda abla, \u00f6z\u00fcr dilerim. \u0130nan
\nbilerek yapmad\u0131m\u0085\u0094 dedi. T\u00fcz\u00fcne bakt\u0131m. Yak\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131, g\u00fczel y\u00fcz\u00fcne. Mavi
\ng\u00f6zleri yalan s\u00f6ylemiyorum diyordu bana. Elimi uzat\u0131p elinin \u00fczerine
\nkoydum, teselli etmek isteyerek, \u0093\u00dczme kendini Tolga\u0092c\u0131m. Gen\u00e7sin,
\nbekars\u0131n. Normal b\u00f6yle \u015feyler!\u0094 dedim. Sanki ben \u00e7ok tecr\u00fcbeliymi\u015fim,
\n\u00e7ok \u015fey biliyormu\u015fum gibi. Bunu s\u00f6ylerken elinin s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131 elimi yakt\u0131
\nadeta, h\u0131zla \u00e7ektim elimi. Ne yapaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 \u015fa\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. O elektrikli hava
\nbir t\u00fcrl\u00fc da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131yordu. Bir \u015feyler yapmal\u0131yd\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Kalkt\u0131m, \u00e7aylar\u0131 tazeledim. Titreyen ellerimle Tolga\u0092ya \u00e7ay barda\u011f\u0131n\u0131
\nuzat\u0131rken, o da elini uzat\u0131nca elime \u00e7arpt\u0131, s\u0131cak \u00e7ay barda\u011f\u0131 oldu\u011fu
\ngibi kuca\u011f\u0131na devrildi. Can\u0131 yanarak aya\u011fa f\u0131rlad\u0131. E\u015fofman\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fc \u00e7ay
\nolmu\u015f, duman t\u00fct\u00fcyordu. Aceleyle banyoya ko\u015fturdu. Ben de \u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm
\n\u00e7ocu\u011fun can\u0131 yand\u0131 diye. \u0130lk \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n ard\u0131ndan hemen arkas\u0131ndan
\nse\u011firttim yard\u0131m amac\u0131yla. Banyonun kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131p i\u00e7eriye dald\u0131m.
\n\u0093Tolga, can\u0131n yand\u0131 m\u0131, nas\u0131l oldun?\u0094 diye sorarken, e\u015fofman\u0131n alt\u0131n\u0131
\n\u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve k\u00fcvetin i\u00e7inde du\u015f hortumuyla kas\u0131klar\u0131na su tuttu\u011funu
\ng\u00f6rd\u00fcm\u0085<\/p>\n
A\u011fz\u0131m a\u00e7\u0131k, donup kalm\u0131\u015f onu izliyordum. Kasl\u0131 bacaklar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda
\nkal\u0131n ve uzun bir yara\u011f\u0131 vard\u0131. Tabi insan ister istemez, evde kocam\u0131n
\ny\u0131llard\u0131r i\u00e7ime sokup durdu\u011fu \u015feyle bu g\u00fczel yarak aras\u0131nda
\nkar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131rma yap\u0131yor. Ben de yapt\u0131m. Kocam\u0131n minik, kara kuru sikini
\nbunca senedir yarak niyetine i\u00e7ime alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Ama \u015fu anda kar\u015f\u0131mda
\npespembe, kocaman ba\u015f\u0131yla, damarl\u0131 g\u00f6vdesiyle bak\u0131las\u0131, \u00f6p\u00fclesi, i\u00e7ime
\nsokulas\u0131 bir yarak, beni k\u0131\u015fk\u0131rt\u0131rcas\u0131na bana bak\u0131yordu. Tolga da donup
\nkalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 gizlemeyi, \u00f6rtmeyi ak\u0131l bile edememi\u015fti. Mal\u0131
\nmeydanda, elindeki ucundan su f\u0131\u015fk\u0131ran du\u015f hortumunu unutmu\u015ftu zavall\u0131m,
\nsular yerlere ak\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Ne yapaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilemedim ilk anda. Donup kald\u0131m ben de. Ama sonra
\ni\u00e7imdeki kad\u0131nl\u0131k hormonlar\u0131 d\u00fcrtt\u00fc. Hipnotize olmu\u015f gibi birka\u00e7 ad\u0131m
\natt\u0131m g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc yara\u011f\u0131ndan ay\u0131rmadan. \u0130kimiz de konu\u015fmuyor, birbirimize
\nbak\u0131yorduk. Yan\u0131na yakla\u015ft\u0131m. O da k\u00fcvetten \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p bana geldi ayn\u0131
\n\u015fekilde. Aram\u0131zda bir kar\u0131\u015f mesafe vard\u0131 sadece. G\u00f6zlerimiz birbirine
\nkenetlenmi\u015fti. Dudaklar\u0131m titriyordu. G\u00f6zlerimi, onun uzun kirpikli mavi
\ng\u00f6zlerinden, etli dudaklar\u0131ndan ay\u0131ram\u0131yordum. Nefes alam\u0131yordum.
\nDudaklar\u0131m\u0131 aralad\u0131m soluk almak i\u00e7in. Tolga titrek bir sesle, \u0093Funda
\nabla\u0085\u0094 dedi\u0085<\/p>\n
G\u00f6zleri dudaklar\u0131mdayd\u0131. \u0130stekle aralanan, arzuyla titreyen \u0131slak
\ndudaklar\u0131mda. E\u011fildi, \u00f6pt\u00fc dudaklar\u0131mdan. Bir anda birbirimize
\nsar\u0131l\u0131verdik, vah\u015fice \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fmeye ba\u015flad\u0131k. S\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 kucaklam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 beni, alt\u0131
\n\u00e7\u0131plak vaziyette, sertle\u015fmi\u015f yara\u011f\u0131 ince etekli\u011fimin aras\u0131ndan
\nkas\u0131klar\u0131ma bat\u0131yordu. Dakikalarca \u00f6p\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck. Dili dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 ok\u015fuyor,
\nnefes almak i\u00e7in a\u00e7\u0131lan a\u011fz\u0131mdan i\u00e7eriye sokup dilimle bulu\u015fuyor, beni
\ndelirtiyordu.<\/p>\n
Bana sar\u0131lmay\u0131 b\u0131rakt\u0131. Dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 ay\u0131rmadan e\u015fofman\u0131n \u00fczerini \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.
\nTekrar sar\u0131ld\u0131. Ayakta, kollar\u0131nda eriyordum adeta. \u00c7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plakt\u0131.
\nKasl\u0131 v\u00fccuduna s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 bast\u0131r\u0131yor, ince kuma\u015fl\u0131 elbisemin \u00fczerinden
\nyara\u011f\u0131n\u0131n sertli\u011fini kas\u0131klar\u0131mda duyumsuyordum.<\/p>\n
Dizlerim titremeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Ayakta duram\u0131yordum. Anlad\u0131 ne halde
\noldu\u011fumu, kollar\u0131yla t\u00fcy gibi tutup kald\u0131rd\u0131 beni, kucaklay\u0131p i\u00e7eriye,
\nsalona g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u00d6p\u00fc\u015fmeye devam ediyorduk. \u00dc\u00e7l\u00fc koltu\u011fun \u00fczerine yava\u015f\u00e7a
\nb\u0131rakt\u0131 beni. B\u0131rak\u0131rken de \u00e7\u0131plak v\u00fccuduyla \u00fczerime \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Elbisemin
\nincecik kuma\u015f\u0131ndan onun \u00e7\u0131plak g\u00f6vdesinin a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131n
\nsertli\u011fini, yakan s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissediyordum. Bir kolunu boynumun
\nalt\u0131ndan ge\u00e7irmi\u015f, yast\u0131k yap\u0131p, vah\u015fice dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 emerken, di\u011fer
\nelini elbisemin ete\u011fine g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc\u0085<\/p>\n
Bacaklar\u0131m\u0131 yava\u015f yava\u015f, ok\u015faya ok\u015faya ete\u011fimin alt\u0131nda ilerlemeye
\nba\u015flad\u0131 eli. Bald\u0131rlar\u0131m\u0131, bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n i\u00e7lerini, k\u00fclodumun \u00fczerinden
\nam\u0131m\u0131 ok\u015fad\u0131 uzun uzun. \u0130\u00e7imde volkan kayn\u0131yordu sanki. Lavlar
\nbo\u015fal\u0131yordu, k\u00fclodumun \u0131sland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissediyordum. Ate\u015f gibi parmaklar\u0131n\u0131
\naradan sokup am\u0131m\u0131 avu\u00e7lad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, dudaklar\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7inde zevkle inledim.
\nNefes alam\u0131yordum, \u0093Ohhh! Tolga! Tolga\u0085\u0094 diyebildim.<\/p>\n
\u0093Funda abla \u00e7ok g\u00fczelsin. Harikas\u0131n. Seninle sevi\u015fiyorum, hep
\nhayallerimde oldu\u011fu gibi. \u0130nanam\u0131yorum buna!\u0094 deyip, a\u00e7 dudaklar\u0131 her
\nyerimde, dudaklar\u0131mda, yanaklar\u0131mda, kulak memelerimde, gerdan\u0131mda
\ndola\u015f\u0131yordu. Bir yandan dudaklar\u0131, bir yandan klitorisimi ve am\u0131m\u0131
\nok\u015fayan parmaklar\u0131 bitiriyordu beni. Ya\u011f gibi eriyordum kollar\u0131nda\u0085<\/p>\n
\u00d6pmeyi b\u0131rakt\u0131. Do\u011fruldu. Ne yapacak diye beklerken, elbisemin \u00f6n\u00fcndeki
\nd\u00fc\u011fmeleri \u00e7\u00f6zmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Sab\u0131rs\u0131z parmaklar\u0131 titreyerek d\u00fc\u011fmeleri tek
\ntek a\u00e7t\u0131. Elbisemin \u00f6n\u00fc tamamen a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, dantel s\u00fctyenim ve k\u00fclodum
\nmeydana \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131. S\u00fctyenimi zorlayan memelerimi a\u00e7 bak\u0131\u015flarla s\u00fczd\u00fc bir
\nan. Dayanamad\u0131m, kalk\u0131p koltu\u011fun \u00fcst\u00fcnde diz \u00e7\u00f6kerek elbisemin kollar\u0131n\u0131
\ns\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131m, \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p kenara att\u0131m. S\u00fctyen k\u00fclot kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. H\u0131zla at\u0131ld\u0131,
\ndudaklar\u0131ma yumulurken, ellerini arkama, s\u00fctyenin kop\u00e7as\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.
\nSab\u0131rs\u0131zca, kopar\u0131rcas\u0131na a\u00e7t\u0131 s\u00fctyenimi, memelerimi meydana \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.<\/p>\n
S\u00fctyenin bask\u0131s\u0131ndan kurtulan memelerim, sertle\u015fmi\u015f u\u00e7lar\u0131yla onu davet
\nediyordu sanki. Hayran bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda mutlulukla k\u0131vrand\u0131m.
\nKocam\u0131n pek ellemedi\u011fi memelerim halen gen\u00e7 k\u0131z sertli\u011finde ve
\ndikli\u011findeydiler. E\u011filip \u00f6nce birini, sonra di\u011ferini ucundan \u00f6pt\u00fc.
\n\u00dcrperdim. Dudaklar\u0131 birinin ucunu kavray\u0131p emmeye ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda kendimden
\nge\u00e7tim adeta, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 tutup arkaya devrildim. Gen\u00e7 erke\u011fimi kendime
\n\u00e7ektim. \u015eimdi s\u00fct emen bir bebek gibi mememi emiyordu.<\/p>\n
Beynimde \u015fim\u015fekler \u00e7ak\u0131yordu sanki. Meme ucumdan t\u00fcm v\u00fccuduma bir zevk
\n\u00fcrpertisi yay\u0131l\u0131yor, kendimden ge\u00e7iyordum. Bir baca\u011f\u0131 benim \u00fcst\u00fcmdeydi.
\nYara\u011f\u0131 kal\u00e7alar\u0131ma de\u011fiyor, ben buraday\u0131m dercesine bedenime bat\u0131yordu.
\nBir mememi b\u0131rak\u0131p di\u011ferine sald\u0131r\u0131yor, emiyor, avu\u00e7luyor, parmaklar\u0131n\u0131n
\naras\u0131nda s\u0131karken vantuz gibi a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7ine tamam\u0131n\u0131 almaya
\n\u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. Bense alt\u0131nda k\u0131vran\u0131p duruyordum deli gibi\u0085<\/p>\n
G\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcm\u00fc emen dudaklar a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya indi. Karn\u0131m\u0131, g\u00f6be\u011fimi tavaf etti.
\nDudaklar\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131 s\u0131ra diliyle \u0131slak bir iz b\u0131rak\u0131p a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya y\u00f6neldi. Hi\u00e7
\nya\u015famad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015feylerdi hissettiklerim. G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnde y\u0131ld\u0131zlar
\nu\u00e7u\u015fuyordu. \u00dczerimde kalan tek giysi olan k\u00fclodumu ok\u015farcas\u0131na s\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131
\nbacaklar\u0131mdan. Ve dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 ellenmemi\u015f am\u0131m\u0131n \u00fczerinde hissettim.
\nS\u0131cac\u0131k. Islak. Am\u0131m\u0131 yeni temizlemi\u015ftim. Sanki onu bekler gibi p\u0131r\u0131l
\np\u0131r\u0131l, kaymak gibi yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Ve \u015fimdi Tolga kayma\u011f\u0131m\u0131 yemekle me\u015fguld\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Am\u0131m\u0131n d\u0131\u015f dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 aralay\u0131p diliyle boydan boya gezindi am\u0131mda.
\nDilinin ucu b\u0131z\u0131r\u0131ma de\u011fdi, ben yerimden z\u0131plad\u0131m. \u0130nan\u0131lmaz bir zevk,
\nbir \u015fehvet dalgas\u0131 sard\u0131 her yan\u0131m\u0131. B\u0131z\u0131r\u0131m\u0131 yalad\u0131, emdi uzun uzun.
\nSonra dilini a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya indirdi, parmaklar\u0131yla am\u0131m\u0131n d\u0131\u015f dudaklar\u0131n\u0131
\naralay\u0131p i\u00e7ime soktu. Islak ve s\u0131cak dilini olabildi\u011fince i\u00e7ime g\u00f6md\u00fc.
\nHava almaks\u0131z\u0131n dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 kapatt\u0131 am\u0131ma. Am\u0131m\u0131 emerken dilini i\u00e7eride
\noynata oynata i\u00e7imi ok\u015fuyordu. Bu arada \u0131slak parma\u011f\u0131yla klitorisimi
\nok\u015farken, di\u011fer elinin bir parma\u011f\u0131 arka deli\u011fimi yoklamaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u0130\u015fte o anda kendimi kaybettim. B\u00f6yle bir zevk ya\u015famam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m \u00f6mr\u00fcmde. T\u00fcm
\nv\u00fccudum kas\u0131lmaya, dalgalanmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Halen s\u0131cak dili am\u0131mdayd\u0131.
\nParmaklar\u0131n\u0131 kal\u00e7alar\u0131ma ge\u00e7irmi\u015f, ka\u00e7\u0131p kurtulmam\u0131 engellemek
\nistercesine s\u0131k\u0131yor, beni hareketsiz b\u0131rakmaya, dilinin verdi\u011fi zevki
\ndevam ettirmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. \u00d6yle bir orgazm ya\u015f\u0131yordum ki, kendimi
\n\u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f, bulutlar\u0131n \u00fczerine \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f gibi hissediyordum adeta. Kal\u00e7alar\u0131m
\nyata\u011f\u0131 d\u00f6vmeye ba\u015flarken, am\u0131m\u0131 emmeyi b\u0131rakt\u0131, yukar\u0131ya \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Elleri
\nmemelerimi s\u0131karken, dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 benim nefes almaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan a\u00e7\u0131k
\ndudaklar\u0131ma kapatt\u0131. \u00d6l\u00fcyordum zevkten. Durmaks\u0131z\u0131n inliyor, k\u0131s\u0131k
\n\u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar at\u0131yordum, \u0093Oohhhh Tolga! Dayanam\u0131yorum Tolga! \u00d6l\u00fcyorummm! Ne
\nyapt\u0131n bana sen? Nas\u0131l zevk bu? Erke\u011fimm! A\u015fk\u0131mm! Ooohhhh!\u0094 diye.<\/p>\n
Neden sonra sars\u0131nt\u0131lar hafifledi, azald\u0131, sona erdi. Kendimi halsiz,
\nyorgun bir halde Tolga\u0092n\u0131n kollar\u0131na b\u0131rakt\u0131m. Hi\u00e7 b\u00f6yle bir zevk
\nya\u015famam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m \u00f6mr\u00fcmde. Halen, su i\u00e7inde kalm\u0131\u015f \u0131slak am\u0131m\u0131 ok\u015fayan elinin
\n\u00fczerine elimi koydum minnetle. G\u00fcl\u00fcmsedim. O da, \u0093\u00d6yle g\u00fczelsin ki
\nFunda abla!\u0094 dedi hayranl\u0131kla. \u0093Te\u015fekk\u00fcr ederim! Hi\u00e7 b\u00f6yle bir zevk
\nya\u015famam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Hayat\u0131mda bir erkekle ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m ilk ger\u00e7ek orgazm\u0131m bu
\nbenim!\u0094 dedim. G\u00f6zleri a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131, bana bakt\u0131, \u0093Nas\u0131l? \u0130nanm\u0131yorum sana,
\nAhmet abi hi\u00e7\u0085?\u0094 dedi.<\/p>\n
\u0093Ahmet abin hi\u00e7 b\u00f6yle yapmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. B\u00f6yle sevmedi beni hi\u00e7. Ahmet abin her
\nzaman i\u00e7ime girer, birka\u00e7 git gel yapar ve sonra kendi bo\u015fal\u0131r, beni
\nd\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden uyur s\u0131zar kal\u0131r!\u0094 dedim. Sonra elimi uzat\u0131p yar\u0131 kalkm\u0131\u015f
\ndurumdaki sikini ok\u015fad\u0131m ve utanarak ilave ettim, \u0093De\u011fil senin yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n
\ngibi am\u0131m\u0131 yalamak emmek, adamak\u0131ll\u0131 sevi\u015fmedi bile!\u0094 dedim. Ok\u015famalar\u0131m
\nyar\u0131 kalk\u0131k sikini sertle\u015ftirmi\u015f, dimdik olmu\u015ftu. K\u0131vrand\u0131, \u0093Sen de
\nyalamak ister misin Funda abla?\u0094 dedi \u00e7ekingen bir tav\u0131rla. \u0130stedi\u011fini
\nyapmayaca\u011f\u0131mdan, tersleyece\u011fimden korkar gibiydi.<\/p>\n
G\u00fcl\u00fcmsedim, \u0093Hi\u00e7 yapmad\u0131m bunu Tolga. Ama madem sen beni bu kadar mutlu
\nettin, sana bunu bor\u00e7luyum a\u015fk\u0131m! Ne istersen yapar\u0131m senin i\u00e7in!\u0094
\ndedim. Do\u011frulup dudaklar\u0131ndan \u00f6pmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m, gezine gezine boynuna,
\ng\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne, sert karn\u0131na kadar indim. Kas\u0131klar\u0131na ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 e\u011fdim, g\u00fczel
\nsikini elimle tutup hayran hayran bakt\u0131m. \u0093\u0130lk defa yap\u0131yorum bunu!
\nBeceremezsem sen y\u00f6nlendir beni!\u0094 diyerek, dilimi \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p ucuyla boydan
\nboya yalad\u0131m sikini\u0085<\/p>\n
\u0130yice sertle\u015fmi\u015f, damarlar\u0131 parmak gibi kabarm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ellerimin aras\u0131nda.
\nDilimin ucunu kabarm\u0131\u015f kan damarlar\u0131nda, yumruk gibi ba\u015f\u0131nda, \u015fapkas\u0131n\u0131n
\nkenarlar\u0131nda gezdiriyordum \u0131slak \u0131slak. E\u011fildim, a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya indim,
\nta\u015faklar\u0131n\u0131 dudaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131na al\u0131p emer gibi yapt\u0131m. K\u0131vran\u0131yordu ben
\nbunlar\u0131 yapt\u0131k\u00e7a, inliyordu. Yukar\u0131ya \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m. A\u011fz\u0131m\u0131 kocaman a\u00e7\u0131p
\nsikinin iri ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131n i\u00e7ine almaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Di\u015flerim can\u0131n\u0131 yakt\u0131
\nsan\u0131r\u0131m, inledi. Ona k\u0131s\u0131k sesle, \u0093\u00d6z\u00fcr dilerim a\u015fk\u0131m, ilk defa bir
\nerke\u011fin sikini a\u011fz\u0131ma al\u0131yorum. Kusura bakma.\u0094 dedim. \u0093\u00d6nemli de\u011fil
\nFunda abla. Ben de \u015fimdiye kadar birka\u00e7 orospuyla, parayla sevi\u015ftim
\nsadece. Hi\u00e7bir kad\u0131n da bunu yapmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bana. Sikimi a\u011fz\u0131na al\u0131p emen
\nolmad\u0131 \u015fimdiye kadar. Devam et sen!\u0094 derken parmaklar\u0131 sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131n
\naras\u0131nda dola\u015f\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Bu beni daha da ate\u015fledi. Dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 daha da a\u00e7\u0131p a\u011fz\u0131ma ald\u0131m sikinin
\nba\u015f\u0131n\u0131. \u015eap\u0131r \u015fupur bebek emzi\u011fi gibi emmeye, dilimle i\u00e7imde yalamaya
\nba\u015flad\u0131m. Tolga da ba\u015f\u0131mdan tutup kendine bast\u0131r\u0131yordu. B\u00f6ylece koca
\nsiki a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131n i\u00e7inde kaybolmaya, yava\u015f yava\u015f a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131n derinliklerine kadar
\ngirmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. G\u00f6zleriyle beni izliyordu. Ben de onun zevkten
\nk\u0131s\u0131lm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6zlerinden g\u00f6zlerimi ay\u0131rmadan i\u015fimi yap\u0131yor, onun
\ny\u00f6nlendirmesiyle sikini sonuna kadar a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131n i\u00e7inde kaybetmeye, onu
\nzevkten eritmeye \u00e7abal\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n
Belki bir 10 dakika b\u00f6yle emdikten sonra kas\u0131lmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ki, birden
\nkalkt\u0131 yerinden, beni s\u0131rt\u00fcst\u00fc yat\u0131r\u0131p \u00fczerime \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131, sikini tekrar
\na\u011fz\u0131ma soktu. Ba\u015f\u0131m iki dizinin aras\u0131ndayd\u0131. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131mdan tutup sonuna
\nkadar kendine \u00e7ekti. Dudaklar\u0131m kas\u0131klar\u0131na de\u011fdi. Nefessiz kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.
\nBa\u015f\u0131m\u0131 sallay\u0131p kurtulmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Sikinin kafas\u0131 bademciklerime
\nde\u011fiyordu, bo\u011faz\u0131mdan i\u00e7eriye girmi\u015fti sanki. Sa\u00e7\u0131mdan tuttu\u011fu
\nparmaklar\u0131yla ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 geriye \u00e7ekti, nefes almam\u0131 sa\u011flad\u0131, sonra tekrar
\ng\u00f6md\u00fc. Kal\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 ileri geri oynat\u0131yor, a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131 siker gibi gidip
\ngeliyordu. \u0093Ohhh Funda ablaaa! Harika emiyorsun! Delirtiyorsun beni!
\nAaahhhh! Harikaaa!\u0094 diye feryat ediyordu bir yandan da.<\/p>\n
Benimse cevap verecek halim yoktu. A\u011fz\u0131m\u0131n i\u00e7inde kocaman bir yarakla
\nnefes alamadan a\u011fz\u0131mdan sikiliyordum. Tam bo\u011fulacak gibi oldu\u011fum anda
\nsikini a\u011fz\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yor, bir par\u00e7a nefes almam\u0131 sa\u011fl\u0131yor, sonra tekrar
\nsikini a\u011fz\u0131ma g\u00f6m\u00fcyordu. Kendimi kurtarmak i\u00e7in ellerimi kal\u00e7alar\u0131na
\nsarm\u0131\u015f, t\u0131rnaklar\u0131m\u0131 kabalar\u0131na ge\u00e7iriyordum. Ama t\u0131rnaklar\u0131m\u0131n ac\u0131s\u0131
\nbile engel olmuyordu erke\u011fime ve beni a\u011fz\u0131mdan sikmeye devam ediyordu\u0085<\/p>\n
Sonunda kas\u0131lmaya, d\u00f6llerini a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131n i\u00e7ine p\u00fcsk\u00fcrtmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Ka\u00e7mak
\nistedim, b\u0131rakmad\u0131. D\u00f6llerinin son zerresine kadar a\u011fz\u0131ma, bo\u011faz\u0131mdan
\ni\u00e7eriye bo\u015faltt\u0131 titreye titreye. Bask\u0131y\u0131 hafifletmi\u015fti. Ben de olan
\noldu diyerek tad\u0131 pek ho\u015fuma gitmese de yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 emdim, son damlas\u0131na
\nkadar d\u00f6llerini bo\u015faltt\u0131m. A\u011fz\u0131ma bo\u015falmaktan mest olmu\u015ftu. Koltu\u011fun
\n\u00fczerine devrildik ikimiz de. Nefes nefese kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Kenarda duran
\nelbisemi al\u0131p a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131n kenar\u0131ndan ta\u015fan d\u00f6lleri temizledim bir g\u00fczel.
\n\u00c7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak uzand\u0131k \u00f6ylece.<\/p>\n
Elini uzat\u0131p elimi tuttu, \u0093Hi\u00e7 b\u00f6yle bir an ya\u015famam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m!\u0094 dedi. Elini
\ns\u0131kt\u0131m minnetle, \u0093Ben de a\u015fk\u0131m. Ben de!\u0094 dedim. Kesik kesik konu\u015fmaya
\nba\u015flad\u0131k kendimize geldi\u011fimizde. \u0093Tolga, l\u00fctfen bundan kimseye bahsetme
\nolur mu? Yalvar\u0131r\u0131m sana! E\u011fer bahsetmezsen erke\u011fim olursun, her zaman
\nya\u015far\u0131z bu zevkleri! Kocamla bunca senedir ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m seks de\u011filmi\u015f
\nme\u011fer, beni sen doyurursun bundan sonra! Ben de seni doyururum!\u0094 dedim.
\nE\u011filip \u00f6pt\u00fc beni, \u0093Deli misin Funda abla? Bu zevki ya\u015famak i\u00e7in ne
\nistersen yapar\u0131m. Ba\u015fkas\u0131na anlat\u0131r m\u0131y\u0131m hi\u00e7?\u0094 dedi.<\/p>\n
S\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 sar\u0131ld\u0131m ona, \u0093Ke\u015fke daha \u00f6nce ya\u015fasayd\u0131k bu zevkleri! Nelerden
\nmahrum kalm\u0131\u015f\u0131m me\u011fer! Becerikli erke\u011fim! Tatmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m zevkleri tatt\u0131ran
\nerke\u011fim! Bundan sonra kocam sensin! Erke\u011fim benim!\u0094 dedim. Yine
\nsertle\u015fmi\u015fti siki, bacaklar\u0131ma de\u011fiyordu ta\u015f gibi. Dudaklar\u0131mdan \u00f6pt\u00fc,
\n\u0093Ama daha sikmedim Funda abla! Am\u0131n\u0131 yalad\u0131m sadece! Art\u0131k seni sikmek
\nistiyorum! D\u00f6llerimi am\u0131na bo\u015faltmak istiyorum! Hadi yukar\u0131ya, sizin eve
\n\u00e7\u0131kal\u0131m. Seni kocan\u0131n yata\u011f\u0131nda sikmek istiyorum!\u0094 dedi.<\/p>\n
\u0093A-aa Tolga, konu\u015fma b\u00f6yle Sikli Aml\u0131 falan! Terbiyesiz!\u0094 dedim g\u00fclerek.
\nAma ho\u015fuma gitmi\u015fti b\u00f6yle konu\u015fmas\u0131. Elimi aradan uzat\u0131p sertle\u015fen
\nsikini kavrad\u0131m. Ta\u015f gibiydi. \u0093H\u0131mmm, demek beni kocam\u0131n yata\u011f\u0131nda
\nsikmek istiyorsun ha? Kocam\u0131n beni sikti\u011fi yatakta? Ahlaks\u0131z seni! Hadi o
\nzaman yukar\u0131ya \u00e7\u0131kal\u0131m, sik beni g\u00fczel g\u00fczel! Bu koca sikini sok
\nam\u0131ma!\u0094 dedim. \u0130kimiz de heyecanlanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Ate\u015fimiz tekrar y\u00fckselmi\u015fti.
\nKalkt\u0131m, k\u00fclot s\u00fctyenimi al\u0131p giymek i\u00e7in davrand\u0131m. Elimi tuttu,
\n\u0093Hay\u0131r, giyme Funda abla. \u00d6yle gel, \u00e7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak!\u0094 dedi.<\/p>\n
Binada ikimizden ba\u015fkas\u0131 yoktu. \u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc kat bo\u015f duruyordu. K\u0131k\u0131rdad\u0131m,
\n\u0093Delisin sen Tolga! \u00c7\u0131lg\u0131ns\u0131n! Hadi o zaman, gidelim!\u0094 dedim. Beni
\nkolumdan tuttu\u011fu gibi, elimizde giysilerimizle d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k. Daha
\nmerdivenlerden \u00e7\u0131karken oram\u0131 buram\u0131 ellemeye, \u00f6pmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bile.
\nKahkahalarla g\u00fcl\u00fcyor, \u00e7ocuklar gibi oyna\u015f\u0131yorduk. \u0130yice sertle\u015fen siki
\nbacaklar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda sallan\u0131p duruyordu. Deli gibi tahrik oluyordum
\nonun \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131n hareketlerinden.<\/p>\n
Bizim dairenin kap\u0131s\u0131na geldik. Heyecanla anahtar\u0131m\u0131 anahtar deli\u011fine
\nsokmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken, Tolga arkamdan yakla\u015f\u0131p yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bacak aramdan
\nsokmu\u015f, beni belimden tutup kendine \u00e7ekiyordu. Kap\u0131y\u0131 zar zor a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131mda
\nhemen i\u00e7eriye girmedi, s\u0131rt\u0131m\u0131 kap\u0131ya dayay\u0131p \u00fczerime aband\u0131 kasl\u0131
\ng\u00f6vdesiyle. \u00d6pmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Ellerimi yukar\u0131da birle\u015ftirmi\u015f v\u00fccudunu
\nv\u00fccuduma bast\u0131r\u0131yor, hareket etmeme, kurtulmama izin vermiyordu. Siki
\nkas\u0131klar\u0131ma dayanm\u0131\u015f bask\u0131 yap\u0131yordu. Ho\u015f, zaten pek ka\u00e7mak istedi\u011fim de
\nyoktu ya! Uzun uzun \u00f6p\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck. \u00d6n\u00fcmde onun kasl\u0131 bedeninin ate\u015f gibi
\ns\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131, s\u0131rt\u0131mda \u00e7elik kap\u0131n\u0131n so\u011fuk serinli\u011fi. Deli oluyordum
\nzevkten\u0085<\/p>\n
Ve neden sonra kap\u0131y\u0131 kapat\u0131p i\u00e7eriye girdik. Bu sefer hakimiyet
\nbendeydi. Onu kolundan tutup yatak odam\u0131za g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Yatak odam
\nherzamanki gibi gayet d\u00fczenliydi. Olduk\u00e7a geni\u015f bir yata\u011f\u0131m\u0131z vard\u0131.
\nEtraf\u0131na bak\u0131n\u0131p duran Tolga\u0092ya sar\u0131l\u0131p dudaklar\u0131na yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k
\nverdi. \u00d6p\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrken nefesimiz kesiliyordu. Bir eli sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7ekerken,
\ndi\u011fer eli s\u0131rt\u0131mda, kal\u00e7alar\u0131mda dola\u015f\u0131yor, kendine s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 bast\u0131r\u0131yordu
\nbeni. Az \u00f6nceki ihtiras yine t\u00fcm v\u00fccudumu sarm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Alevler i\u00e7inde
\nyan\u0131yordum. Dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7ekip inledim, \u0093Tolga, bu gece seninim! Bu gece
\nkad\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 ya\u015fat bana!\u0094 diye.<\/p>\n
Beni \u00f6pe \u00f6pe yata\u011f\u0131n kenar\u0131na kadar g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u00d6pmeyi b\u0131rakmadan \u00fczerime
\ne\u011fildi, beni yata\u011fa uzatt\u0131 boylu boyunca. Bunca senedir kocam yan\u0131mda
\nhorlarken a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m, kendimi tatmin etti\u011fim yata\u011f\u0131mda, gen\u00e7 bir erke\u011fin
\nalt\u0131na yatmak \u00fczereydim. Heyecandan, zevkten \u00f6l\u00fcyordum. Tolga\u0092n\u0131n t\u00fcm
\nbedenimde dola\u015fan dudaklar\u0131 elleri bitiriyordu beni. \u0093Hadi Tolga, i\u00e7ime
\ngir art\u0131k! Dayanam\u0131yorum, seni i\u00e7imde istiyorum!\u0094 diye inledim.
\nBacaklar\u0131m\u0131 aralad\u0131, dizlerinin \u00fcst\u00fcnde yakla\u015ft\u0131. Sikini tutup ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131
\n\u0131slak am\u0131m\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131nda, dudaklar\u0131 \u00fczerinde dola\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130nledim.
\nKal\u00e7alar\u0131m\u0131 oynatarak k\u0131vrand\u0131m, \u0093Hadii, sok art\u0131k!\u0094 dedim.<\/p>\n
K\u0131rmad\u0131 beni. Yava\u015f\u00e7a y\u00fcklendi. Ama girmedi hemen. T\u00fcm \u0131slakl\u0131\u011f\u0131na kar\u015f\u0131
\nam\u0131m\u0131n giri\u015fi zorluk \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yordu kocaman yara\u011f\u0131na. Biraz daha
\n\u0131slakl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 ok\u015fad\u0131, yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u0131slatt\u0131 sular\u0131mda. Sonra tekrar
\nbast\u0131rd\u0131. Ba\u015f\u0131 girmi\u015fti i\u00e7ime. Durdu. Bekledi. Tekrar ittirdi. Yava\u015f
\nyava\u015f koca sikini g\u00f6m\u00fcyordu am\u0131ma. \u0130nan\u0131lmaz bir zevkti ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m.
\nKendimi kaybediyordum zevkten. \u0093Aaahhh!\u0094 diye inledim. \u0093Be\u011fendin mi
\nFunda abla? Sikim zevk veriyor mu?\u0094 diye sordu. \u0093Deli misin? Zevk de laf
\nm\u0131 Tolga? \u00c7ok g\u00fczelll! Kocam\u0131n pipisine al\u0131\u015ft\u0131 am\u0131m, senin koca sikin
\nkudurtuyor beni, zevkten \u00f6lmek \u00fczereyim!\u0094 dedim.<\/p>\n
B\u00fct\u00fcn bedeniyle \u00fcst\u00fcme y\u00fcklendi. Siki dibine kadar am\u0131ma girdi bir anda.
\nBoynuna sar\u0131l\u0131p t\u00fcm v\u00fccudumla yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131m ona. Bacaklar\u0131m\u0131 beline sard\u0131m.
\nBacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131nda koca bir et par\u00e7as\u0131 vard\u0131 ve beni zevkten,
\n\u015fehvetten \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcyordu bu kal\u0131nl\u0131k. K\u0131p\u0131rdanmaya, am\u0131m\u0131n i\u00e7inde gidip
\ngelmeye ba\u015flad\u0131 yava\u015f yava\u015f. Nefesim kesiliyordu zevkten. Boynuna
\ndi\u015flerimi ge\u00e7irip t\u0131slad\u0131m, \u0093Ohhhh! Harikaaa! Mmmm! \u00c7ok g\u00fczel! Hadi
\nh\u0131zlan a\u015fk\u0131m! Sik beni!\u0094 diye. \u0093Hemen de\u011fil Funda abla\u0085 Seni yava\u015f yava\u015f
\nsikecem! Kocan\u0131n yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi sikimi sokup \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p bo\u015falmayaca\u011f\u0131m sana!
\nTad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131karacaks\u0131n yara\u011f\u0131m\u0131n! Sikilmenin, seks yapman\u0131n ne demek
\noldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011freneceksin bu gece Funda abla!\u0094 dedi nefes nefese kula\u011f\u0131ma.<\/p>\n
Biraz h\u0131zlan\u0131yor, biraz yava\u015fl\u0131yor, gelecek gibi oldu\u011funda durup
\nbekliyordu. B\u00f6yle yap\u0131nca da ben zevkten kuduruyor, deliriyordum. Yava\u015f
\nyava\u015f kendini geriye \u00e7ekiyor, sonra h\u0131zla, bir anda k\u00f6k\u00fcne kadar
\nyara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7ime sokuyordu. Sikinin ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n ta diplerime de\u011fdi\u011fini, ko\u00e7
\nba\u015f\u0131 gibi zorlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissediyordum. Am\u0131m\u0131n diplerinde hissetti\u011fim
\nsertli\u011finin ok\u015famalar\u0131 beni benden al\u0131yor, k\u0131vran\u0131yor, kendimi sa\u011fa sola
\nat\u0131yordum. Kal\u00e7alar\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7alkalay\u0131nca da daha k\u00f6t\u00fc oluyor, koca siki
\nam\u0131m\u0131n i\u00e7inde her yerime de\u011fiyor, \u00e7\u0131ld\u0131rt\u0131yordu. Am\u0131ma her vuru\u015funda
\nzevkin yan\u0131nda ac\u0131yla inliyordum. Kocam\u0131n hi\u00e7 de\u011fmedi\u011fi yerlerime
\nde\u011fiyordu yara\u011f\u0131\u0085<\/p>\n
Ve bir yarak i\u00e7imdeyken hayat\u0131m\u0131n ilk orgazm\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fad\u0131m, kendimden
\nge\u00e7tim. Bacaklar\u0131m\u0131 s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 kal\u00e7alar\u0131na sarm\u0131\u015f, indirip kald\u0131r\u0131yor,
\nkal\u00e7alar\u0131m yata\u011f\u0131 d\u00f6v\u00fcyor, hayk\u0131r\u0131yordum. \u0130nan\u0131lmazd\u0131 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015fey.
\nDakikalarca s\u00fcrd\u00fc bu zevk. Kendimden ge\u00e7tim bir s\u00fcre. Neden sonra
\nkendime geldi\u011fimde Tolga halen i\u00e7imde, bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131ndayd\u0131 ve gidip
\ngeliyordu yava\u015f yava\u015f. Tekrar inlemeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. O volkan tekrar
\nkaynamaya, zirveye y\u00fckselmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Tolga da sona yakla\u015fmak
\n\u00fczereydi\u0085<\/p>\n
Tam bu esnada telefon \u00e7ald\u0131. \u0130kimiz de durup yata\u011f\u0131n yan\u0131ndaki telefona
\nbakt\u0131k. Hemen a\u00e7mad\u0131m. Telefon birka\u00e7 defa \u00e7alana kadar solu\u011fumun
\nd\u00fczelmesini bekledim. Konu\u015fabilecek hale gelince elimi uzatt\u0131m, ahizeyi
\nkald\u0131rd\u0131m. Telefonun di\u011fer ucunda kocam vard\u0131. Sorun var m\u0131, her \u015fey
\nyolunda m\u0131 diye aram\u0131\u015f. Bu arada Tolga da i\u00e7imden \u00e7\u0131kmam\u0131\u015f, \u00fczerime
\nuzanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131nda gen\u00e7 bir erkek, yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 am\u0131m\u0131n dibine
\nkadar sokmu\u015f vaziyette, uykudan uyanm\u0131\u015f sesimle kocama cevap verdim,
\n\u0093Aloo?\u0094 diye ve konu\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131k. \u0093Erkenden uykum geldi kocac\u0131m.
\nUyuyordum\u0085\u0094 dedim.<\/p>\n
Ben kocamla konu\u015furken, Tolga i\u00e7imde milim milim sikini oynat\u0131yor, yava\u015f
\nhareketlerle gidip geliyordu am\u0131mda. A\u011fz\u0131m\u0131 kapat\u0131p zevk inlemelerime
\nengel olmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m kocama cevap verirken. Garibim, benim ba\u015fka bir
\nerke\u011fin alt\u0131nda siki\u015fti\u011fimden habersiz, beni soruyordu. Buysa daha \u00e7ok
\ntahrik ediyordu beni. Kocamla konu\u015furken beni sikmekte olan Tolga ile
\ng\u00f6z g\u00f6ze bak\u0131\u015f\u0131yorduk. Zevkten g\u00f6zlerimiz k\u0131s\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Dudaklar\u0131m\u0131zda bir
\ng\u00fcl\u00fcmseme. Kocam uzun uzun bir \u015feyler anlat\u0131rken telefonun ahizesini
\nelimle kapat\u0131p, Tolga\u0092ya f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131m, \u0093Memnun musun a\u015fk\u0131m? Telefonda
\nkocam var. Ve sen kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 sikiyorsun!\u0094 diye.<\/p>\n
Tolga inledi sessizce, \u0093Ohhh! Evet Funda abla. \u00d6yle g\u00fczel ki, Ahmet
\nabinin kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 sikiyorum yata\u011f\u0131nda! Alt\u0131mda zevkten inletiyorum! Haberi
\nyok pezevengin!\u0094 diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131. Boynuna sar\u0131l\u0131p, omuzunu di\u015fledim.
\n\u0093Erke\u011fim benim! Sikemeyenin kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 sikerler! Hadi sik beni! G\u00fczel
\ng\u00fczel sik! O koca yara\u011f\u0131nla sik Ahmet abinin kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131! Ohhh! Sok
\nyarra\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bana!\u0094 diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Kocam halen anlat\u0131yordu telefonda. Arada ahizeyi kapatan parmaklar\u0131m\u0131
\nkald\u0131r\u0131p, (H\u0131\u0085 h\u0131\u0085 evet\u0085 hay\u0131r\u0085) diye cevapl\u0131yordum onu. \u00d6zledi\u011fini
\ns\u00f6yledi sonunda. \u0093Ben de seni \u00e7ok \u00f6zledim kocac\u0131m! Yaln\u0131zl\u0131k zormu\u015f! Bir
\nan \u00f6nce gelsen ke\u015fke! Burda, yata\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda yaln\u0131z yat\u0131yorum, sensiz!
\nGelsen de sevi\u015fsek!\u0094 dedim cilveli cilveli. Sanki gelse yapaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z
\n\u015feyin ad\u0131 seksmi\u015f gibi. Vedala\u015ft\u0131k, \u0093\u0130yi geceler kar\u0131c\u0131m, kendine iyi
\nbak!\u0094 dedi, kapatt\u0131 telefonu. Bense ahizeyi elimden f\u0131rlat\u0131p att\u0131m,
\ni\u00e7imde gidip gelen Tolga\u0092ya s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 sar\u0131l\u0131p kal\u00e7alar\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7alkalamaya
\nba\u015flad\u0131m, am\u0131mda hareket edip duran sikini daha \u00e7ok hissetmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Tolga\u0092ya, soluk solu\u011fa, \u0093Duydun mu? Kendime iyi bakacakm\u0131\u015f\u0131m!\u0094 dedim.
\nTolga da b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00f6vdesiyle \u00fcst\u00fcme y\u00fcklenerek am\u0131ma aban\u0131rken yan\u0131tlad\u0131
\nbeni, \u0093Merak etme Funda abla, ben sana iyi bakar\u0131m!\u0094 dedi.<\/p>\n
Demin telefonda konu\u015furken biraz yava\u015flatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k h\u0131z\u0131m\u0131z\u0131. Ama
\nkonu\u015ftu\u011fumuz hayas\u0131z, ar damar\u0131 \u00e7atlam\u0131\u015f s\u00f6zc\u00fcklerin etkisiyle
\ndelirmi\u015ftim. Tolga da benden daha \u00e7ok heyecanlanm\u0131\u015f ve zevke gelmi\u015fti.
\nSona yakla\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k ve \u00fczerime uzanm\u0131\u015f, son darbeleri vuruyordu. Bo\u015falmak
\n\u00fczereydim. O da gelece\u011fimi hissetmi\u015f, h\u0131zlanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 iyice. Ve son hamlede
\n\u00f6yle bir y\u00fcklendi ki, kendini kast\u0131, odan\u0131n i\u00e7ini dolduran inlemelerle
\nayn\u0131 anda ben de kas\u0131ld\u0131m. Birbirimizi \u00f6ylesine s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 sarm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k ki,
\nikimiz de birbirimizin kollar\u0131 aras\u0131nda titreye titreye bo\u015fal\u0131yorduk.
\nD\u00f6llerinin s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 am\u0131m\u0131n diplerinde hissediyordum. Hayat\u0131m boyunca
\nb\u00f6yle bir \u015fey ya\u015famam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Bir s\u00fcre i\u00e7imde \u00f6ylece kald\u0131. Am\u0131m sikini sar\u0131yor, i\u00e7imde yeni yeni
\nk\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc hissediyordum. \u0130\u00e7imden \u00e7\u0131kmak istemiyor gibiydi.
\nBacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131nda boylu boyunca uzan\u0131yordu \u00fcst\u00fcmde. Nefeslerimiz
\nsonunda d\u00fczene girdi, sakinle\u015ftik. \u0130\u00e7imden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131, kendini yan taraf\u0131ma
\nb\u0131rakt\u0131 ve \u0093Sigaran var m\u0131 a\u015fk\u0131m?\u0094 diye sordu.<\/p>\n
\u0130\u00e7im titriyordu o a\u015fk\u0131m dedik\u00e7e. Kalk\u0131p kocam\u0131n sigara paketini \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m
\n\u00e7ekmeceden, iki sigara \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p \u00e7akmakla ikisini de yakt\u0131m.
\n\u00c7\u0131plakl\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan utanmak akl\u0131ma bile gelmiyordu, \u00f6ylesine do\u011fald\u0131 ki
\n\u00e7\u0131plakl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z. Tekrar yata\u011fa, sevgilimin koynuna girdim. Kollar\u0131n\u0131n
\naras\u0131na uzan\u0131p onun sigaras\u0131n\u0131 dudaklar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131na k\u0131st\u0131rd\u0131m. Pek
\nkullanmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m halde onunla beraber orgazm sigaras\u0131 t\u00fctt\u00fcrd\u00fck birlikte.
\nG\u00f6be\u011finin \u00fcst\u00fcne koydu\u011fumuz Fond\u00f6ten kutusunu k\u00fcll\u00fck olarak
\nkullan\u0131yorduk.<\/p>\n
\u0093Tolga, bundan sonra bana abla demeni istemiyorum!\u0094 dedim. \u0093Peki a\u015fk\u0131m!
\nBu geceden sonra kad\u0131n\u0131ms\u0131n sen benim. Ablam de\u011filsin!\u0094 dedi. Uzan\u0131p
\nsigara duman\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kan etli dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6pt\u00fcm ve \u0093\u0130lk defa sevi\u015fmekten zevk
\nald\u0131m. Senin sayende a\u015fk\u0131m! Senin kollar\u0131nda kad\u0131n oldu\u011fumu anlad\u0131m ilk
\nkez!\u0094 diyerek i\u00e7imi d\u00f6kt\u00fcm. Kula\u011f\u0131mdan \u00f6perek, \u0093Daha gece sona ermedi
\na\u015fk\u0131m! Sabaha kadar benimsin! Alt\u0131mda inletecem seni! Halsiz kal\u0131ncaya
\nkadar sikecem seni!\u0094 dedi. S\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 sar\u0131ld\u0131m, \u0093Ne istersen yap! Y\u0131llar\u0131n
\nac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131karmak istiyorum. Ne zaman, nas\u0131l, ne kadar istersen sevi\u015firim
\nseninle!\u0094 dedim.<\/p>\n
Tolga, \u0093\u0130\u00e7ine bo\u015fald\u0131m\u0085 Hamile kal\u0131rsan?\u0094 dedi teredd\u00fctle. \u0093Olsun, senin
\n\u00e7ocu\u011fun, do\u011fururum!\u0094 dedim. Endi\u015feyle y\u00fcz\u00fcme bak\u0131yordu. G\u00fclerek
\nyana\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015fad\u0131m, \u0093Merak etme, \u00e7ocu\u011fum olmuyormu\u015f benim. Korunmam\u0131za
\ngerek yok. \u0130stedi\u011fimiz gibi sevi\u015febiliriz yani!\u0094 dedim. Elimi uzat\u0131p
\nsikini ok\u015fad\u0131m, hemen ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131 yaramaz. \u0093Hatta \u015fimdi
\nba\u015flayabiliriz sevi\u015fmeye, g\u00fcc\u00fcn varsa?\u0094 dedim.<\/p>\n
Belimden tutup bir anda \u00fcst\u00fcne \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131 beni. Bacaklar\u0131m\u0131 aralay\u0131p,
\n\u00fcst\u00fcne yerle\u015fti\u011fimde, \u00e7oktan sertle\u015fmi\u015f siki am\u0131ma bask\u0131 yapmaya
\nba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ne yapmak istedi\u011fini kad\u0131nl\u0131k sezgilerimle anlam\u0131\u015f, sikinin
\n\u00fczerine oturmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m bile. Dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 \u0131s\u0131ra \u0131s\u0131ra yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131
\ni\u00e7ime ald\u0131m. Belimden tutup kendine \u00e7ekiyordu. Sonunda dibine kadar
\ngirdi.<\/p>\n
Biraz bekleyip \u00fcst\u00fcnde hareket etmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Yukar\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 inip
\nkalk\u0131yor, ucuna kadar \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p, dibime kadar i\u00e7ime al\u0131yordum. Giderek
\nh\u0131zland\u0131m, \u0131slak am\u0131m\u0131n i\u00e7inde ya\u011f gibi kaymaya ba\u015flad\u0131 yra\u011f\u0131. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131
\nkald\u0131r\u0131p memelerimi yal\u0131yor, u\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 emiyordu ben \u00fcst\u00fcnde gidip
\ngelirken. Zevkten deliriyordum yine. Bir kez daha sars\u0131lmaya, orgazm
\nolmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Sonunda \u00fcst\u00fcne y\u0131\u011f\u0131l\u0131p kald\u0131m. Yana devrilip iki b\u00fckl\u00fcm
\noldum. Bacaklar\u0131m\u0131 kas\u0131yor, halen devam eden orgazm kas\u0131lmalar\u0131n\u0131n
\nzevkini \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n
Sabaha kadar sevi\u015ftik. Du\u015f yapt\u0131k. Banyoda bir kez de arkadan, minik
\ndeli\u011fimden becerdi. \u00c7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131ma ald\u0131rmadan g\u00f6t\u00fcm\u00fcn k\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bozdu.
\nOnun zevkini de ya\u015fatt\u0131 bana. Du\u015ftan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k, yata\u011f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde domaltt\u0131
\nbeni, kal\u00e7alar\u0131mdan tutup am\u0131ma girdi. Bu kez de\u011fi\u015fik a\u00e7\u0131dan am\u0131ma giren
\nyara\u011f\u0131 zevkten delirtti beni\u0085 Sabaha kadar sevi\u015ftik k\u0131sacas\u0131. Uzun uzun
\nsevi\u015ftik. Durduk, dinlendik, siki\u015ftik. Ben erkeksiz, o kad\u0131ns\u0131z ge\u00e7en
\ny\u0131llar\u0131n ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131rcas\u0131na sevi\u015ftik. Sabah g\u00fcne\u015f do\u011farken s\u0131z\u0131p
\nkald\u0131k yatakta.<\/p>\n
\u00d6\u011flene kadar \u00f6l\u00fc gibi uyuduk. Uyand\u0131k. \u00c7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak evin i\u00e7inde dola\u015ft\u0131k,
\noturduk, kalkt\u0131k, mutfakta yemek yedik. Evin her k\u00f6\u015fesinde, her
\nodas\u0131nda sevi\u015ftik. \u0130ki g\u00fcn boyunca yeni evli balay\u0131 \u00e7iftleri gibiydik.
\nHi\u00e7 durmad\u0131k. \u00d6p\u00fc\u015f\u00fcp kokla\u015ft\u0131k, sevi\u015ftik, siki\u015ftik. Ertesi g\u00fcn, kocam
\ngelecek diye zorla ayr\u0131ld\u0131k birbirimizden.<\/p>\n
\u0130ki y\u0131la yak\u0131n bir zaman boyunca s\u00fcrd\u00fc Tolga ile bu ili\u015fkimiz. F\u0131rsat\u0131n\u0131
\nbuldu\u011fumuz, can\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u00e7ekti\u011fi her anda birbirimizin kollar\u0131na ko\u015ftuk.
\nFakat sonunda ta\u015f\u0131nd\u0131lar, birbirimizi kaybettik. \u015eimdi hayata k\u00fcsm\u00fc\u015f
\ngibiyim. Bir kenara \u00e7ekilip saatlerce Tolga ile ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z sevi\u015fmeleri
\nan\u0131yorum. Mutfakta yemek yerken, o yemek masas\u0131nda Tolga\u0092n\u0131n bana
\nyapt\u0131klar\u0131. Kocamla yatarken, o yatakta Tolga ile ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z orgazmlar.
\nKocam\u0131n \u00e7\u00fck\u00fc i\u00e7imde gidip gelirken, Tolga\u0092n\u0131n i\u00e7imi dolduran yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131n
\nkal\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131. Kocam\u0131n le\u015f gibi i\u00e7ki kokusundan i\u011frenirken, burun
\ndeliklerimde Tolga\u0092n\u0131n erkek v\u00fccudunun salg\u0131lad\u0131\u011f\u0131 beni tahrik eden
\nerkek kokusu\u0085<\/p>\n
Fakat yapacak bir \u015feyim yok. Ya b\u00f6yle ya\u015famaya devam edece\u011fim, ya da
\nkendime gelece\u011fim, \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p kendime bir \u015fekilde yeni bir Tolga bulaca\u011f\u0131m.
\nOnun gibi bir erkek. Beni doyuran, beni ya\u015fatan, beni kad\u0131n yapan bir
\nerkek. Bekliyorum hen\u00fcz. Bir g\u00fcn kar\u015f\u0131n\u0131za, gen\u00e7 ve g\u00fczel bir kad\u0131n
\n\u00e7\u0131karsa, g\u00f6zleriyle sizi s\u00fczen, tartan, aranan\u0085 O benim i\u015fte<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Selam. Ad\u0131m Funda. 27 ya\u015f\u0131nday\u0131m, evliyim, \u00e7ocu\u011fum yok. Benden 15 ya\u015f b\u00fcy\u00fck kocamla, ben \u00fcniversite s\u0131navlar\u0131na haz\u0131rlanmak i\u00e7in dersaneye giderken …<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[39],"tags":[117,118,576,1547,1548,1730,1738,2112,2122],"class_list":["post-116","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-sex-hikayeleri","tag-aile-ici-sex-hikayeleri","tag-aldatan-esler","tag-erotik-sex-hikayeleri","tag-sex-itiraf-sayfasi","tag-sex-itirafi","tag-turbanli-porno","tag-turbanli-sex-hikayeleri","tag-yenge-ile-seks","tag-yenge-sex-hikayeleri"],"yoast_head":"\n